242. The Difference 6
How could it be that simple if you don’t love it?
If all this was not Luo Cheng's tacit consent, even if Song Chuci gave him medicine again, he would not have succeeded.
The infinite sense of speed has made Luo Cheng gradually numb, and his thoughts somehow returned to the night a year ago.
That night, as soon as he got off the plane, he was very excited to see Song Chuci's text message.
He thought a lot this year, and he also felt that he was too immature and not mature enough at that time, so he replied to a text message like that. Or in the two years they were together, he had already hurt Song Chuci in many ways.
He was a prodigal son. He spent a lot of money. He never cared about Song Chuci's life experience, and he was so energetic that he never cared about Song Chuci's family. Until that day, before he left the airport, he was stopped by his brothers and sisters, and then told him the truth.
Yes, how can there be so many coincidences in the world?
Why was the person who saved him the first one Song Chuci?
Because all this was his plan, he gave the medicine, and he arranged the wealthy businessman. He appeared in a righteous manner, and even the moment before he knew the truth, Luo Cheng felt a little guilty.
He knew that Song Chuci had never been with men before, and he thought he had broken Song Chuci.
He always believed that since he led the other party to this path, he must be responsible. It was his fault that he took the initiative to seduce Song Chuci that night.
However, now everyone told him: "What you think is the mistake of Song Chuci's careful calculation!"
Luocheng naturally didn't believe it, but the next time, the appearance of the wealthy businessman and the appearance of the waiter who gave the medicine made him believe it.
In addition, there is Song Chuci's unbearable past.
When he learned that Song Chuci had dated so many people and had done so many unspoken rules to get ahead, the world of Luocheng suddenly collapsed. He has lived a very pure life in the past twenty years, and he does not need to see the dark side of this world because he is Luocheng.
But now, everyone told him: "Your lover is not only lying to you, but he is also using you!"
Can you object? Not.
When two women cried and told him that Song Chuci had used them, they ruthlessly abandoned them. One of the women was pregnant, but Song Chuci was pushed to the hospital and let her have abortion in cold blood.
The woman said, it was a six-month-old child!
How could Song Chuci be so cold? That's his child too!
Suddenly, my heart seemed to sink into the ice cellar.
Luocheng had thought that Song Chuci's means of ascending to power must be unclear. Just as Wen Ya said, with Song Chuci's age and background, he was able to stand at the top position so young, which meant that there was a piece of bone under his feet.
Luocheng has thought a lot, and Luocheng has also thought about it.
But he would never have thought that the man had already plotted against him in the bones, and he was also stupid and ignorant, willingly almost became one of the piles of bones.
However, even after knowing that the other party was just using himself as a tool to climb up, Luocheng still wanted to go back after venting the insult. He couldn't help but get along with him for two years, which made him fall in love with this person.
He likes Song Chuci.
I don’t know where this kind of love started. Perhaps it was on the night when I first met, when the man pushed open the thin door of the compartment and said, “I’ll take you away”, he had already put his heart on the other person.
His body was hot, but his heart began to gradually become cold. Luo Cheng gritted his teeth and slowly tears came down. Finally, he raised his body and kissed the man's lips. The bitter tears slid down the line of his face, and finally flowed into the kissing lips.
At the beginning, it might be rape, but slowly it turns into rape.
From this night, as before, he became a lover again.
Luocheng hadn't been to Song Chuci's house for many years, but this time he entered, he found that there was no change at all. In addition to the kitchen things that seemed to be more deserted, there was also an additional box.
Without letting Luocheng take a few more glances, the man's passionate kiss brought him into a world-shaking sexual matter again. They are just lovers and bed companions, so they just need to do love. Where do you need any love?
Song Chuci said he loved him, and the man kept saying that he loved him, but he did not deny everything that happened before. This default behavior really made Luo Cheng feel cold, but he also knew that it was precisely because those were facts that this man could not deny it.
One month after returning to China was Luocheng's birthday.
On his birthday, Song Chuci's home was still deserted. The man seemed to have not remembered his birthday, and still sent a text message to bring him here, continuing his crazy sex and love. Luo Cheng's heart was very cold, so cold that even if his body was unbearable, tears couldn't help falling.
At the end, when the climax was about to come, he couldn't help crying: "Where did you say you would give me a gift?"
Responding to him was the man's more violent impact, and a murmur in his ear: "Believe me, Luocheng. I love you, when will you trust me?"
Song Chuci never explained anything, but after every sex, he would help Luo Cheng carefully clean up his body, and then he went to the balcony with a cigarette alone and kept smoking. He smoked one after another, one after another, and he would smoke a lot every time, and even two packs of them were available in one night.
