075. System conspiracy(1/2)
[“Be careful, imagine a very fierce sandstorm.” He said, “forget everything else.”
As he said, I imagined a very fierce, very fierce sandstorm. I forgot everything else, and even myself. I became blank. Things and things suddenly emerged. As usual, the boy and I sat on the old long leather sofa in my father's study room and shared those things together.
"Under some circumstances, fate is similar to a local sandstorm that keeps changing the direction of progress." The boy named Crow told me this.
I imagined such a sandstorm. A white tornado was as thick as a thick cable, stretching straight and high into the sky. I covered my eyes and ears tightly with my hands to prevent fine sand from entering my body. The sandstorm approached me step by step, and I could indirectly feel the pressure of the wind. It was about to swallow me.
After a moment, the boy who asked the crow to put his hand gently on my shoulder. The sandstorm disappeared immediately. But I still closed my eyes and closed my eyes.
"You must become the most tenacious fifteen-year-old boy in the world, no matter what. Because there is no way you rely on to survive in this world, for this you must understand what is true tenacity."
I was silent. I really wanted to slowly sink into the water with the touch of the boy on my shoulders. The bird's wings flapping sound came to my ears.
"Down, you will become the most tenacious fifteen-year-old boy in the world" - The boy named Crow quietly repeated in my ears as if he was about to fall asleep, and wrote it into my heart like a tattoo in dark blue.]
Among all the novels of Qian Linya’s favorite Japanese writers, one of the favorites is called "Kafka by the Sea", which is the beginning of the story.
Just like the one who must become the most tenacious fifteen-year-old boy in the world, at this moment, for some reason and another unpleasant opportunity, he must become the most ordinary eighteen-year-old high school student in the world.
The word "ordinary" is seen by thousands of people.
Everyone has different definitions of ordinary people.
For some people, "ordinary" is a maggot following closely behind. They must work harder, otherwise they will be swallowed by "ordinary".
For some people, "ordinary" is a marginal state, just like a single bed with no guardrail. If the sleeping position is not decent, it will fall on the floor of the dormitory and become "ordinary".
For some people, "ordinary" is a swear word. They disdain "ordinary", but due to their talents and nature, they have to suffer "ordinary" insults for the rest of their lives.
For some people, they need to work hard to get the standard of "ordinary" for ordinary people. For example, those born with incompleteness.
But for Qian Linya, there is only one secret to "becoming an ordinary Japanese male high school student":
Concentrate a little more.
The edges are closed, and the light is in harmony with the dust.
Try to embrace the ordinary and be grateful for the ordinary.
In the quiet years, be a pure little fool.
This is what Qian Linya initially thought of as "ordinary".
There was no way. Although the craftsman told him to become ordinary, he did not tell him what to be ordinary.
After all, a 18-year-old boy (and just turned 18) could not be tied to the word "ordinary" in any case.
In short, although I don’t know how to become ordinary, Qian Linya decided to strive for ordinary things.
At least, this is the only way to get him out of the weightlessness of losing Liuliko.
He was so determined anyway.
"The boy listens to the rain and chants in the building, and the red candles are faintly tents."
"In my prime, I listened to the rain in the boat, the river was wide and the clouds were low, and the broken geese called the west wind."
"Now I hear the rain under the monk's hut, my temples are already full of stars. The joys and sorrows are always ruthless, and I will stand in front of the steps until dawn..."
When Qian Linya was sleeping, he kept playing this song "Yu Meiren" in his ears, and he used the voice of Teresa Teng, which made him feel a headache because he couldn't wake up for a long time.
He turned over and got up, a ray of sunlight penetrated from the gap in the curtains, and the thin dust in the light floated in the air.
He grabbed his head hard.
Very dry mouth.
After driving the last sentence "Double until dawn" out of his mind, he walked out of his bedroom.
The sky was bright and water was dripping down the eaves. I guess it was this continuous sound that made him repeat the song "Su Meiren" painfully in his dreams. It is hard to imagine that this sudden rain lasted for one night and another day.
A glass of water was everywhere from the teapot and drank it "gulp".
The cold liquid flowed from the esophagus into the stomach, making his heavy stomach bag feel much more comfortable.
He was drowsy and always felt something important in his heart. After thinking hard for a while, he remembered:
Liuliko left me.
