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Volume Fourteen: Gods Training Camp (88)

Yan Mi asked E Jingbai softly: "Do you want me anymore?"

Zhu Mengtian and Ding Youlan: "Puff cough cough--"

E Jingbai: "..."

Zhu Mengtian and Ding Youlan struggled to swallow the food that was stuck in their throats, both of which were confused with capital letters - Amitabha Buddha, who was the most abstinent and upright in their group, did something that was ruthless. It was a great wonder of history!

The two of them had too naked eyes for gossip. E Jingbai was still stunned, but he was soon awakened by the four gazes filled with "You are actually beasts". He glared back in anger and said coldly: "Look at what I do? Eat your own!"

Zhu Mengtian took a tissue and wiped his mouth, shook his head and said, "Jingbai, this is your wrong thing. You are sorry to Professor Yan. As your family members... Cough cough, no, our family members, we are also principled and will not favor your crazy behavior. Therefore, we will analyze for you what is wrong. Is there anything wrong?"

Zhu Mengtian spoke so seriously, as if he was really heartbroken. Ding Youlan nodded silently and liked it - right!

E Jingbai "..." for a moment. When it comes to verbal battles, he is no match for Zhu Mengtian. The enemy is too powerful and walking is the best plan. E Jingbai glared at Zhu Mengtian again, then bit his back teeth and dragged Yan Mi, who was still lonely on his face - he went out!

Zhu Mengtian immediately showed regretful expressions, "Okay, the onlookers can't watch."

Ding Youlan silently began to typing on the computer keyboard, and Zhu Mengtian turned his head and looked at him with a grudge, "As a comrade-in-arms, do you care too much about your brother Jingbai's emotional problems?"

Ding Youlan blinked, "I care."

Zhu Mengtian glanced at him sideways, "Then do you still have the heart to work?"

"Work is a must, but paying attention to Brother Jingbai is also a must..." Ding Youlan turned his screen around. One of the frames was exactly the picture displayed by the surveillance camera, and the picture... Uh, isn't it E Jingbai and Yan Mi who just left the house? They were dragging the other one in front and behind, which was really too conspicuous.

Ding Youlan said innocently: "So, Brother Meng Tian, ​​do you want to share it?"

Zhu Mengtian tickled, "Little Lanlan, you have learned bad things~~" he was so heartbroken!

Ding Youlan smiled slightly, hiding his merits and fame.

On the other side, E Jingbai pulled Yan Mi all the way to the rooftop of the V6 branch building.

At the end of October, there were still traces of scorching heat in the air. The night breeze was blowing, making people feel comfortable. The V6 branch building was not very high, but it was not short in this old city. Standing on the rooftop, looking down, you could see the lights of thousands of families. It was just before 10 o'clock at night, and many families were not asleep. The lights were warm and the directions of the homes were lit.

E Jingbai pulled Yan Mi up, but in fact he just wanted to avoid the gossip of Zhu Mengtian and Ding Youlan, or the puzzled eyes that others cast. The relationship between him and Yan Mi was too ambiguous. In the past few days of staying in the V6 branch, someone would joke about them or treat them as real couples. After Yan Hao injured Yiling, Feng Rong's explanation to the outside world was that Yan Mi and Yan Hao had different positions. Everyone also accepted this statement kindly, and did not reject Yan Mi who looked exactly the same as Yan Hao. It was not that E Jingbai didn't want Yan Mi to be able to integrate into this environment, and truly stand on the same position as the Ling Security Bureau, and not be tempted by Luo Cheng, but... But E Jingbai was hesitating again, and he was wondering - is it necessary for Yan Mi to really get involved in this muddy water that might have gone but never returned?

E Jingbai and Yan Mi were silent all the way. When they arrived on the rooftop, the cold emotions became more and more obvious when the night wind blew. E Jingbai let go of Yan Mi's hand, found a step and sat down. He was silent for a long time to Yese, but he never knew what to say.

On the contrary, Yan Mi, who had always been silent, could never speak, took the initiative to walk in front of him, leaned down, half-kneeled on one knee, and looked straight with E Jingbai's eyes. He blinked, and some tiny light appeared in the eyes, which had never been emotional. There was a tiny light in the light. There was E Jingbai, so focused and unique, as if it had never changed since ancient times. E Jingbai was almost breathless by such eyes, so he turned aside his gaze slightly.

Yan Mi suddenly called out: "Xiaobai."

"...Well." E Jingbai responded in the end, unable to turn a blind eye.

Yan Mi asked him stubbornly in that disappointing tone: "Do you want me anymore?"

This question was sad for the first time, and the second time, he was helpless. E Jingbai was silent for a few seconds and couldn't help but say, "Yan Mi, in your eyes, what is our relationship?" Friend? Or something else?

Yan Mi seemed to know what E Jingbai wanted to avoid, and said directly: "What do Xiaobai thinks?"

E Jingbai lowered his eyes and was unwilling to look at him, "I don't know, maybe it's... a friend."

The last few words E Jingbai said were very careless, which means that he was actually not sure. Yan Mi looked at him steadily, almost blindly, "Xiaobai, you are lying to yourself."

