Chapter 1354 It's better to be alone than to torture each other
Who has ever seen such a high-profile proposal here? Now more and more people are watching the fun, and Feng Ziming is so angry that he almost cried.
Since she returned here, she seemed to have forgotten all the dim shadows of despair, but only she knew what she was like in the quiet night.
She actually has no way to accept all this.
The two of them looked as if nothing had happened, but the more Shi Hang didn't care, the more Feng Ziming cared.
This contradictory heart forced her to face everyone and things with a smile during the day, after all, this place was unfamiliar to her.
It seemed like she was deceiving herself, that was, she felt that everyone here didn't know what had happened to her. In fact, when she was quiet alone, the suffocation feeling of nowhere to escape began to entangle her again. She was forced to breathe sometimes and let alone sleep.
During her time in Italy, she worked in the church every day, taught some children to play the piano and sing, and did some rescue activities. Feng Ziming was so tired that he could still fall asleep at night. However, since he came here and met the parents of the Shi family, she really hadn't slept well, but she just insisted on not telling Shi Hang.
Shi Hang's marriage was so sudden that Feng Ziming didn't think about it at all.
After a moment, I couldn't stand being seen anymore. Feng Ziming grabbed the bouquet of flowers in Shi Hang's hand. His face turned ugly as he lowered his head. He whispered to him, "Get up quickly, I'll cooperate with you."
Let’s talk about something else later.”
The meal was not done well, so the two of them hurriedly ate something and left the restaurant, and went to the hotel rented by Feng Ziming.
Shi Hang lives in a single dormitory building in the Design Institute, the kind that is like two people in the same room.
Feng Ziming rented a room in a hotel nearby for a long time.
She has no job now, so she can only rent a house for the time being.
As soon as the two entered the door, Feng Ziming asked, "What's wrong with it today and suddenly proposed?"
Shi Hang said, "I have been preparing for a long time for a marriage proposal. I want to give you a surprise today! Why, don't you want to marry me?"
Feng Ziming was a little irritated. She really didn't want to be like this now.
That thing has always been an obstacle between them, a meme that cannot be crossed and touched, always lying there, never diminished because they fled Kuala Lumpur and Italy.
Some things will not be pretended not to happen just because you changed places, and some people will not be thinking that they have never known each other because you changed environment.
What happened cannot be restored before it happened, and people you have known cannot be restored before they have never known him.
Such deception is just a self-deception.
Once that thing is known by Shi Hang's parents and family at some point, what consequences will be? Feng Ziming dared not think about that consequence at all.
Shi Hang's parents are honest and friendly farmers, and the traditions in their bones are written on their eyes and faces.
How could they accept a daughter-in-law who was defiled and stained before marriage?
She is a woman with the most advanced education and a woman who grew up with Western education. She can't accept it, so how can her parents and family accept it?
"Give me some more time!"
After Feng Ziming finished speaking, he poured two glasses of water on his back and gave Shi Hang a cup, "The ring is unnecessary, you know me."
That's good.
Feng Ziming stared at Shi Hang quietly and retreated, retreated to the edge of the sofa behind him and then slowly sat down.
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have hit you.
Everything you say is true. I am dirty and I am not worthy of you.
Just think I've sent you a trip, just think I've come to my parents' hometown.
You go! Let's leave, and we will not owe each other."
Feng Ziming said quietly as if he was silently reciting poems.
Shi Hang then closed his eyes suddenly, raised his hand and slapped his other half in the face, stepped forward and held Feng Ziming's hand and squatted on the ground, "Zi Ming, I, I was wrong, I was too anxious and said nonsense for a while, okay?
I won’t mention marriage anymore, and I will never mention that matter, just pretend that nothing has happened, okay?"
Feng Ziming suddenly shook Shi Hang's hand, stood up, looked at him with his eyes, and said word by word, "No, you are not wrong, I am wrong, I am cheap, I am pretentious, I deserve it.
I'll leave here tomorrow, nothing has to do with you.
You are still you, a top student and an architect who graduated from Oxford University, work hard, and you will get married and have children when you meet a good woman in the future.
From then on, we each ended our own world and were better than torture each other."
Shi Hang shook his head and reached out to pull Feng Ziming's hand, "Zi Ming, listen to me..." "No need, Shi Hang, it would be meaningless if he continues to get entangled like this."
Feng Ziming's words fell, his eyes and expression changed, looking at Shi Hang in a personal way, and said word by word, "I have been to your house, and in summary, it's like a poor person.
Although I am no longer a clean girl, I am also the second lady of the Feng family, aren’t I?
Even your poor family can afford a wife like me?
If you endure humiliation and follow me, I am afraid you just want the benefits of the Feng family?
The Feng family has provided you with food and drink for so many years and going to school, which is enough.
Therefore, we do not owe each other.
If you want to continue to leave a good side for me, then break up with me decently and walk out of this door.
Otherwise, I will call the police and ask the police to take you out of here.”
Chapter completed!