When I think of this, it feels like I accidentally stepped on a stairs when I was going downstairs and flashed to my waist.
Just as he was sad, Mengye pushed open the door and came in. The sliding wooden door accurately hit Qian Linya's big toe.
"hiss--"
Qian Linya lay down with his feet in his arms, and Mengye hurriedly ran up.
"Brother, is it okay?!"
The pain on his feet flew in a flash and he sat up.
Meng Ye patted her chest a little, and kept saying, "I'm scared!"
“Didn’t go to school today?”
"Today is Sunday."
I calculated the day, and it happened to be Saturday when I fainted.
"I'm so sorry to waste your weekend, Meng Ye." Qian Linya touched the back of his head.
Meng Ye's face suddenly changed.
"What is this saying? Meng Yedu, all of them are willing!"
Misaki Misaki was not at home because she finally had to go home because she had run out of clothes for changing clothes.
Speaking of which, I have to thank this sudden rain. Miyagi was soaked in all his clothes outside because of her lazy illness and Mengye's intentional failure to remind her.
Just as this sudden rain drove Chi Linya home, Misaki Miyagi indirectly drove Misaki home.
The brother and sister also rarely relived the world of two people, as if they were dreaming about the days when they depended on each other. Mengye seemed to enjoy this kind of memory of bitterness and thought of sweetness, and kept running around at home to clean up this and that.
After the two of them had dinner and watched TV again, Qian Linya always looked listless, and Meng Ye finally couldn't help asking.
"elder brother."
"Um?"
"What's going on with you and Sister Liuriko?"
Qian Linya picked up the water cup and took a sip, but it stopped touching her lips because there was no water in the cup.
He quickly put down his cup.
Since he separated from Liuriko the day before yesterday, he has been doing such a mess.
It's just that his embarrassment was not discovered.
The more Meng Ye looked at him, the more he felt sorry for his brother, and he would not think that he was in a very embarrassed state.
"Brother," Meng Ye took a deep breath, as if there was something important to say, "No matter what happened to you and Sister Liuriko, I think you shouldn't be separated."
"Is that true?" Qian Linya replied indiscreetly.
"Although Mengye is a little jealous, but when she sees you separated, Mengye still..." As she said that, her sister's voice became smaller and smaller. Qian Linya couldn't help but reach out and touch her head.
"Don't persuade me, I should persuade her, I am the one who was dumped." Qian Linya pretended to be indifferent.
"Um??"
Qian Mengye suddenly looked up, his initial expression of disbelief, but soon, his eyes turned into resentment.
"Why? Why don't you throw your brother away?...No, I mean, it's not right..."
Meng Ye lowered her head, as if she had thought seriously for a while, then looked up and asked, "Is it really wrong for brother?"
"What's wrong?"
"For example, did you misunderstand what Sister Liuriko meant? You regarded arrogance as rejection?"
"I'm still very familiar with Liuliko's personality!" Qian Linya couldn't help but think about this possibility, but then he gave up this idea.
"That's to make the invitation to bed a breakup statement?"
"It's so outrageous that I can hear such a big difference?! And Meng Ye, who is the vulgar words like "going to bed" learned from a bad hot girl?! Bah bah bah bah bah! Spit it out quickly! Forget this kind of vocabulary!"
Qian Linya grabbed Mengye and shook it back and forth, as if he wanted to shake the knowledge that those bad hot girls had from Mengye's mind.
Poor, the innocent Qian Linya didn't know that he had grown up healthily in both body and mind, and Mengye, who was developing well, had always scored high in physiological and hygiene, but he chose to ignore these facts as his brother.
Mengye felt that her brain was about to be shaken evenly. After finally grabbing Qian Linya's hand and stopping, breathing evenly and saying, "No... I mean... I'm really not wrong, is it? Sister Liulizi can't break up with you."
Qian Linya then calmed down, grabbed his hair hard, and asked, "Why are you so sure?"
"Because..." Meng Ye paused before speaking, "Because I discovered it very early, Sister Liulizi loves you more than anyone else."
"I love me more than anyone else?"
"Even more than I do."
The sound of "drip" sounded outside the window, and an irrelevant car rushed past.
Mengye's face quickly turned red, as red as an overloaded light bulb.
To be continued...