E Jingbai's eyelashes shook suddenly. Yan Mi never said much, but they often hit the nail on the nail. E Jingbai almost wanted to smile bitterly, "Yan Mi, since you know, you shouldn't say it."

How many people don’t deceive themselves? If you can tell the truth to yourself, why should you deceive yourself?

Yan Mi shook her head, "I know, but I don't understand."

E Jingbai held on the corner of his mouth, "Yes, you don't understand, there is no need to understand, so we end up with the topic, huh?"

Yan Mi said in confusion: "Why is it that way? We haven't made it clear yet, you want to talk to me, right?"

"...You are right," E Jingbai's mood was a little confused. He clenched his fists hard and let go again, which straightened out his confusing thinking. He thought about what Feng Rong said to him that day, and nodded slowly, "You are right, we should talk."

Yan Mi looked at him with a calm eyes, but it seemed as if there was an unknown emotion hidden in her eyes, and she could not see through it. "What do Xiaobai want to say?"

E Jing paused for a moment, "I..."

"Why don't I talk about it first." Yan Mi said suddenly.

"Hmm?" E Jingbai suddenly had a bad premonition and raised his hand and wanted to interrupt him.

But Yan Mi grabbed his hand, held it in her palm, and whispered: "Xiaobai, I like you."

The whole world seemed to be quiet for a moment, the wind floating around stopped, and the swaying lights stopped for a moment. The stars in the night flashed in the sky, quickly breaking the silence of this moment. So the wind began to flow, and the lights continued to sway. Yan Mi's words rolled on the ground like beads, knocking on her heart, making a sound that was not heavy but deafening.

He said, Xiaobai, I like you.

What do you like?

Like is to get close to someone, hug, kiss, physically entangle, and tell love.

I like it because I want to pity someone, love him, pity him, protect him, hold him in my arms, and resist countless malice from the outside world.

Like is to have this person, monopoly, desire, and every moment, he is in his eyes and in his heart. He can only do the closest things in the world with himself and become his closest existence.

So, what does Yan Mi like?

E Jingbai smiled, but it didn't look like a smile at all, "Yan Mi, do you really know what you like?"

Yan Mi looked at him without saying a word for a moment. The night was dark, and he painted his delicate outline hazy and perfectly. His eyes were too arrogant and arrogant, but his eyes were filled with E Jingbai, and he had no arrogance. He looked so beautiful that it was almost suffocating.

E Jingbai looked at his face that could make others amazed, without any turmoil in his heart, or rather, he did not allow his heart to be alarmed too much, "Do you remember, Yan Mi, you said that you are a defective product, everyone knows what feelings are, but you don't know, you didn't need them, so what now?" He smiled again, this time with a self-mockery, "Now you want to tell me, you already understand? You need it? So you looked for me?" Just because he is the closest person to him, can you easily say you like it?

His question was dull and sharp, as if he wanted to stab the person in front of him, and it hurt, forcing the other party to retreat and escape. However, Yan Mi's face was not moved at all. He still looked at E Jingbai stubbornly and said softly: "Xiaobai, I like you."

Many people have said that whether it is Yan Mi's silence or his occasional words of slim words, they can either catch people off guard or make people feel annoyed. He has never looked down on others in his eyes, and E Jingbai has never taken anyone seriously. But at this moment, he really has the urge to stand up and throw things. He even wanted to pull Yan Mi's collar and pull him up, roaring loudly and asked him if he had heard what he said and whether he understood what he was trying to say. The intense emotions in E Jingbai's mind were about to explode out and overflow from his nose, but before the anger completely exploded, E Jingbai saw the calmness and stubbornness in Yan Mi's eyes. In an instant, all the boiling blood stopped, and E Jingbai showed a look of close to pain. The pain was a little heavy, which made his shoulders hunched slightly.

"Yan Mi..." He murmured with this name, his tone was weak, as if he was calling, and as if the drowning man wanted to ask for help.

What exactly do you want to do?

What the hell do you want me?

Yan Mi seemed to hear the meaning of E Jingbai's weak murmur, and stretched out her hand and hugged E Jingbai directly into her arms. She tried very hard, making E Jingbai almost breathless, but this force was very real, not like Yan Mi's usual cold and almost emotionally irrelevant temperament. All his feelings seemed to be concentrated in this hug, and he used this silent language to tell E Jingbai his emotions. E Jingbai was not sure whether he had understood the mistake, but at this moment, he suddenly felt that no matter whether he liked him or not, at least, Yan Mi's hug was real.

He wanted to get close to him.

He wanted to hold him.

He wants to have him.

"Tell me..." E Jingbai closed his eyes, as if this could avoid some unbearable results, "Why do you want to kill Yan Hao?"

Yan Mi told Yan Hao that he wanted to kill him because he killed their parents.

Yan Mi told the field team of the General Office that he wanted to kill Yan Hao because Luo Cheng took Yan Hao away and threw him away. He didn't mind being abandoned, but he didn't want Luo Cheng to threaten him with his relationship.

