On the day of Linzhi's burial, a drizzle drizzled in the gray sky.

Su Nuo was wearing a black dress and stood at the end. The twins knelt in front of the tombstone and cried constantly. Yuan Guohong had no expression. He bent down and wiped the photo with a white handkerchief on his hand again and again. Su Nuo thought that he should be the most painful one.

It was very cold after standing in the rain for a long time. Hara Ze pulled her fingers and clenched them a little.

"Okay, you all go back." Yuan Guohong arranged the tribute, "I will not be able to go back later when it rains heavily."

"I won't leave." Yuan Che rubbed his swollen face, "I want to accompany my mother. I don't look like some people. My biological mother left and she didn't even shed a single tear."

He refers to Su Nuo.

Yuan Guohong no longer had the strength to scold Yuan Che and sighed: "Then you keep it, you can go back."

Hara Zeyi held his brother and sister's hands on the left and right, and took them slowly down the mountain.

"Xiao Che, come here." Yuan Guohong waved to Yuan Che.

He did not go against his father anymore and walked over obediently.

"I haven't told you something. Now it's an opportunity, so I'll tell you."

Yuan Che listened quietly.

Yuan Guohong took out the cigarette from his pocket, looked at Lin Zhi with a bright smile in the photo, and slowly put the cigarette into his pocket, "Nuo Nuo was originally named Yuan An'an, and she had a premature baby, so she was in poor health. I gave this name to make her safe. As a result, your elder brother was not satisfied and took a small cotton privately..."

Yuan Guohong pursed his lips: "I just opened a factory at that time, and your mother's job was also on the rise, so the child kept taking care of your grandmother. But your grandmother was old feudal, favoring boys over girls and superstitious. She always felt that our An An was a disaster star. Although she didn't abuse An An, she was not better. Later, your mother decided to quit and take care of her children at home."

As he said that, Yuan Guohong sighed heavily, and he wiped Mizuze on his face, "The day before your mother resigned, your grandmother took An An and Hashi Ze out to play, and when she came back, the person was lost. She said she went to the toilet and asked Hashi Ze to watch it, blaming Yuanze for not being good at it, and blaming us for work regardless of the hard work of her old man. Your mother and I looked for it, searched for it..." He trembled, "I have been looking for it for more than ten years."

Yuan Che pursed his lips and lowered his head, and said nothing.

"To be honest, it was my selfish intention to take Nuonuo back. At that time, your mother was diagnosed with lung cancer. I wanted to meet your biological daughter before her death. Even if I knew she was doing well and this would cause trouble for her, my father still took her back. In fact, your sister may not come back. We have always been asking her and dragging her down. Why should you and Yuan Cheng blame her? Even if she really doesn't come to attend this funeral, we are not qualified to point at her nose and scold her."

Yuan Che opened his mouth: "...I didn't blame him." He whispered, "I just think..."

"You just feel wronged for your mother. You think your mother is so loving and glutinous. She doesn't answer the phone because of this, right?"

Yuan Che nodded and shook his head again. He choked and swallowed tears into his stomach. "Since she came, you and your mother didn't care about us anymore. She rarely talked to us. I gave her all my room, bedroom, toys, and when my mother was sick... I didn't pay attention to us anymore."

Yuan Guohong was stunned for a moment, and smiled and grabbed Yuan Che's head and brought him into the bad place. "You are such a young boy and you are still jealous. If your mother knew about it, she would probably be laughing badly."

"Mom won't know..." He closed his eyes, "Dad, I have no mom anymore."

Yuan Guohong's smiling face froze for a moment, the corners of his mouth trembled, and his voice became ten years older in an instant, "I don't have a wife anymore."

From then on, no one accompanied him to have a long life together.

After the first seventh day of Linzhi, Su Nuo returned to the original home to pack the remaining luggage and prepared to move to school.

There was no one at home, and the mother's photo was taken in the middle of the living room. The one Su Nuo took for her was the one that Su Nuo took for her, and she smiled gently and kindly. She didn't have much stuff, and she only put half a suitcase in her suitcase. Su Nuo pulled the suitcase to the door, stopped again, and quietly walked into Linzhi's bedroom.

Since Linzhi left, Yuan Guo became particularly casual, putting things randomly, and the quilt was spread on the bed. Su Nuo stepped forward and tidied it up briefly, opened the window for ventilation, and swept the light and saw a bag in the corner. She paused and reached out to pick up the bag. When she saw the things inside, her expression instantly frozen.

The red wool balls and the scarf is only half knitted.

Linzhi once said that we would weave a few brothers before winter comes.

Su Nuo sat on the bed with a scarf. In addition to the scarf, the bag contained other relics of Linzhi. Su Nuo flipped through it and found a small box below, filled with old photos. All were taken when their brother and sister were young. As they flipped through, a small envelope fell on their lap from the photos.

Su Nuo looked back and forth, carefully disassembling the letter, with Lin Zhi's beautiful handwriting on it.

[daughter;

Today is the fifteenth year of losing you. You may have forgotten this day, but I will always remember that I lost you on this day. Tomorrow you will return to me. I was so excited that I couldn't fall asleep, so I wrote this letter.

You are already nineteen years old, and I don’t know what you look like, but I think you must be beautiful and kind, like a pearl or jade.

