Chapter 42 The Red Chamber (42)(1/2)
Red Building 42
Daiyu put the handkerchief on the table and looked at Qingwen and said, "I know, you just go back."
Qingwen couldn't help but ask, "Miss Lin, do you have something to tell me to pass it to the second master?"
Lin Daiyu tightened her hands and slowly shook her head and stopped talking.
Fanghua quickly said at the sight: "Miss Qingwen, we are talking outside. It's time for the girl to rest."
Qingwen looked at Lin Daiyu and did not stop Fanghua, so she did not dare to act rashly and slowly retreated.
Xueyan was accompanying Daiyu in the room and couldn't help but say, "Miss, you are..."
"Please take the handkerchief and don't ask me to see it again for the rest of my life." Lin Daiyu said that, and then went to the house to lie down.
Xueyan's eyes turned red and put the handkerchief in a box and put it away. She guessed that the girl probably put her love with Baoyu and the handkerchief in the box. She never took it out in her life, and that's the girl and Baoyu, and she would never have a future.
Fanghua sent Qingwen away and heard Xueyan tell these reasons. He didn't dare to hide it and quickly told Lin Yutong. Lin Yutong breathed a sigh of relief from her heart. Lin Daiyu's actions reminded her of the purest and most beautiful first love. If she can't bear fruit, then just hide it carefully in her heart.
I'm afraid Lin Daiyu has made up her mind.
Lin Yutong couldn't tell what she felt. She didn't finally break up Bao Dai and I felt so happy and fulfilled. Instead, I felt a little sour and regretful.
In the evening, Lin Daiyu only brought Xueyan over.
"I heard that you didn't sleep well, why didn't you rest?" Lin Yutong asked Lin Daiyu to sit down. Seeing that her eyes were dark, it must have been because she had not rested.
Lin Daiyu glanced at Xueyan and said, "You go down."
There is something to say. Lin Yutong also waved her hand and told the girls in the house to go down.
"We sisters have no outsiders. If you have anything, just say that everything you can do is nothing that doesn't do to you." Lin Yutong looked at Lin Daiyu and said solemnly.
"Sister, I want to ask my father to find a doctor for me. I want to learn some medical skills and take time." Lin Daiyu said as she played with the handkerchief in her hand.
"This..." Lin Yutong didn't understand what Lin Daiyu meant for a moment. At first, Lin Yutong wanted to study medicine, but she was all energized by miscellaneous things. Now she can only recite a few soup songs. It would be fine if Lin Daiyu wanted to learn to play time. It would be impossible to treat it seriously as a business study. It wouldn't be impossible to spread anything in her home. But why did she think about it? So she asked, "What are you planning to do, sister."
Lin Daiyu was silent for a while before saying, "Sister, do you still remember the story of the crimson pearl grass by the Linghe River."
Lin Yutong felt a sudden slap in her heart and wanted to slap herself in the mouth. She quickly said, "I'm making up stories and talking nonsense..."
"It's not nonsense. My sister knew in her heart that it must be my point of reference." Lin Daiyu smiled bitterly: "Now I think that this Crimson Pearl Grass can be nourished by human nature. Even if this kindness is to be restored, it should be returned to the Linghe River. The Linghe silently nourished the Crimson Pearl Grass for many years, but only remembered the kindness on the servant Shen Ying who finally appeared and robbed other people's merits. It's just that he was confused. The kindness has always been restored. It's enough to entangle this life. I want to learn some medical skills to save someone, which is to repay the kindness of Linghe. My sister said it's good."
Lin Yutong's voice seemed to be blocked. If you really want to practice medicine to save people, there will be no marriage in this life. No family will be happy to show up in their own wife.
Lin Yutong herself has no dissatisfaction with being single because she knows that she is just a passerby in this world. And how did Lin Daiyu think that she is just a passerby in this world?
"You have to know what your decision means." Lin Yutong couldn't help but ask.
"Sister is afraid that I am because of Baoyu. I feel that I have no fate with him, so I am so desperate to get married." Lin Daiyu asked with a smile on her lips.