So, what's the truth? When Yan Mi picked up the knife and pointed it at her twin brothers, what was the truth behind it?

Yan Mi paused for a moment, and when she made another sound, her voice was very dull, without any mood or sadness. He said, "Because you want to kill him."

E Jingbai's body shook hard, Yan Mi hugged him tighter, and his arms were firm and strong on his waist. E Jingbai suddenly discovered that the cold and arrogant professor Yan who was far away when he first met, the older child who was guarding a room of cartoon toys without anyone visiting, was helpless after Fang Shuping said, "Why are there so many reasons to be good to someone? I treat him as a friend, and I can't understand any friendship or love at all."... Unconsciously, under his gaze, it turned out that he had grown up secretly, while E Jingbai had no idea.

Back then, Fang Shuping tried his best to get Yan Mi's likes. Finally, he used death to cut a wound on his heart, but the scar did not hurt or itch after it fell off, and it never left too many traces in Yan Mi's heart. At this moment, E Jingbai thought that if Fang Shuping had a spirit in the sky, he would definitely want to kill him, replace him with him, and be with Yan Mi.

Because I wanted to kill Yan Hao, you killed him for me? E Jingbai smiled bitterly and almost blurted out and wanted to ask Yan Mi - do you know that I wanted to kill him because I wanted to protect you?

One wrong step, one wrong step, the minister is right. He does not have the ability to bear the consequences of killing Yan Hao regardless of the consequences - especially what he cannot bear the most is that Yan Mi completely set foot on the road that Luo Cheng tried to push him on for him.

E Jingbai opened his eyes and pulled Yan Mi's hand away with some force. Yan Mi looked at his movements, and a trace of sadness appeared in his eyes, "Has I done something wrong, Xiaobai?"

E Jingbai shook his head, "No, you are not wrong, I am the one who is wrong."

Yan Mi seemed to not understand very well, but he still said: "It doesn't matter, I forgive you."

E Jingbai felt a little weak this time. He grabbed Yan Mi's hand and looked a little haggard. The night fell on him, as if it had turned into a layer of black gauze. "You must not know what I had thought about doing, so you dare to say forgive me so easily."

Yan Mi's eyelids slowly closed up and down, "What have you ever thought about doing?"

E Jingbai looked at him straight, "I thought, if you really leave Luo Cheng, I will kill you."

Yan Mi's expression did not change at all, "Are you afraid that I will do bad things?"

E Jingbai held on and smiled, "Yes, I'm afraid," the smile disappeared and turned into bitterness, "I'm afraid of death."

Yan Mi still didn't understand, and was silent for a moment before saying, "I can promise you that as long as you don't threaten you, I will listen to you."

E Jingbai looked at him, "I can really control you?" He thought it could, but Yan Mi brought a knife to kill Yan Hao, which gave him and the field team of the General Office a great impact. No one could regard him as a docile little sheep or a silent person without presence. He began to show his sharpness - those sharpnesses that were attracted by Luo Cheng at first sight and were tirelessly trying to pull him on another road.

Yan Mi repeated again: "I like you, Xiaobai, I can do anything for you, but no one can hurt you."

Such words were so beautiful that E Jingbai was shaken for a moment, but in the end he still said: "Yan Mi, do you really understand what feelings are?"

Yan Mi shook her head honestly, "I don't understand."

E Jingbai smiled bitterly, "Okay..."

"But..." Yan Mi raised her hand, and a black flame slowly lit up with her palms, from small to large, from the size of a grain of rice to the size of a fist, from the faint light to the gradually bright fire, also illuminated E Jingbai's pale to almost terrified face. He actually smiled for the first time, like a child who was seeking appreciation. "I said I like human life, but I am willing to live your life with you."

The cluster of black flames reflected in E Jingbai's eyes, and his pupils shrank into needles, "You..."

Yan Mi said lightly: "If this is not considered a relationship, then I really don't understand."

E Jingbai grabbed his hand suddenly and reached out to touch the cluster of flames, but he never dared to approach with his trembling hands, as if he could regard these flames as illusory illusions, "How could it be...How could it be like this..." His voice suddenly rose and became sharper than ever before: "Tell me, Yan Mi, why did you awaken your extraordinary abilities?!"

Yan Mi then realized that E Jingbai's excitement was not a confession to him, but a cluster of strange flames in his hand. He tilted his head and thought, "Do you really want to know? I'm afraid you'll be angry."

E Jingbai tried hard to stabilize his emotions, but he couldn't settle down. Yan Mi's awakening of extraordinary abilities made him panic. He kept trying to let Yan Mi live a normal life, but why did Yan Mi suddenly awaken his extraordinary abilities? This means that he will not be able to withdraw from this shocking vortex and will never live the life E Jingbai hopes that he will live!!!

"Tell me," E Jingbai's tone was almost begging in the moment, "Yan Mi, tell me..."

Yan Mi held his trembling hand in his backhand and stared at him. At that moment, it seemed as if affectionate, "Luo Cheng gave me the training plan for the Gods Training Camp."

E Jingbai froze suddenly.
Chapter completed!
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