48. Not mature enough
In fact, when it comes to this point, An Bai is not stupid, of course he has already understood it.
"Yan Qing, how long have you been together? Who is chasing whom? Why are you so stingy? You said~" Where is the mood to play tennis? An Bai wants to ask more questions than 100,000, why? "She is chasing you?"
Thinking about it, An Bai immediately shook his head. Qiao Yi, an 18th-tier actor, is more outstanding than her in terms of all conditions. And the number of people chasing Chen Yanqing can be as large as the unit of football teams. An Bai really can't think of what point can Qiao Yi stand out from a group of competitors based on.
"Are you chasing her?" That's even more impossible...
An Bai couldn't imagine that there would be someone in this world who could make Chen Yanqing put aside his airs and take the initiative to get close to him.
In the question of who is chasing whom, An Bai thought for a long time and finally came up with the answer. It was very strange that these two people could get together. He joked that Qiao Yi was Chen Yanqing's little lover, but he didn't expect it to come true!
"O—————G..." Before Chen Yanqing could say a word, An Bai had already made up for N scenes.
"Shut up." Chen Yanqing first gave An Bai a warning before answering the phone.
"Dear, why are you so slow to pick up?"
Qiao Yi's intentional coquettish voice came from the other end of the phone, which made people feel sick and goosebumps. However, Chen Yanqing had been used to it for a long time. She subconsciously glanced at An Bai and said lightly: "I'm not convenient now, I'll call you later."
He actually "showed his love" in front of him. Since Chen Yanqing was like this, An Bai didn't worry so much, and loudly shouted and said "hello" to Qiao Yi enthusiastically: "Jiao Qiao~ I am Sister An An. Pay attention to rest when filming, so that your person can't sleep..."
Qiao Yi was surprised when she heard An Bai's voice. She took An Bai's words seriously, "Qingqing, don't worry, I will take good care of myself." After a while, Qiao Yi asked Chen Yanqing in surprise, "Yanqing... Have you told Ann about our affairs?"
"Tell me to you tonight."
"Well, I'll miss you."
After hanging up the phone, Qiao Yi was in a complicated mood. Chen Yanqing disclosed the relationship between the two to others for the first time. After all, she was still happy. Qiao Yi always felt that underground love was the best choice to maintain her relationship with Shen Yanqing...
She loves Chen Yanqing, and she really wants to spend her whole life with this woman, but she is afraid that the day when their relationship is exposed will be the end of the relationship. The underground relationship will sooner or later surface. What will happen at that time? Qiao Yi has been avoiding this problem before, but now she wants to face it.
Although the two of them hugged each other and said I love you, and although they could be unreserved between beds, Qiao Yi felt that being with Shen Yanqing was like a pile of building blocks. Time passed day by day, the higher the building blocks were piled up, the more precarious it was. Perhaps it would collapse in the next moment.
Satisfied sense. She and Shen Yanqing seem to have never had a true sense of security when they are with her.
night.
Chen Yanqing called Qiao Yi back, and obviously felt her mood change, and seemed to be a little depressed, and her whole voice became depressed. Chen Yanqing thought it was An Bai's incident that made her unhappy, so she said, "You don't have to worry about An Bai, she..."
Qiao Yi didn't want to listen to her comfort. The more Chen Yanqing guaranteed that their relationship would not be exposed, the less she felt.
"I don't want to act anymore."
Qiao Yi mustered up a lot of courage to say this. She once thought that acting would be her lifelong pursuit, but she said this sentence more than once.
A blurted out sentence that involved Qiao Yi's thoughts. I still remember that she asked Wen Wen with a stubborn look on her face: "Sister Wen, if you give up acting and leave this circle, may we be together?"
Wen Wen did not answer her, but gave her the cruelest answer with her actions. Qiao Yi was abandoned in this way. That year she learned to smoke, fell in love with alcoholism, and was banned by her old boss. Scandals continued, and she relied on her "rich dad" to clean up the mess for her. Ye Huaizong wanted to tie her to Ruida for no reason.
Qiao Yi sometimes felt that she shouldn't hate Ye Huaizong too much. If it weren't for him asking Ruida to "take in" her, she wouldn't have imagined how depressed she would be now.
After breaking up with Wen Wen, she became a rice insect in the Ye family. Qiao Yi laughed every day. She pretended to be cynical, but she never really was happy one day. She began to go to the orphanage frequently, where she could see the shadow of her childhood. At least she had her few good memories during that period, until she met Chen Yanqing, Qiao Yi's life began to deviate...
Originally, she thought she would never fall in love with anyone again, but after contacting Shen Yanqing, Qiao Yi gradually regained her heartbeat. Unlike before, she began to look forward to life, looking forward to pursuing a seemingly impossible person with a scarred heart. Qiao Yi knew that her glass heart was so fragile that it would break when touched, but she still did not give up.
The courage to pester Chen Yanqing was exchanged for many nights of tears, and there were countless of them. She was not born with shameless faces, and her ability to resist strikes was even worse than that of ordinary people. What’s ridiculous is that everyone always thinks she is a scoundrel with iron bones, and even Aunt Bing feels that... Chen Yanqing probably thinks so too.
If you love someone, you will devote everything to yourself. The more Qiao Yi wants to possess Chen Yanqing, the more afraid he will lose her. Chen Yanqing takes over almost all her life.
If you abandon it again, Qiao Yi can't stand it, and she can't stand it anymore...
"I don't want to act anymore."
Qiao Yi said it again. Five years ago, she said this to Wen Wen was just a test of the other party, and what she said to Chen Yanqing today was from the heart and the kind that she said to him.
