Chapter seven hundred and sixty fifth deeply moved
Walking in the corridor, James's inner monologue slowly appeared.
‘I’m weak.’
‘So, I need you.’
‘I need someone to punish my sins.’
‘But it's over now…I know the truth…it's time to end.’
Although I still don’t understand what kind of place Silent Hill is, combined with the experiences of Ahnqira, Eddie and others, James now has a rough understanding of all this.
In James' heart, his emotions and guilt have been suppressed, which has caused his subconscious to distort the fact that he killed his wife into her death three years ago.
The Triangle Head is James's self-punishment role, and at the same time it is realized in a strange place with the inside and outside world.
Before this, James was unwilling to face the truth.
So when faced with this self-punishment character, no matter how he shoots, he can't kill the Triangle Head.
At most, he was just letting him leave temporarily.
But now that he knows the truth, he no longer needs them.
Faced with James' attack, the two triangular heads committed suicide with the spear in their hands.
Get two red eggs on the killed Triangle Head and James enters a promenade.
In the dark corridor, the voices of him and Mary echoed.
That was a memory that James didn't want to reverberate.
Mary: ‘What are you going to do?’
James: ‘I, I brought you flowers…’
Mary: ‘Flowers? I don’t like flowers, come home and you.’
James: ‘What did you say?’
Mary: ‘Look at me! I’m very disgusting! I don’t deserve any flowers. I’m sick and medicine all day long. I’m just like a monster. Look, get out! Stay away from me, I’m just a waste, I’m about to die anyway. Maybe it’s tomorrow, maybe the day after tomorrow…’
'Why are you still here? Go quickly, get out, don't come back!'
‘James…wait…don’t leave…don’t leave me, I don’t mean that, please James, say I will be fine, say I won’t die, save me…’
This is what Mary and James said when they were tortured by illness.
Under the torture of the disease, Mary's health was getting worse day by day, and her appearance and health were all destroyed by the disease.
This made her psychological condition extremely unstable, and she also vented all her negative emotions on James.
But after venting, when James left, his regret for James and his fear of death made Mary beg him to come back loudly.
James has experienced such days, from the last so many days, from the pain to the end of being unable to bear it.
As James walked towards the depths of the dark corridor, the entire corridor began to slowly change, and changed according to the darkness in James' heart.
The mottled blood and various filth give people an extremely depressing feeling.
Walking through the corridor and walking through the long iron stairs, James came to the hotel rooftop, where he finally met the people waiting for him.
But James knew very well that this person was not Mary, even though she was exactly the same as Mary now.
Whether it is the sound or the appearance.
But James knew that this person was Maria, not Mary.
‘Maria? It’s you…I don’t need you anymore…’
‘What? Are you kidding? But you can have me…I will always be yours, I will never yell at you or make you feel bad, isn’t that what you want? I am different from Mary…How can you leave me behind?’
With the conversation between Maria and James, the next moment, Maria transformed into a monster floating in the sky, her limbs were confined to a metal bed, and there were steel needles inserted into her wrists and neck, just like syringes.
After playing here, Zhang Yi was no longer afraid of the past. Although this monster was a little bit demonic, he was not as powerful as he was now.
He easily killed the monster Maria incarnated with the shotgun in his hand. Zhang Yi even felt that the combat system of the Silent Hill was a little unhappy. Compared with Chris's unlimited ammunition firing at the end of "Resident Evil: Village", this is a bit unsatisfactory!
However, after a brief sigh, his attention was attracted by the plot of the game.
Looking at Mary lying there and transforming into a monster, it seemed as if she had traveled through time and space. James seemed to have returned to the last time Mary was on the hospital bed.
‘Mary…forgive me’
Mary was lying on the hospital bed, her face extremely pale and even her expression was distorted by the pain.
Mary shook her head gently: ‘James…I said it was because I wanted to die, I wanted to end the pain.’
James sat with his hands covering his head, not even daring to see Mary: ‘That's why I did this, Mary…I can't watch you suffer, but that's not true, you also said you don't want to die. The truth is, I hate you, I want to take back my own life…’
Mary interrupted James: ‘James…If it is true, why are you so sad?’
‘James, please do something for me and live well.’
Then Mary handed a letter in her hand to James.
The picture fell into darkness and then turned into a cemetery.
Laura and James slowly headed towards the road outside the Silent Hill.
The white fog covering the silent ridge seemed to slowly dissipate.
Mary's voice calmly read the letter to James.
‘In my intermittent dream, I saw that town, the Silent Hill.’
‘I think I am so sad and ugly, lying here, waiting for you… Every day, I look at the cracks on the ceiling, the only thing I can think about is how unfair it is…’
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‘The doctor came today and he told me that I could go home and stay for a short time.’
‘It’s not that my condition has improved.’
'It just means, maybe this is my last chance.'
‘Every time you come to visit me, I can see how difficult it is for you…I don’t know if you hate me, or pity me…or maybe I just disgusted you…I’m sorry.’
‘When I first learned that I was going to die, I just didn’t want to accept that fact.’
‘I’ve always been so angry, I’ve lost my temper at everyone I love the most.’
‘Especially you James. So I can understand, if you hate me.’
'But I hope you understand, James, I always love you.'
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‘I tell the nurse that after I die, I will hand you this letter.’
‘That means, by the time you read this letter, I’m dead.’
‘I can’t tell you to remember me, but I can’t accept that you forget me either.’
‘In the three years when I was sick…I am sorry for what I did to you and to us…you gave me so much, but I couldn’t repay a little.’
‘So I hope you can live for yourself from now on and treat yourself well… James.’
‘You really make me happy.’
In the scene where he left the last time, the theme song "overdose delusion" echoed in Zhang Yi's ears.
Looking at James and Laura leaving, Zhang Yi's mood suddenly became very complicated at this moment.
Chapter completed!