Half a month ago, I was diagnosed with advanced lung cancer. Your father's company went bankrupt and grandma passed away shortly after she died. The family was in financial difficulties and could not afford the huge treatment expenses. More importantly, I didn't want to put the few precious time left in the hospital.

I will meet you tomorrow. I wonder if you are as excited as me or as nervous as me.

What I want to tell you is:

If I leave the world, it will turn into a drizzle above your head, a warm sun on your shoulders, a bright light to guide you at night, and a bright moon that can be seen at the top of your head, you don’t have to be afraid anymore, because no matter when, no matter whether you are alive or dead, your mother will always protect her children.

I won't throw you away this time.

I'm going to see your mother stay.]

Su Nuo pinched Xin's hand and shook it into a ball. Her heart, which was already cold, suddenly became a mess at this moment.

The violent emotional fluctuations made her stomach tight again. Su Nuo stumbled to the bathroom and ran to the toilet. She slapped her again. She almost vomited her blood mixed with bones. Tears on her face fell into her mouth and she felt soaked in her throat. She was in pain and couldn't make a sound when she opened her mouth.

Su Nuo was breathing rapidly, and the suffocation from her chest forced her to breathe heavily.

At this time the door opened, and it was Hara Zawa who came back.

When he saw the luggage in front of the door, he was stunned for a moment, and then strode towards the bathroom.

"Little Cotton..." Yuan Ze was stunned for a moment and hurriedly supported her.

Su Nuo's face was pale and her lips were abnormally blue and purple.

Yuan Ze was shocked and began to pinch her: "Su Nuo, breathe."

His lips were tense and his expression was solemn.

Su Nuo looked confused, her eyes turned black, and finally her consciousness returned to clearing. She gasped, her eyes moved, and her eyes fell on Hara Ze's face.

"Be good, you cry." Haraze patted her face, her whole body was covered in sweat, her clothes and hair, all of which were wet.

"I, I feel pain..." Su Nuo only spoke three words.

"Brother, can you take you to the hospital? If we go to the hospital, you won't feel any pain."

Su Nuo shook her head, the hospital could not cure her illness.

Eight years of fast-dressing have fulfilled the health she had always dreamed of, but it has brought her another unhealthy disease, heart disease, which has hurt her every moment.

Linzhi shouldn't die, nor should she survive.

She is the one who should disappear in this world. She should have nothing and die of loneliness, but her re-existence destroyed the original order of the world, so the person who loves her the most will die on her behalf.

This is the revenge of the laws of the world on her.

Su Nuo closed her eyes, and the messy memory fragments in her brain began to piece together. She saw that when she was a child, she was held by Lin Zhi, and she heard her voice and was singing a lullaby.

She could have been... happy.

Su Nuo once again saw the corpses everywhere on the battlefield, the demons floating in the city, and one man after another who regarded her as a product of interest exchange.

Finally, they saw Lin Zhi again and saw their adoptive mother. They smiled gently and wanted to give her the best things in the world.

Su Nuo suddenly asked herself, is everything she did worth it?

"Little Cotton, if you talk, don't scare your elder brother."

Yuan Ze called her name over and over again in her ear, hugged her, and kissed her forehead gently, "Mom is gone, and I, and dad, those two children are not good, but I will definitely teach them a lesson until they are obedient. I know, are you thinking about Shen Wang? When my brother tied him up tonight, if he is not happy, my brother will break his legs so that he can never run away again."

Finally he begged: "Little Cotton, can you pay attention to me?"

As Su Nuo's eyelashes blinked, tears as big as beans fell one after another.

"elder brother……"

"I am here."

Su Nuo cried: "Don't, don't want me."

She didn't want to have nothing, she didn't want the body to fall into the soil and no one could worship her.

Yuan Ze was stunned and hugged her tightly: "I will not throw you away again if I find you."

Su Nuo cried for a long time and fell asleep with a deep sleep on Yuan Ze.

Hara Ze touched her head and thought it would be okay to cry. She was extremely calm these days, which made people worry.

Su Nuo slept until the next morning. She groped to find her cell phone and looked at it. She rubbed her eyes and got up from the bed.

She was still at home and could vaguely hear Hara Guohong and Hara Ze talking outside, and Su Nuo put on her shoes and got out of bed.

"Nuo Nuo woke up." Yuan Guohong noticed her all at once, "You go and wash your face, dad made you porridge and drink more to warm your stomach."

Su Nuo glanced at Haraza, turned around and washed her face.

Her eyes were red and swollen, her complexion was pale and weak. Fortunately, she is in good health now. If she had the same physical condition as before, she would probably have to stay in the hospital for a few more days.

After washing his face, Su Nuo came to the dining table to drink porridge.

"I heard your brother say you want to move to school?"

Su Nuo nodded: "I am about to be in my junior year, my studies will become heavier, and it will be more convenient to live in the school."

Yuan Guohong sighed: "It's good to live in the school, you can't bear it even if you save back and forth. By the way, are the living expenses enough?"

"enough."

Yuan Guohong lowered his head, and he felt that he had asked a stupid question.

Su Nuo's eyes flashed: "Dad."

"Why!"

Su Nuo said: "I will come to see you when there is no class."
Chapter completed!