The blue sky is not the background of thinking, nor is it its heart

But it's its soul

Not looking up at the blue sky is a kind of betrayal

That man's not angry words

——Message at the beginning of the volume.

At that time, the communication between mother and daughter ended in an unhappy manner.

A few days later, Kuang Xiangjun had to tell Liu Huaduo her thoughts again after repeated thinking. Faced with such a family background.

Liu Huaduo still questioned her like that and thought to herself: "Girls don't think so. After they are in pain, they will still do that. Maybe they will get crazy."

At the same time, Kuang Xiangjun said: "There are not so many things in the world."

She thought to herself: "My mind is smarter than you, my knowledge is broader than you, and my thinking ability is much better than you. So, I have the confidence to make a world outside."

"I mean, if you lose your treasure body," Liu Huaduo said, and couldn't help but cry and asked persistently, "What will happen to you?"

She thought to herself: "If you want to do this, it's better to marry a man, so that the Kuang family can collect tens of thousands of dollars. This is safe and profitable. But I have no idea yet."

"I won't show up if I don't pick up customers." Kuang Xiangjun said directly, thinking to himself, "I will only observe picking up customers if I can't make money."

"The outside world is wonderful and helpless. Don't fantasize."

"When it comes to that step, that's my voluntary." Kuang Xiangjun thought, and said, "Don't worry!" As he said that, he saw her leave.

Seeing her visiting relatives and friends, Kuang Xiangjun rolled her eyes.

She thought to herself: "I understand my mother's mind. What she thought about before and after was nothing more than that ancient game."

Lying on the bed, she couldn't help but cry.

She thought to herself: "This has left me with no chance to fight society. Obviously, this is not possible."

Not long after, seeing her come back and discussing with her, Kuang Xiangjun said firmly: "There is not that much in the world."

As soon as he finished speaking, Liu Huaduo asked directly: "You lost your virginity if you don't accept customers?" Asked, he couldn't help but shake his head.

Apparently, she hoped that this would stop her fantasy and follow her design route.

"Won't."

Liu Huaduo shook her head and asked, "Xiangjun, what would you do?" Asked, humming.

She thought to herself: "This is not me suggesting her, nor is it forcing her."

"I said no, I wouldn't."

"Oh." Liu Huaduo sighed and thought to himself, "This is the reality of home. We must grit our teeth and cultivate Kuang Wushi."

Afterwards, she talked about rumors about the development of country girls outside, and said some very sympathetic words to that, and even one or two words of support.

At this time, Kuang Xiangjun completely let go of her fantasy and understood it completely. She couldn't help but lay on the bed and ignored her.

She thought to herself: "Mom, I still want the Kuang family to change it. Of course, I am worried that I will be in love! She is not too afraid that something will happen to me!"

After a fierce ideological struggle, she said calmly: "I just want to live! Our Kuang family wants to live a good life."

She thought to herself: "Mom, she has made the worst plans for me and is doing my ideological work. So, even if I become a lady and become a slut, I will not be ridiculed by her."

"No matter what, I will do my best to make money for the Kuang family!"

Seeing her saying this, Liu Huaduo was thinking about her past few days and hugged her and said, "This is really a embarrassment for you."

She thought to herself: "When people are lucky, they will not do anything well. My daughter's betrothal gifts are far inferior to others. What's more, the girl's appearance is not as good as me, Xiangjun."

Obviously, she was also angry with those people, and she had experienced fierce ideological struggles and learned from her mistakes.

If you are in a hurry to seek medical treatment, you often fail to achieve the expected results.

What's more, marriage is an investment and merger of two big families.

Seeing that she agreed so, Kuang Xiangjun said lightly: "After all, my brother is so good at studying!"

Suddenly, the two of them cried on the head of the bed for a long time.

She thought to herself: "If I had money for travel, there was no need to say that. The fate of life is often bumpy because the power of self-decision is not enough."

Afterwards, Liu Huaduo was in a state of depressed spirit, like a person who didn't understand the world, only knew that he smiled foolishly, only knew that he could sleep foolishly, and almost didn't care about housework.

