If you make a living by your ability, no one will be jealous.

When I got off work at noon, a young man from the security department came to see Lin Yutong and said that it was the Fourth Master who sent a message and told him that he would not have to wait for him. He would not have lunch at home today.

What's wrong? Lin Yutong asked.

The young man laughed, the technical department came to hire someone, but our section chief refused to let him go. The technical department said he would invite him to dinner, and the section chief took out half a month's salary.

The food is definitely not bad.

Lin Yutong was left alone and said that she could eat some food alive. As soon as she arrived at the door of her house, she saw Lin Xiaoxing wearing a long wool skirt and high heels.

She stood here and everyone who went back and forth looked at her.

Most people cook in the open air, and they cook on fire. They stared at her while cooking, and talked a few times from time to time.

Lin Yutong was stunned for a moment and walked in: Come in. She said.

Lin Xiaoxing looked at the ground nest here and said: The conditions are better than our dormitory.

Lin Yutong said 'um', she could clean her own place by herself. She went to the kitchen and didn't have any meals, let's go together.

Lin Xiaoxing was not polite either. He leaned against the wall beside the door and watched Lin Yutong take care of him.

After a long time, she said: My mom and dad divorced.

Lin Yutong didn't even raise her head: Yes! Don't you want to go back to the Lin family anymore?

Lin Xiaoxing rubbed his feet against the ground: I just don’t want to go back, and neither my uncle nor my mother will agree. You don’t like me, right?

What does it have to do with you? Lin Yutong said that no matter what adults have to do with them, their grudges, love and hatred have nothing to do with you and me. Besides, you have to work and find a suitable person in two years and get married. With your own home, the Lin family is just a family of parents. Everything depends on yourself. How you live it well, just live it. People can compete with anyone, just don’t compete with yourself. Besides, isn’t your mother still there? What makes people feel comfortable is home. Whether it’s Lin or something.

Lin Xiaoxing just looked at Lin Yutong: You don’t seem to grow up in the countryside.

So what would it be like to grow up in the countryside? Lin Yutong laughed, but her father was still from the countryside. Do you think he looks like him?

Lin Xiaoxing didn't say anything, and seemed not very fond of mentioning Lin Baichuan, so she turned to Lin Yutong's previous topic: I don't want to go back with my mother. My mother is still young, without me, maybe I can find a suitable person and I will cause trouble.

Lin Yutong said: Then what are you trying to ask? She stopped her work and turned her face to look at her.

Lin Xiaoxing raised his eyes and asked: Is it okay to get married?

Lin Yutong pulled the noodles into the pot, and in a hurry to get married in order to have his own home?

She lowered her head and didn't say anything, but her feet kept rubbing against the ground.

Lin Yutong said: If you really get married for this, you will be sorry for anyone. If you really do this, can your mother really let you go and remarry?

Lin Xiaoxing looked up: Maybe it was better for them without me.

Lin Yutong sighed and said: My mother is afraid she won’t live in the family yard. Whose building should be or who is, no one will snatch it from you. If you should go back, go back. Don’t feel uncomfortable.

Lin Xiaoxing was stunned: Why not go back?

Lin Yutong laughed: After you get married, you may understand. Have a meal now.

The casserole is full of stewed noodles.

The kitchen is too small, and it is a dream to roll out noodles. Either eat noodles or just noodles, roll them thicker and pick them up.

There are dried fungus, mushrooms, dried daylily and dried beans and dried eggplant inside, which is fatal to Lin Xiaoxing, who has been eating rice for such a long time. She killed most of the time alone before wiping her mouth: I'll take a leave in the afternoon and want to go back, do you have anything to take?

I was just about to ask someone to bring the seeds of vegetable. Since you are going back, just go and ask my mother for the seeds left at home. Lin Yutong said that.

Lin Xiaoxing pursed his lips for a while, nodded and knew.

When Lin Xiaoxing stepped into this small building again, she couldn't help but bring something called vicissitudes in her heart. She didn't know if she was forcing her to express her sorrow to write new poems.

Fan Yunqingqiang smiled and greeted him, "You kid, why don't you say anything when you come back? It's not troublesome to make a phone call."

