Jiang Yuduo's words that were so calm that they were no different from chatting made Cheng Ke stunned for a long time.

Boil the eagle?

Of course he knew Aoying. He watched Aoying documentary when he was very young, and there were many articles. He couldn't remember the specific details clearly, but he still knew what was going on.

In order to get rid of the wildness of the eagle, blindfolded her eyes and stood on a rope that was shaking when touched, without food and drink or sleep. In the end, when the eagle could not hold on, the owner gave some water and piece of meat, and the eagle became obedient from then on.

Cheng Ke remembered that in the documentary at that time, the owner took the eagle to hunt rabbits. The eagle flew into the sky for a long time, and the owner kept whistling, and it refused to return to the owner's arm.

Even the eagle that was "suffered" may go away and never return during a hunting process.

He still remembered that all he thought about at that time was: Fly away quickly, fly away quickly, don't come back... But in the end, the eagle came back or flew away, and he no longer remembered it.

Hope it flew away and never came back.

Cheng Ke passed all the relevant content in his mind, and didn't know what it had to do with Jiang Yuduo. In other words, he didn't dare to think about what it had to do with Jiang Yuduo.

I could only wait for Jiang Yuduo to continue talking in silence.

"My dad, I've played with the eagle," Jiang Yuduo held a cigarette in his mouth, holding a lighter in his hand, and then knocked it out again and again, flipping it between his fingers. "He likes to talk to us about the matter of slapping eagles, saying that slapping eagles are not only slapping eagles, but also slapping people, and it is also a challenge to the master, a battle of willpower between people and eagles."

"Is it a big fight? Is he not eating or drinking?" Cheng Ke wrinkled, "The battle that forces the other party to fight is a big big fight."

"Later, he didn't let the eagle play anymore, so he didn't play anymore," Jiang Yuduo threw the lighter up, and he clenched it when the lighter fell back to his palm. "He said we are not eagles, we are not wild, we are just puppies, we will be obedient after a few beats, and it is not challenging."

Cheng Ke suddenly turned his head and looked at Jiang Yuduo.

"But he said that the rules were useful," Jiang Yuduo looked at his tight hand, "Dark, hungry, cold, no sleep..."

"Is this meaningful?" Cheng Ke felt fear and anger.

"He said that we were not afraid of these things, and we were not afraid of anything," said Jiang Yuduo. "If we don't have fear, we will be invincible."

"Fart!" Cheng Ke raised his voice, "These fears will never be washed away in his lifetime!"

"Yes," Jiang Yuduo turned his head and looked at him and smiled, "I will live in fear all my life. None of us is invincible. I am afraid, I am afraid of anything."

"Can I ask first?" Cheng Ke frowned.

"Yes." Jiang Yuduo responded.

"Are your parents shot? " Cheng Ke asked.

"I don't know," said Jiang Yuduo, "they were caught."

Cheng Ke breathed a sigh of relief, but the huge pain and fear contained in Jiang Yuduo's short sentences made him unable to calm down.

"What is he treating you like this?" Cheng Ke asked gritted his teeth.

"We train every day and go to compete when there are competitions," said Jiang Yuduo, "with other puppies, or ourselves."

"Who sees it?" Cheng Ke asked.

"I don't know, I can't see people, they are all black around me," said Jiang Yuduo.

"Where are other children?" Cheng Ke asked again.

"I don't know, they're all separated, I don't know where they are," said Jiang Yuduo. "They don't know where I am, who they are now."

"Then you..." Cheng Ke hesitated for a while, "How did you get here?"

"I took the bus one by one, got in and got off the bus, and took it for a long time," said Jiang Yuduo.

"Are you alone? They have all been arrested, so someone will care about you. They are all children, and the police cannot ignore it." Cheng Ke said.

When Jiang Yuduo mentioned the word "police", his hands tightened, his knuckles were pale, and he whispered: "Can't harm others anymore."

"What?" Cheng Ke was stunned.

"How is it?" Jiang Yuduo looked at him and smiled.

"What's wrong?" Cheng Ke was a little nervous.

"What you want to know is what happened when I was a child." Jiang Yuduo said.

Cheng Ke didn't say anything.

"I'll go out." Jiang Yuduo said that, before he could answer, he opened the car door and got out, and stood on the sidewalk in front of the front of the car.

Cheng Ke did not follow him and sat in the car and looked at him.

Jiang Yuduo did not wear a coat, but just wore a T-shirt and stood in the wind.