Obviously, this stimulation seriously affected her spirit and caused her spirit to be seriously distorted and misaligned.

Faced with such a situation, Kuang Xiangjun spent a night thinking about it and decided that this matter should be done quickly and must not be delayed.

The next day, holding Kuang Wushi's hand, Kuang Xiangjun said, "Kuang Wushi! I'll go out to work in a few days!"

She said, and couldn't help but sigh.

Kuang Wushi tilted his head and looked at her, kept rolling his eyes, and said, "You have good academic performance!"

"I can't do it."

"You can study in the middle school that your father has attended is a proof of your strength!"

"I said no, it won't."

"You are in the key class and your grades are among the best!"

"You're talking a lot of nonsense."

"Sister, what I said is the truth."

At this point, Kuang Xiangjun couldn't help but sigh and asked, "Kuang Wushi, do you like reading?"

She thought to herself: "My mother's mind is clear. If she doesn't leave the Kuang family as soon as possible, I will be married to a dead farmer. Obviously, such a life is not what I want at all. Those aunts of the Kuang family are living role models."

Kuang Wushi didn't even think about it, and said with a tilted head: "As long as I have a book, I can stop eating!"

"Okay!" Kuang Xiangjun said, nodded slightly, and then said, "I only have one person in my family and can still study!"

Kuang Wushi turned his head and asked, "Why?"

"I'll let you do this opportunity."

"Why do you want me to study alone?" Kuang Wushi couldn't help but shake his head.

"I'm not studying anymore."

"Why do you give up studying?"

"Kuang Wushi! You are the blood of the Kuang family."

"I don't understand." Kuang Wushi shook his head slightly.

"The Kuang family depends on you to revitalize them!"

Kuang Wushi immediately asked, "Don't your surname be Kuang?"

"I am a girl and want to get married. I can change my destiny by marrying me!" Kuang Xiangjun couldn't help but shake her head.

She thought to herself: "You are very smart, but you just don't want to make me sad. People should be more conscience--or otherwise, it's terrible."

"oh."

"You are a boy. When you grow up, you don't have any ability, you don't have a good social status, you won't be able to marry a good girl, or even get a wife."

She thought to herself: "If I don't walk well, then I will have to rely on him to support me well. This is my conservative style of playing."

Kuang Wushi nodded and said, "So that's it!"

"Kuang Wushi! I will give you the important task of studying!"

"Reading is the easiest thing for me." Kuang Wushi nodded slightly, then smiled and said, "Doing farm work is the most trouble for me."

"That's it." Kuang Xiangjun said, shrugging her shoulders.

That seemed particularly relaxed.

Seeing that her mother knew how to sleep, she thought to herself: "You don't even cook, you are just demonstrating to me. So, I have to rely on myself, not others."

Yes.

Afterwards, she thought to herself: "There are often no one in the world who can rely on, including his former lovers and former relatives."

She was doing housework silently and thought to herself: "The husband and wife are the same forest birds, and they fly away when the disaster comes. So what else is there to do with a relationship that is even more awesome than this?"

In this way, her determination became even stronger.

That afternoon, when he saw willow flowers sleeping like dead fish, he took Kuang Wushi's hand and Kuang Xiangjun came to Kuang Shusheng's grave.

After kneeling down, she asked again: "Kuang Wushi, you have to study hard. Can you promise me this matter with my sister?"

She thought to herself: "This must be done firmly. Otherwise, at that time, my hard-earned money will be wasted in vain. Wouldn't that make me a sucker?"

After waiting for a while, Kuang Wushi turned his head, looked at the dirt in front of him, and asked back, "Sister Xiangjun, do you read a good book?"

He thought to himself: "Are you still able to study after marrying someone? Did my English teacher rely on his husband to become a teacher? Now, both of them are teachers."

I have seen such things, not many. Later, the couple divorced, because the reason seemed to be that the two did not have a deep foundation in love.

After inquiring from many sources, I thought repeatedly that it was probably because the female teacher had already looked down on the principal after material and ideological sublimation.
To be continued...