It was obvious that he agreed during the day that Wien, who had been standing on Chris' side, started to get into trouble after nightfall.

He climbed in through the windowsill of the Songli bedroom.

Stepping on the soft carpet of her house, she skillfully took off her shoes, and got into Miss Geli's quilt.

This kind of thing has been done too many times.

So much so that my heart is no longer filled with guilt about going to other people's houses as a thief, but instead it is like returning to my happy hometown.

Geli has been busy recently, and she is also interested in avoiding the sight of the school, so the two have agreed not to have a private meeting in the school.

In this way, I had to work harder to climb the wall almost every night.

However, the song-loving lady tonight was not enthusiastic at all.

The attitude is cold.

Just as Vinn lifted the corner of the thin blanket, before he could feel the temperature inside, Ge Li rolled sideways a few times in the other direction.

Roll the blanket to the other end of the soft big bed.

Wien looked at the empty half of the bed with a confused look on his face, and then looked at the faint curve of the song rituals in the darkness.

Is this, angry?

He crawled over little by little, holding her in his arms with a carpet.

"What's wrong with Miss Geli? Are you unhappy?"

As he asked softly, Wien also crossed his legs and pressed against her.

"...You know it in your heart."

From the blanket, her muffled voice came.

The room was quiet.

Wien sighed in his heart.

He had no intention of defending himself, and he also made the case.

He just... pulled the blanket apart little by little, showed Song Li's faint gaze, and then lowered his head and kissed it.

How can we obtain both Dharmas in the world?

The relationship that has gone astray from the beginning and the intimacy with either party is constantly hurting the other party.

The deeper the kiss and the more serious the kiss, the more there is a kind of premonition that one day you will lose these things.

They are hurt again and again for their own greed, and will continue to hurt for the foreseeable future.

Such excessive behavior-

Really, can it last?

He felt that he was just taking one step in the fog, and he could not see the way home or the way forward.

It was more like, even though I knew that there was a deep abyss not far ahead, I still held the trace of luck as a life-saving straw and walked forward with my eyes closed.

The two kissed for a long time before they separated.

The thin blanket that the song rituals rolled around was already messy and wrinkled into a ball, and someone was thrown to the ground.

"Do you treat these as comfort to me?"

she asked in a trembling voice.

The feeling of the two of them having a blind date in the moonlight was so hot and cold.

Wien fell silent.

——If you don’t do this, you won’t know what to do.

In a sense, this is also my struggle before dying.

He held the song and did not move, his mind was full of random thoughts.

"Speak..." Ge Li begged.

My heart felt like it was pressed against an unbearable heavy object, and it was painful.

He was a little sad.

"I must say something, I can only say... sorry."

Apart from always liking and never leaving, he couldn't find any other promises he could make.

He doesn't want to... lie anymore.

He hated his greed, but he could not accept it at all, and he would still lose what he had obtained.

Rather than comforting them in this way, it is more like comforting oneself.

Over and over again, using their intimacy with them, I want to prove something.

So much so that they believe that because they all like themselves and cannot live without themselves, they will endure their despicable behavior.

Aren't you very happy now?

Wouldn't it be nice to just live like this?

There was a voice in my heart saying this.

But--

Why is this kind of joy so painful to taste?

"You know that I don't want to hear this." Ge Li said disappointedly.

Wien hugged her a little more tightly.

"But all I can say is this."

After saying such words, even my heart felt chills.

As he foresaw, cold tears wet his open chest.

However, even though he was ready to be driven away, Songli did not ask him to get out.

She just hugged him silently, crying silently.

Every teardrop falls like it penetrates your heart.

Everything quickly became riddled with holes.

——If you don’t like it, wouldn’t it be much better?

He couldn't help thinking so.

If she pretended to be slow and could not detect her affection no matter what, would she not face such a dilemma?

Pushing all the inner struggles on others, just enjoying the love of others.

Such a method is despicable, but very useful, isn't it?

At least, I won’t feel guilty as I am now.

He finally understood why the protagonists of the animation must have a [slow emotional] attribute.

Anyone with a conscience... can't ignore the feelings of the people around you.

"I'm sorry, stop crying..."

Wien lowered her head and gently sucked her tears.

In the past, he was very despised by the protagonists who were full of hesitation in those works and refused to face his feelings.

As a result, when it was my turn, I suddenly realized-

Maybe I am not as good as them.

He wanted to stick to her tighter, but Ge Li pushed him away and stood up from the bed.

Wien looked up at her in confusion.

"I have some things I haven't finished, so you can do it yourself." She said in a low voice, rubbing the tears remaining in the corners of her eyes with her palms.

The lights in the room were turned on again.

Ge Li sat back to the table, closed her eyes and took a few deep breaths.

After briefly packing up his mood, he took out one from the stack of documents piled up next to him and wrote it at his desk.

Originally, these official duties should be handled in the study.

But because the song ceremony is getting busier and busier, more and more affairs have to be brought back to the bedroom and put before going to bed.

Wien almost watched helplessly as the papers stacked on the table increased day by day.

Lying on the side of the bed, Wien looked at him intently, as if he had devoted all his mind to work, as if he had not seen himself.

He knew that it was not because those things were so urgent that they had to be handled now.

But because-

She doesn't know how to face herself.

After watching for a while, he sat up and fastened his buttons.

Hearing his movements, the tip of the song li paused for a moment.

But, he didn't look up.

Wien walked behind her very lightly, slid her hand against her shoulders, and hugged her with both hands.

"Although I don't know what will happen next." He said.

“But at this moment—
Chapter completed!