Lin Xiaoxing looked at the suitcase packed in the house: Where are you planning to go?

Fan Yunqing laughed: You child, your mother has been in revolution for half her life, so why didn’t the organization make any arrangements? She pulled her daughter down and her mother was arranged to work at the Provincial Women’s Federation. The unit was divided into two rooms, which was enough for us to live in.

Lin Xiaoxing pointed downstairs and I'll pack my things.

You silly child, this is your father's home, and of course it is also your home. Fan Yunqing pulled his daughter up and said: Come and take a look.

There is a piano on the second floor and a rehearsal room with a mirror.

Your father cleaned up for you. Fan Yunqing said this, and then touched his daughter's head. You are your father's daughter, why doesn't your father love you? But what about you? She looked up and down at her daughter's clothes. Now that simple looks good, your clothes are a bit eye-catching.

Why is it eye-catching? Lin Xiaoxing doesn't want to change his clothes, and everyone loves beauty. I don't think this is wrong. I like beautiful clothes, floral skirts, high heels, Western food, coffee, hates the smell of the kitchen, and likes flowers everywhere in the house. When I have free time, I don't want to hold needlework like other women, but I want to sit by the piano and play music, find three or two good friends, listen to music and taste red wine together. What's wrong with this?

This is nothing!

But you were born in the wrong time. Fan Yunqing said: People should learn to compromise, compromise with others, and compromise with reality. You probably haven’t returned to your uncle’s house for a while. You will know when you go back and take a look. Your aunt and cousin have put away the cheongsam at home and put on the blue and black clothes you have always looked down on. What’s wrong? Aren’t they enjoying it before?

What?

Are you dressed like the local buns from the countryside?

Lin Xiaoxing covered her mouth with her hands, her face full of incredible surprise, and then she kept shaking her head: They are them, I am me! Anyway, I won’t change it! I won’t change it! As she said that, for some reason, a sense of grievance surged up. But then, she felt embarrassed again, and quickly wiped the tears from her face, turned around and ran to the room to open the wardrobe, and then her wardrobe was empty.

All the clothes were gone! Nothing was left.

Mom! Lin Xiaoxing looks at her mom, where is my clothes?

Mom took it away. Don’t ask where you have been put. Don’t think about it in your life. No matter how unhappy it is, it’s useless, let alone give birth to a mother. Mom does this for your own good. As Fan Yunqing said, she walked over and took her daughter’s hand and sighed: You must be obedient and listen to others’ advice. Don’t always be so stubborn. Mom can spoil you, but not everyone spoils you. A few days ago, Mom had already asked your aunt and your breasts to make you two clothes. Just follow what your sister wears, put two small numbers, and it’s probably almost the same. Don’t be stubborn! If you have such a temper, if you continue like this, you will be bleeding.

But that's my business!

You just like to make your own decisions. Lin Xiaoxing said angrily: In the past, he made decisions for his father, but later he made decisions for his cousin. Now, you still make decisions for me. But what are you doing? Dad is disconnected from you! My cousin’s partner went home to farm. How difficult is it for her to find a partner now? What about me? Can you get what you listen to? I won’t be able to get what you don’t listen to? I won’t! Now that you are like this, I feel tired even if you take a breath in front of you.

This sentence

Fan Yunqing's face turned pale, and he opened his mouth several times but didn't know what to say.

There were heavy footsteps coming downstairs, which were the sound of going upstairs. The footsteps were very anxious and seemed very angry.

How do you talk to your mother? Lin Baichuan came up and looked at Lin Xiaoxing with a dark face. You have also read books. Don’t you understand the truth that ‘the wood is so beautiful that the wind in the forest will destroy it’? People who think you are good are even wearing rags, they think you are good. People who think you are bad are even wearing phoenix crowns and robes, and they won’t look at you more

I am trying to make people think I look good? Lin Xiaoxing is stammering his neck. I wear it well because I like it. I just want to wear it well, I just want to wear it well, I just want to feel comfortable, I just like others paying attention to my sight. Am I wrong?

Yes! This is not a mistake!

But do you have to use this method?