His behavior of killing life once made Luo Cheng unable to help but speak out.
Song Chuci looked at him with a deep look and asked with a smile: "Do you believe me?"
Luocheng is silent.
He had no idea what to believe, but he felt that Song Chuci was becoming increasingly difficult to understand.
Maybe it was because he smoked too much, Luocheng had already discovered that when he came back this time, Song Chuci was much thinner than a year ago. He couldn't tell that he put on his clothes, but after taking off his clothes, he felt a strange feeling of thinness. It was not that skinny, but it made people feel that this person never had a good meal.
After getting along for a long time, Luo Cheng was surprised to find that he had never seen Song Chuci have had a meal.
Not to mention that it is a meal, even this man rarely drinks water, and sometimes he just takes a few sips.
When Song Chuci went to take a shower one time, Luo Cheng finally couldn't help but run to the kitchen and opened the box. The box was not locked, and when he opened it gently, he could see the things inside clearly.
When he saw what was inside, Luo Cheng was stunned. He looked at it in a daze, unable to come back to his senses for a long time.
Under the cold and bright moonlight, glass bottles flashed with dark blue and purple light. The thick liquid swayed gently in the bottle, with a thick texture, and accumulated from the first layer to the second layer, to the third layer, the fourth layer, and the fifth layer!
There are at least 100 bottles of glucose that can be seen in Luocheng alone!
These glucose solvents were quietly placed in front of him. They could not move or speak, but as he looked, Luo Cheng's heart became heavier and heavier. He seemed to notice something, he seemed to have grasped something, he seemed to finally understand why he never saw that man eats, and why that man even drinks very little water!
Why did he use this kind of thing instead of food?!
Why...
"That box is about to expire." A low magnetic voice sounded from behind. Luo Cheng froze and turned around to look. Song Chuci was wiping his hair with a towel in one hand, while saying calmly: "But now, you can get me a bottle."
Luocheng did not move.
He stood beside the box and looked at Song Chuci silently.
The two looked at each other for a long time, but no one acted first.
In the end, Luo Cheng suddenly picked up a bottle of glucose and suddenly hit the ground. The sound of glass breaking was particularly harsh in the quiet room. The "scratch" sound broke the long silence.
Luo Cheng's face was covered with tears. He rarely cried, but it seemed that in front of Song Chuci, he often cried. He was crying by this popularity, he was shy by this person, and he cried in anger because he was angry that this person actually tortured himself and tortured him in this way.
"What do you mean? Who are you doing this kind of bitter plan for? Song Chuci, your body is your own business, it has nothing to do with me! If you want to die, just say, why did you do it on purpose? Did you deliberately let me see it? You did it on purpose? You wanted to make me feel distressed, and you wanted to tell me, it would be easy for you?"
Song Chuci looked at Luocheng silently without saying a word.
Luo Cheng was crying, but suddenly laughed: "Song Chuci, I am not the same as before. I was willing to be deceived by you, but now, your bitter plan is useless. If you want to die, just die. You have nothing to do with me."
After the words came, Luo Cheng took a step and wanted to leave, but when he walked past Song Chuci, he suddenly heard a low sigh.
When Luocheng didn't react, his hand was suddenly pulled. He turned around and saw the man's deep and deep gaze stopping on him. His eyes were gentle and delicate, like the softest spring breeze, and as if he was looking at his most precious treasure.
"Don't cry anymore. I was wrong before, but don't cry anymore."
After saying this, Song Chuci did not stop Luo Cheng from leaving.
The next day, Luo Cheng was so angry that he didn't sleep well all night. He cried all night, his eyes were red, and he directly came to his agent and said toughly that he must leave and go to the United States again and never stay in China.
But this time, before Wen Ya could speak, an unexpected person appeared in the lounge in Luocheng.
When facing Xi Ze, Luo Cheng couldn't help but look down. To be honest, from a certain perspective, Xi Ze and Song Chuci were a bit similar, but Luo Cheng did not feel as easy to get along with as Song Chuci in Xi Ze, although the two of them had barely known each other since childhood.
The first sentence Xi Ze arrived, he asked: "Is he going to escape again?"
Luocheng suddenly became depressed, but he still couldn't help saying, "No matter what you say this time, I will definitely leave. Xi Ze, you also have people you like, you should understand my feelings. If, assuming, Ming Si is just using you, he tries his best to control you, and he keeps saying love to you, but never explains some of his behaviors of using you, what would you think?"
Xi Ze didn't hesitate for a moment: "I believe him."
This answer made Luo Cheng's next words suddenly stagnate in his throat.
Chapter completed!