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235. Freshmen (middle)

The simile, this name is like a ball of fire, and it was instantly imprinted on Xi Ze's heart.

No language can describe the shock. In a world where you are completely unfamiliar with, in a world where you have already considered a dream, suddenly the most important and familiar person you are in your life appears. This feeling is really hard to describe.

Xi Ze thought at that time that he loved his mushrooms so much even in his dreams, so he thought of him.

However, immediately afterwards, he met the boy again in countless news reports.

When was Xi Ze really the first time we met, the time flow rate in this world has always been very strange, and he didn't know how to find this young man, so he was so surprised when he suddenly saw the other person in the crowd.

The simile at this time seems to be only 16 or 7 years old.

It's the same age as when they first met, but they feel different from when they met.

It was a feeling of vigorous and passionate as if the rising sun was rising. The young man was very sharp and did not restrain himself at all. He burst out the light of his body without hesitation, whether he was taking hard photos or walking on the catwalk.

This is a good thing for a model, but it would be better if it could be more mature.

Since the first meeting, Xi Ze has been following the boy.

He vaguely realized that there seemed to be something wrong in this world, but he didn't know why.

In his dream, he followed the simile to travel through many corners of the world. He watched the boy participate in various runway shows and become a famous star supermodel in China; he also watched the boy work hard in the powerful fashion circles in Europe and the United States, but because of the unique aesthetics of the West and the autonomous protection of the enclosure, he could never go further.

He watched the boy gradually restrain his dazzling sharpness like sunlight, and he watched the boy become more mature. He had seen Mingyu's excitement and joy when he first endorsed a world-renowned brand, and also saw his loss and grief and anger mocked by some racially discriminatory Western models.

This person is 70 to 80% similar to his beloved person, but not as dazzling as his lover. It is like a rough jade being polished, and a beautiful jade that has shone with a thousand feet of light. Xi Ze can believe that sooner or later, this young man will be as outstanding as his lover, so outstanding that everyone looks up to him.

Just as Xi Ze expected, he saw this young man ushering in a turning point in his life when he was 20 years old. His career turned around and his life changed drastically. He slowly appeared on the runways of major shows in the world, and endorsed a world-class luxury brand within half a year!

Xi Ze knew that this was a rare achievement for an oriental model.

However, Xi Ze also knew that if this was the boy on his head, he would definitely not be satisfied and stopped here.

Just like Xi Ze's guess, Ming Si was not really satisfied with such excellent results. He was like a thirsty sponge, and after touching the sea, he frantically absorbed the moisture inside it.

He is getting better and better, and he is getting better and better. As the boy gradually grows into what he remembers, Xi Ze is a little silent.

Xi Ze is a smart person. He is cautious and he also observes in detail.

Although it was something that was not right, driven by strong curiosity, he had secretly seen the boy's body. At first glance, Xi Ze knew that this was not his simile. His simile had a small black mole on his right shoulder, and his simile was not such a body.

But he also knew that the boy was so terrible to cook; he also knew that except for the word "metaphor" when he wrote, the other words "simile" were really unbearable to look at. The familiar dog reptile body was deeply engraved in Xi Ze's heart, making him begin to believe in other truths.

Is this world really just a dream?

If it was just a dream, would he dream so real? Will he dream so specific?

At the age of 22, Mingyu became the world's number one supermodel. Others only saw the glamor in front of others, but Xi Ze saw the sweat and hard work that this young man had hidden behind everyone.

A talented person may indeed go a step faster than others, but this does not mean that a talented person does not need to work hard. The most terrifying thing in the world is a person who is talented than you but works harder than you - simile is one of them.

In this obviously powerful world in the West, a Chinese man has become the world's number one supermodel.

How difficult this is, you can imagine.

What the simile has given is definitely something that ordinary people cannot imagine, and it is also something that many supermodels have never struggled with. His beautiful jade has gradually taken shape, and it is time to show his unique light under the attention of the whole world.

However, at this moment, the simile fell.

At the age of 23, he was diagnosed with spinal cerebellar degeneration.

This is a disaster. Within half a year, all those who know Ming Si begin to feel sad about God's injustice. He has just become one of the most dazzling people in the world, and he has just begun his great years. Why did he encounter such a thing and make him one of so many innocent people?

The simile disease came suddenly and broke out quite seriously.

Within half a year, his legs lost their function. After 10 months, he could only sleep in bed. He gradually could not hear the sound in his ears, and a ghost occurred in front of him. After a year and a half, he was finally completely blind.

This supermodel who once showed herself to the world under the flash on the runway has completely left the world.

He often had tinnitus and blindness, and could no longer move except his fingers and mouth. He was only 24 years old, and the nightmare came so quickly and so severely.

Fans all over the world cried for him.

Ming Si is not short of money. Whether it is the savings he has accumulated over the years or the donations raised by his fans and friends for him, it is enough for him to invite the best doctor in the world to get the best treatment in the world.

But no matter how much money or love is, it cannot withstand this terrible disease. At this moment, even the world's number one supermodel is just an ordinary person. He lay silently on the hospital bed all day long. There was darkness in front of his eyes, and tinnitus in his ears.

He could occasionally hear his friends' voices, but he still had tinnitus more often.