"Yes! I'm afraid you will regret it in the future." Lin Yutong said: "If it's you that you really can't let it go, there's something wrong. You don't have to do so."
"I know Baoyu more than my sister." Lin Daiyu smiled and said, "If I really stayed in the same place every day, this kind of love would be gradually worn out."
This is like love and marriage. Marriage is always more realistic and cruel than love. Lin Yutong couldn't help but think that Lin Daiyu's idea might be right.
In the original work, Jia Baoyu's obsession with Lin Daiyu is in love. But isn't there a saying that "what you can't get is the best?" Lin Daiyu died in the most beautiful years and is always frozen in Jia Baoyu's heart. Living people will never be as good as dead people. She became the cinnabar mole in Jia Baoyu's heart.
But if it is a different ending, it really makes Jia Baoyu and Lin Daiyu stay together. Daiyu's face will eventually grow old day by day, but its temperament is difficult to change. Can such a Daiyu Baoyu still love?
Isn’t Bao and Dai’s beauty lies in the pure and true ones and shortcomings?
"But the big things in this life cannot be so hasty." Lin Yutong shook her head, "You have to think about it again. You are not in a hurry now. You will slowly figure it out before you talk about it."
"Sister, you know I'm not that kind of person." Lin Daiyu looked up at Lin Yutong, her eyes were clear and determined. "I have my sister here and my brother to rely on now. Can I still starve me in this lifetime? If you weren't there, I would have died."
Lin Yutong grabbed Lin Daiyu's hand: "Don't think about it whenever you are narrow. We and our father always follow you. Let's live whatever you want."
Lin Daiyu smiled and nodded and said, "I feel relieved when I say it. I can sleep too." Then she got up and left.
You can fall asleep, but I can't.
How could she explain this to her father? She threw such a big bag over and told her to tell Lin Ruhai.
"Go and see if the master has rested." Lin Yutong ordered Chun'er. He couldn't take care of such a big deal at all.
Chun'er came back soon and said, "The master is teaching a book to the young master."
"Then let's go." Lin Yutong got up after saying that, thinking about how to speak to Lin Ruhai.
When the father and son saw that Lin Yutong was still coming, they were frightened. Lin Ruhai asked, "Why aren't you resting?"
Lin Yuyang got up and let his sister sit down first. Then he pulled the chair and sat next to him.
Lin Yutong felt calm when she looked at Lin Ruhai. She had a clear conscience towards Lin Daiyu and was not afraid of anyone's questioning. She said, "My father just said something to me. I'll tell you, so that my father can make an idea."
Lin Ruhai nodded tightly and said, "You said."
"My sister wants to study medicine and want her father to find him a good teacher." Lin Yutong said slowly: "She wants to do good deeds and accumulate kindness."
Lin Ruhai felt relieved when he heard that he wanted to study medicine. The Lin family was not like that. He would not let his children learn anything. When studying medicine, girls could take care of themselves even if they learn more. But the big daughter was as cautious as facing a great enemy. When it comes to doing good deeds, he could hear some meaning. In fact, the Lin family has the money to do good deeds. It was just a porridge and medicine that would not cost a lot of money. He would not stop his children from doing this. But the meaning of studying medicine specifically for doing good deeds is very clear. This is not planning to get married.
"It's not your fault." Lin Ruhai naturally felt the nervousness of his eldest daughter and said first: "How do you treat Daiyu's father as a witness? This matter is considered to be a blame on my wife and me."
My wife is talking about Jia Min.
"The old lady once wrote a letter to her wife and had the idea of getting married. The wife naturally agreed. She firmly believed that Baoyu was a lucky person. She did not agree at the time. It was not other things. There was no male at the family at that time, but she was looking forward to recruiting a family. But she could not say this to her wife. She thought that her father had decided that she would have no son in her life. She didn't know what the wife and the old lady of the Jia family said. She asked the old lady to keep Daiyu and Jia Baoyu together." A hint of coldness flashed in Lin Ruhai's eyes. "But she is still young now and has a chaotic temperament. If she is willing to study medicine, let her learn it. After a few years, she will forget about this."
