I can see it, I can feel it myself.

My situation was not good, and my subscriptions were plummeting, which made me look like a joke.

This is my fault.

Too much utilitarianism makes it impossible to write good things, but since I chose to write fanfics with my own traffic, it seems that the word "hao" has nothing to do with it.

In the past two days, people in the group have been urging me to have the surgery, but after much thought, I still haven't made up my mind.

The main thing is that these are my own things that have affected me, so I think I can adjust back.

In fact, I have a lot of free time at work. There is no 996 in the Northeast, and I don’t have a girlfriend.

When I first graduated, I wanted to go to graduate school, but I failed the exam and found a job to dawdle around.

I have been writing books.

The previous book had poor results, and this one is still the same.

People like me have never been smart since I was a child. I have no talent for anything. I am basically a model of waste in this society.

Tomorrow is Chinese Valentine's Day. It's funny to say that I originally planned to confess my love to the person I like.

As a result, I received an invitation today. They are getting married.

Saturday is a good day, everyone has their own time.

I was very confused.

After living for such a long time, no one around me, whether close or distant friends, family, colleagues, or netizens, can talk to me.

Isn't it ridiculous?

I am such a ridiculous person.

However, I really thought about it for a long time.

I really wanted to cut this book off and start over with a different account, but in the end I didn't make up my mind.

It's really not okay to invest in emotions. No matter what you do, you can't put too much effort into it. This is a truth I have understood in the past two days.

If you work too hard, you will feel sad afterwards.

This principle applies to people and things.

So I decided not to make myself sad.

There are two things I want to do most in my life right now. One thing is destined to have an impossible ending, so I want the other thing to have a better ending.

This book was originally intended to commemorate my youth. After all, it is the last fan work. If I finish it well, I will be worthy of myself.

Maybe my life is not good, and I may not be able to have a peaceful old age. The person I love most in my life has left this world, and the person I love second most has also left me in the rest of my life.

wry smile.

So, no.

It's actually quite good.

The sooner I know the result, the sooner I give up. A lonely life should have a sad background, and there is no need for others to give up the bright sunshine to share my dark clouds.

I wish that person a happy wedding. I will sleep until I wake up naturally tomorrow, so the update may be a little later.

Maybe this is my original intention, the weekly leave session.

never mind.

I hope everyone is happy. I have returned to my world to be a clown. I will share my life with you. It is like the data curve of this book, highlighting every detail.

Goodbye, I went to sleep. I don’t know when I will see you tomorrow.

Have a good sleep and hope tomorrow is a cloudless day.
Chapter completed!