Look at your sister. Lin Baichuan said that if you dress well, you may not necessarily have to be out of order. If you live comfortably, you may not necessarily have to make the person watching you feel uncomfortable from the bottom of your heart. Others pay attention to you, why do you have to dress well and dress up beautifully? Isn’t your ability to compete with others? You don’t have to learn, just learn from your sister?

My sister and my sister! You know my sister. Lin Xiaoxing kept her mouth shut. She was your biological child. I picked it up from outside. If you don’t like me, why do you give birth to me? If you give birth to me, why don’t you care about me if you don’t raise me. Now that I’m grown up, you’re back. I remember to care about me. I’m talking, eating, dressing, and doing anything wrong. Regardless of whether it’s right or wrong, it’s just like that! I can’t change it anymore! I can’t stand me, I won’t come back! Didn’t you just beat my mother out and think about sweeping me out? You’re now satisfied!

Bastard! Lin Baichuan raised his hand, stopped halfway, and slapped the wall.

Lin Xiaoxing was frightened by his father's appearance and took two steps back, but he did not dare to be stubborn anymore.

Lin Baichuan then said: Let your mother go away first, and when you come back, you will go to your breasts and change your clothes.

Lin Xiaoxing didn't say anything and followed Fan Yunqing.

When she knew where her mother lived, she looked at the environment. It was pretty good. The living room, bedroom, kitchen, bathroom and balcony were also equipped with tap water. She felt relieved. But she was still a little empty.

The place is good, but it is too small and there is no place to live in.

Fan Yunqing laughed: It's not too young! You can live on your mother's side, what living room do you want? You live in the inner room, your mother lives in the outer room. Or, after you come back, just add a bed at home. When you go back to the army, you should have a foldable military bed.

Why are you going back? She said: Let me kiss me and live my life?

What is this saying? Fan Yunqing photographed his daughter. My father and I were not husband and wife, comrades, or comrades. What about the army? It is also my home. The time I spent there was the same as the time I spent in the Fan family. How reluctant I am to leave your uncle and aunt is to leave the army, and comrades. It’s not that I have made enemies, why don’t I go back? Your child is just too clear about his love and hate. How can I rest assured if you say you are like this?

I said, I have no advantages in your eyes. Lin Xiaoxing chuckled, is this distinctive distinction between love and hate? Why did it become a disadvantage again when it comes to me? As he said that, he turned around, OK, it’s getting late. It’s time to go back.

Fan Yunqing chased and sent it out. Remember to see your grandma and change her clothes on her body.

Lin Xiaoxing didn't look back, just walked his own.

Just go back to the factory and go to grandma. That's not my grandma. If you want to treat someone as grandma, they may not treat him as granddaughter. Why bother to look at people's faces?

Halfway through the way, I remembered that I still had to buy seeds of vegetables.

But she didn't know where to buy that thing. She asked around and then bought it.

I was so tired that I was panting and I mentioned it to Lin Yutong, but I didn't know if it was enough. They only had less than twelve kilograms left.

hehe!

Isn't this enough?

It is the most expensive cabbage and vegetables to plant the most seeds, and a mu of land is only one or two kilograms of seeds.

I had less than two parts of the land, and I also had twelve parts of it. I planned to plant some of the various kinds of seeds. No matter how I use it, I couldn't use so many kinds of seeds.

Guilan, who had to transport water back to water the vegetable field, laughed: This is your girl, she is so honest.

More than a dozen seeds look like half a pound.

But in fact, it cost less than one dollar. Lin Xiaoxing was so angry that he couldn't plant it this year and next year's planting. Please keep it. I'm back!

It’s time to have a meal, where to go? Lin Yutong asked her to make dumplings, would she eat them?

I went home and hadn't had time to eat. The cafeteria was off work, so let's eat.

She killed half of the dumplings with shepherd's purse and oil-stricken dumplings alone. After eating, she put down the bowls and chopsticks and left, just like someone was chasing her. The Fourth Master has not come back yet. Lin Yutong can't eat the remaining dumplings, so she left them for the Fourth Master. She ate some steamed buns by herself.

Many people came to Lin Yutong to ask for vegetable seeds, and there were not many left.
To be continued...