Although Lin Yutong was not optimistic about this, she couldn't say this now. He would definitely not be willing to let Lin Ruhai try it.
I heard Lin Ruhai say, "It's not difficult to study medicine. Even Mr. Su, who was hired by his family before, said that it was your cousin who was an elder. No one could say anything about the girl's family. For her father, she bought a two-in yard in the capital and sent a pharmacy. He must have been happy to move his family to the capital."
It’s good to have a rich father. If you spend this money, it’s equivalent to giving someone a family business. I won’t be able to come.
Lin Yutong nodded in agreement. She pondered for a while and said, "Father never thought about what you would do if your sister didn't change her idea?"
Lin Ruhai glanced at Lin Yuyang and said, "It's getting late, you go and rest first. I'll talk to your sister."
Lin Yuyang nodded and said that his father was going to talk to his sister alone. Although he was curious, he didn't ask much.
Lin Yutong looked at Lin Ruhai and said, "Why did my father spend Brother Yang?"
"I don't want Yang Ge'er to know about this." Lin Ruhai said bluntly: "There is a monk and a Taoist thing in the family. In addition, the water you gave to the father, I know that your child must have any chance. I don't ask you what the opportunity is. But there are always some supernatural powers that others don't have. Daiyu and I were originally dying, and now I have been saved by you. What else is there to be inconsistency with the child? Not to mention that what Daiyu wants to do is good will be beneficial to the Lin family. Even if there is no benefit, I will not object to the father. One reason is that the fate in the dark should not be too forced. Now I have made a profit and I am still greedy and want more. In the end, it may be that it is because the fate in the dark cannot be too forced.
The second is Daiyu's body. Even without these things, it is difficult for this child to be a father. You know, she was weak since childhood and now she has been well-managed by you, but she has a fatal disadvantage. If you marry someone else's family, you can't feel at ease. If you want to find a noble family, Fansheng's family also pays great attention to rules, most of the families like that will not take concubines unless some people don't have sons after they have no sons. Some people are even afraid that they would rather adopt them than take concubines if they are confused. Such families will probably live a stable life. It is right that you don't let girls in Yang Ge'er's house. If our family was not a single father, they would not take concubines. Even if they were a father in front of you and Yang Ge'er, they could say the same."
Lin Yutong nodded in understanding. This idea is in line with the mainstream of the moment. She didn't feel anything awkward.
Lin Ruhai sighed, "But Daiyu's affairs in the Jia family are so unpleasant. She is afraid that someone will be exposed. That will really kill her."
"Father didn't think about recruiting a family member." Lin Yutong asked.
"Who is the promising child in this world can be sent to someone else's house. What can be sent must be a little short of people. I am really afraid of defiling my daughter for such a person." Lin Ruhai closed his eyes and said, "If she married, she would feel sorry for her father. Although she felt sorry for her father, she would also be relieved. If her body is really pregnant, can she be born well? I dare not think about it. In the heart of my father, you should not ask me to send black people to me. It would be a blessing to have a white man. If I really thought that it would not work, I would ask her to stay at home. In the future, Yang Ge'er's son will adopt Daiyu.
Is it different in my name? But I am worried that she feels flawed. Now she can think so that her father is not rejected, but feels relieved. She is just afraid that her child will change his mind after two years of age. Now she will do whatever she wants. As long as she feels comfortable, you brother and brother are not worried about your father, even if you close your eyes in the future. You are the same. If you live well in the future, you will be well. If you suffer grievances in your husband's family, come back. You can raise your family. If you die once for your father, you will be open to it. It doesn't matter if you have a reputation or a reputation."
Lin Yutong's nose felt sore. Unexpectedly, Lin Ruhai thought so.
She breathed a sigh of relief and felt that the heart she had been holding had finally been let go.