"What happened? Are you unhappy in the crew?"
Qiao Yi's unreasonable words made Chen Yanqing fall into new thoughts. They actually didn't understand each other at all. They just rely on a momentary impulse and felt together. Is it too simple to think about the problem?
"Xiao Yi, do you have something to say to me?" This is not a question, but a statement. Chen Yanqing felt that Qiao Yi wanted to say something, and wanted to say something that had never been said before. Even though they had been together for so long, the two of them did not open their hearts in the strict sense.
Love cannot be maintained by just saying "I love you".
"Yanqing, I want to stay by your side, I want to see you every day, I can hold you, have dinner together, walk together, and watch movies together, do you know?" Qiao Yi never told Chen Yanqing what he really thoughts in his heart, "I'm afraid of losing you, I'm afraid you don't want me, I'm afraid that I can't see you..."
Chen Yanqing didn't expect Qiao Yi to be so insecure. She said, and even started crying, "Qiao Yi, do you just distrust me so much? I don't know what happened to you today. I don't think there will be a conflict between these two things. Why do you want to give up filming?"
Chen Yanqing's focus was obviously on filming, which made Qiao Yi feel cold again.
Qiao Yi's edges seemed to be being smoothed out. Chen Yanqing even felt that she was becoming unfamiliar. She couldn't see the brute force she used to film, and the stubbornness and strength she used to make a fuss about the Ye family...
The other party did not answer this question, but Chen Yanqing already knew her answer, "Xiao Yi, I am not yours, and you are not mine, but I love you, do you understand?"
Chen Yanqing doesn't want Qiao Yi to completely lose herself in his relationship with him. The price of loving someone like this is too high.
"You are all about me. I can no longer hold anything else in my heart. If I am not in this circle, I can be like an ordinary couple... Yan Qing, let's come out, okay..."
Qiao Yi is now speaking without saying anything, her brain is in chaos, and she actually asks to come out.
"Qiao Yi, can you mature? Have you considered the consequences?" Qiao Yi's career has just improved a little, and Sen Wen is just starting out. Even if he wants to come out, it is definitely not now.
"I have considered it! I love acting, but I love you even more. For you, I can give up..."
Qiao Yi originally thought that he could use these words to move Chen Yanqing, but he did not expect that it would anger Chen Yanqing. She rarely heard Chen Yanqing speak in this tone, and it seemed that she was really angry.
He said he had considered it, but in fact he only considered herself. Chen Yanqing lost his temper at her for the first time.
"For me? This is just to find a high-sounding reason for your selfishness. Qiao Yi, be calm and calm, maybe you will find that I am not as important as you think."
The call ends.
Qiao Yi doesn’t understand what she said wrongly. She is the only one who loves someone. Is it wrong to be like this?
She was thinking about one question: Chen Yanqing didn't want to come out, just like Wen Wen back then, wasn't she just a show?
Unfortunately, Qiao Yi gave his true love in this game.
She cried unscrupulously, but she couldn't do it, but she couldn't calm down. Chen Yanqing thought anyone could be like her?
Chen Yanqing pinched the bridge of his nose, feeling a little tired, and had not yet walked out of the conversation between her and Qiao Yi. He was indeed a bit heavy just now, but she didn't want to see Qiao Yi being completely confused. People are destined to grow.
As time passed, the two of them had a tacit understanding of each other. Apart from filming every day, they stayed in the hotel room in their spare time, rejecting all entertainment activities, just thinking about what Chen Yanqing said.
"Sister Qiao, won't you come for dinner tonight?"
Fengsha was more active than her assistant. Qiao Yi lay on the bed and read the script, and lazily replied: "I won't go anymore, I feel a little dizzy."
"Dirty? Is it serious? Do you want to go to the hospital? I'll buy you medicine, Sister Qiao!"
Dou Bi snatched Fengsha's cell phone and hung up directly, "Sister Qiao, Sister Qiao, do you know whose assistant you are?! I dare to call someone named Qiao again in the future, and call him once every time I see you." After that, Dou Bi gave Fengsha a big head crash.
Qiao Yi not only stole her from the crew, but even had to dig her assistant. Can Dou Bi have a good face to her? It's not an exaggeration. Now when Dou Bi crosses the bridge, she can't help but step on it a few more times, cursing in her heart, "Stamp your surname Qiao to death..."
Dou Bi was just talking, and she was already used to the sage.
"Sister Wen!" Dou Bi's eyes suddenly shone, raised a glass of champagne and walked towards a woman in a purple long dress.
Wen Wen's age has always been a mystery. It is only circulated in the circle that in her thirties, but she has never had an actual age. The few years of retirement have made her face full of traces of time.
After making a comeback, Wen Wen's arrogance from the past was gone, her face was no longer the same as before, but I was no longer as amazed, but instead looked a little haggard.
"Sister Wen, I always like you."
The company has always claimed that Dou Bi lived in the United States before she was 18 years old. Unfortunately, Dou Bi opened her mouth and shut up her authentic Northeast accent completely ruined the company's careful packaging for her.
Wen Wen smiled and exchanged some casual greetings with Dou Bi, and asked, "Did you see Qiao Yi?"
Tonight is a friendly dinner between two crews. Dou Bi was unhappy when she heard Wen Wen ask Qiao Yi.
How charming is Qiao Yi, the film queen of the next crew is coming to hook up.
"Sister Wen knows her?"
“I’ve worked together before.”
"Sister Qiao felt uncomfortable today and was a little dizzy, so she didn't come..." Fengsha stepped forward and said, after all, a few years ago, Wen Wen was also a actress at the best actress. She was still very honored to be able to answer the conversation.
Chapter completed!