But he looked completely relaxed, his body was not stiff due to the cold, and there was no shrugging or shrinking his neck that ordinary people would have in this temperature. He even lit a cigarette.

Cheng Ke remembered that he was almost crazy when he pressed a lighter in such a wind and couldn't light a cigarette. Is lighting a cigarette in the strong wind a magical skill of Jiang Yuduo?

Cheng Ke lit a cigarette and held it in his mouth, looking at Jiang Yuduo, who was also holding the cigarette in the wind.

Never ask again.

Never be curious again.

He didn't want to listen to Jiang Yuzhu's past anymore.

Even if Jiang Yuduo only used the simplest and calmest tone, like telling someone else's story, he still couldn't accept it.

When he was mixed with Liu Tiancheng and the others, he had heard some strange gameplay, which were spoken out by these people in a relaxed and ordinary way. He usually just listened to these completely unfounded things. He didn't care about those strange incidents that were hidden in corners that no one could see, whether true or false, or for bragging.

But what Jiang Yuduo said just now made him cold until his bones. He was on the car and he could still feel despair when he sat here.

Yes, more despair than fear and anger.

Jiang Yuduo is no longer in the place that makes him desperate. It should have been ten years since he left there. He has returned to the real world, and he can sleep at will, eat and drink water at will.

But when Cheng Ke saw him standing in the wind with a cigarette in his mouth, he didn't feel his relief.

The marks and experiences on him did not leave him. He breathed the air of this world, but he might not be able to feel the reality of this world.

After smoking the two cigarettes, Cheng Ke opened the car door and took Jiang Yuduo and his coat from the trunk and got out of the car.

The fireworks over there are still leaping towards the night sky, shining with light of various shapes. After they disappear, there will be those afterimages of light in the vision.

Several huge circular fireworks rose up in the night sky at the same time, and the surroundings were illuminated instantly, and people around them cheered.

Cheng Ke looked at the fireworks and walked to Jiang Yuduo.

"Put on your clothes." He handed over the clothes tremblingly.

"I'm not cold..." Jiang Yuduo turned his face and frowned when he saw that he was only wearing a woolen sweater, and took the coat to help him put it on.

"If you are not cold, put it on," said Cheng Ke, "I look cold."

"Yes." Jiang Yuduo took the coat and put it on, and pulled the zipper to his head.

"Look at the fireworks," Cheng Ke looked up at him, "It should be almost over. There are many fireworks now."

"I... am a little scared." Jiang Yuduo said.

"What are you afraid of?" Cheng Ke pulled his shoulder with one hand, stood face to face with him, and asked softly.

"I shouldn't tell you this," Jiang Yuduo frowned, "You shouldn't know this."

"It's okay," said Cheng Ke, "I will forget it, I won't remember it."

"But I remember." Jiang Yuduo said.

Cheng Ke didn't say anything and stared at his face.

Jiang Yuduo turned his back to the light, but the light when the fireworks soared into the air could still illuminate his side face. Cheng Ke could see the small highlights at the corners of his eyes and the slightly trembling eyelashes.

"I will forget what I said," Cheng Ke raised his left hand and hugged Jiang Yu's shoulder, put it in his ear and whispered, "My grandma told me that if you tell me the secret, you will be blown away by the wind."

"I remember." Jiang Yuduo leaned against him gently, lowered his head and rested his chin on his shoulder, "I remember a lot, I always thought I didn't remember so much."

Cheng Ke didn't say anything anymore. He would not comfort others, and he didn't know how to comfort Jiang Yuduo in this state.

He could only pat Jiang Yuduo on the back.

"I remember killing a lot of small animals," said Jiang Yuduo. "The stray cats and stray dogs we caught."

Cheng Ke's hands shook and continued to pat.

He suddenly understood why Jiang Yuduo fought with him for a kitten in the trash can.

"I like meow very much," said Jiang Yuduo, "but sometimes I am afraid of it. I am afraid of everything, I am afraid of grayness, and I am afraid of darkness..."

"Are you afraid of the elves?" Cheng Ke asked.

Jiang Yuduo paused and chuckled softly: "Is it a waste elf?"

"Yes." Cheng Ke nodded.

"Not afraid." Jiang Yuduo said.

"That's fine," Cheng Ke patted the back of his head, "Let's go and see the light."

"Okay." Jiang Yuduo responded.

Cheng Ke turned his head and hesitated for about two seconds. Then he kissed Jiang Yuduo's earlobe, then bit his earlobe with his lips and gently pulled it.

"It's very funny," he said.

What the hell are you talking about?
To be continued...