Tinnitus is very annoying, but when one day even the tinnitus completely disappeared, the teenager who had been strong for 20 months finally collapsed and burst into tears.

His world has completely become a boundless silence.

Here, infinite darkness is like a cage, bound him. There is no light, no sound, and the body cannot move. There is only a mouth that can make a sound, but I don’t know what to say and who should say it.

Is anyone here when he speaks?

What exactly did he say when he spoke?

It is only a matter of time before you lose your hearing and lose your speech.

The young man, who was only 24 years old, no longer had the ability to communicate with others. He was like a living dead man, with an angel-like face, and his pale and beautiful face seemed to be envied by God. He could only lie on a hospital bed in sorrow, enduring the passage of every minute and every second.

Xi Ze watched from the side and never participated.

He looked at Mingyu after being completely deaf, and cried so hard that he seemed to be able to collapse in the next second; he also saw Mingyu struggling to speak, but no one could understand the words he spoke.

Xi Ze did not shed tears, he just kept watching, kept watching.

He watched the young man start a long silence after despair, and then went on a hunger strike. He also watched the young man take more strength and pick up his optimism after three days of hunger strike, and continue to live seriously.

Living is a torture for today's simile.

What he needs more is death, what he needs more is a relief, but he defeated the cowardice and escape in his heart and truly began his dark and desolate life.

No one can understand his world because he can no longer move except breathing. His throat loses control and cannot make a sound; his ear loses control and cannot hear; his eyes lose their function and cannot see.

But he was still alive, living with a smile in the endless darkness.

When strong enough to a certain extent, it has become an ode to life.

"The world kisses me and hurts, but I sings it"

After this boy began a huge transformation, Xi Ze really shed tears.

Xi Ze rarely shed tears in his life, and he has never shed a single tear since he was young.

Ming Si just got sick and smiled in front of others during the day. When he cried privately at night, he did not shed tears; Ming Si gradually lost his physical function and gradually became a living dead person, he did not shed tears; Ming Si completely ended his ability to communicate with foreign countries and collapsed to the point of crying loudly, he did not shed tears.

But now, when the young man decided to face the darkness alone and live quietly, he finally burst into tears.

He hugged his lover and cried bitterly.

Yes! This is his lover!

When everything was about to end, Xi Ze finally decided that this was his lover.

Even if it is a different body, even if it has a different appearance, the tenacity, tenacity, optimism, and the delicate and beautiful curves when smiling, are all his lovers!

Why do the world treat you like this? Do you still have to live so seriously?

What did you give, and what did the world repay you?

Why do you still have to live so seriously? Death is the only relief!

How can you be so beautiful, how can you be so tenacious?

——Not just appearance, not just temperament, but also your most beautiful heart.

These combined together are a simile that he loves the most deeply, and is willing to die for.

Xi Ze's tears cannot be seen; Xi Ze's hug cannot be felt. He can only feel the breeze blowing by the window in the increasingly weak touch, and the breath of spring is coming.

While the simile became optimistic, Xi Ze completely collapsed.

He could not tolerate his lover being tortured so cruelly, and even his lover could smile calmly in such a dead darkness. Why are you so cheerful? Why do you make him so heartbroken?

The simile 25-year-old came to an abrupt end on a bright and warm spring morning.

During these days, Xi Ze had been curled up by the young man's bed all day long, and he did not dare to look at his lover more. He did not have to eat or drink water. No change had happened in the past few years, but when Ming Si lost the world, he began to collapse day by day.

Xi Ze did not notice the sudden departure of Mingshi. It was not until his electrocardiogram monitor suddenly made an alarm sound that Xi Ze raised his head in a daze, staring at a straight line on the screen, and stared blankly for a long time.

Doctors and nurses entered the ward one after another, and then Mingyu's friends also came here.

Everyone was ready to welcome the day, but when it really came, they still cried in despair.

Ming Si is an orphan without a father or mother. When he got sick, he signed a contract to donate his body organs. This disease is atrophy of the cerebellum, which will gradually lose control of every part of the body, and eventually lose control of the heart and breathing, and thus die.

But at the same time, his thinking has never stopped or stayed. So he will watch his body gradually weaken, and he will watch himself collapse step by step. This is the cruelest part of this disease.

When the white cloth covered the simile face, Xi Ze couldn't help but lower his head and kissed the lips.

When he touched the real object, Xi Ze was stunned, but this shallow kiss was only a moment, which made him unable to continue to touch the other person.

There was still a trace of warmth on his lips, as if his youth had never left.

Xi Ze started crying again, crying heart-wrenchingly, and crying so hard that he couldn't control himself. He guarded the young man's body and stayed in the hospital all night, and finally watched his friends send him into the fire, and his body burned in the fire.

Even though he had been away for two years, when Ming Xi really passed away, fans around the world still cried for him, and media magazines around the world mourned him. His funeral was held very simple, with only a few friends guarding his tombstone and bowing heavily.

On that tombstone, there are photos of the simile or teenager.

"Life is as gorgeous as summer flowers, death is as quiet as autumn leaves"

The 25-year life is as short as a glimpse. Xi Ze leaned against his lover's tombstone and stayed silently for a year.
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