In the middle of the night that night, bursts of muffled thunder rolled in from the sky. Lightning illuminated half of the sky. But Lin Daiyu felt that she was sleeping very soundly.
When I opened my eyes, I felt refreshed all over.
Xueyan jumped in and smiled and said, "Why don't you go to the garden to see the bamboo forest, many bamboo shoots are born in the night of rain. But seeing that the flowers have fallen a lot, do you want to sew a bag to collect the flowers?"
"You go and see what can be used, then pick it up and wash it. Some can be used as medicine and some can be used as incense. If you can't pick it up, just let it go. Who knows what the flower is more willing to do? Maybe it's turned into mud under the flower plant to make its better home." Daiyu leaned against the window frame with the medical book and explained to Xueyan.
As he was talking, Chunlan came over with a basket.
"Sister beat you again, what did you send me?" Lin Daiyu asked with a smile.
When Chun'er saw the second girl laughing and Yanyan, she smiled and said, "It was Dabaixing. Jing Haibo was sent by someone early in the morning. I took it to the girl to taste it."
"Who am I? It turns out that I am my brother-in-law. I'm using different styles to deliver these things every day, but he won the money from where he got it." Lin Daiyu took one from the basket. It must have been cleaned. So she tasted it directly. The meat is multi-core and small in taste is sweet. Then she nodded and said, "It's a good fruit. Wherever there are tree species, we can plant a few trees."
"We girls have already hit someone and went to find someone." Chun'er smiled and said, "Now, the second grandma Lian beat Xiaohong and didn't know what we were saying to us, otherwise we girls would come and see the girl by themselves."
"Let me do it. When I am free, I will walk around the yard. It's okay." Lin Daiyu waved her hand and didn't ask about the Jia family at all.
"Our girl said that the master has already beaten people to Suzhou to invite Doctor Su. When Doctor Su comes, the girl will have no time to play. Let you hurry up and relax." Chun'er turned around and said goodbye.
Lin Daiyu was stunned, which means that her father agreed. She bit the apricot bite and the sweet and sour taste spread in her mouth.
Lin Yutong listened to Xiaohong talking in the room.
"...Fortunately, Yuanyang's brother was a fool, but his sister-in-law was confused. Because Yuanyang was decent in front of the old lady, he was involved in the purchase of Yuanyang's brother. Now he was caught by Zhou Rui's family. Our master said that his wife might force Yuanyang to steal the old lady's things and asked me to tell the girl that she could move."
"I understand. You ask your grandma to take care of the baby well and don't have to worry about it." Lin Yutong smiled and beat Xiaohong. "I just got a good apricot at home and took some of your grandma back. I don't know if she's damn it now."
"I just felt disgusted and liked to eat sour food in the morning. I also told me to see if the sour bamboo shoots made by the girl themselves were still there, but I felt that it was even better." Xiaohong said happily.
"It's not worth bringing you two cans back in a while." Lin Yutong smiled and told Chun'er to send Xiaohong off.
Lin Yutong thought that if this pawn shop had a corresponding good source of goods, it would be a good deal. She thought of the auction house.
Those who can go to the store for pawning are all good items. Only in the auction house can they maximize their interests. Even if the money cannot be brought back to modern times, she has to work hard to make money. Only in this life, Lin Daiyu is reluctant to leave the doctor and medicine to save the patient. This is similar to doing charity. I don’t know how much money it costs. After thinking in my mind, it would be better to run an auction house to do charity and auctions, and help more people. I have never been in vain for this life.
She doesn't believe in any ghosts and gods, and doesn't care about the laws of heaven. But doing good will never lead to bad consequences. She doesn't ask for anything else but just seeks a calm heart.
To be honest, Leng Zixing's shop is really not a big deal. It is not a problem to squeeze it out. Lin Yutong called the shopkeeper, "You go check first to check out his businessman, who is still a duty. If you don't do anything harmful to the market, just follow the rules. If he really does evil, you don't need to show mercy."
The shopkeeper has been very impressed since he made a lot of money with Lin Yutong. He agreed clearly.
To be continued...