Volume 12: The Flower of Fairy Hell (19)
After Tao Youjing finished talking about the cruel fairy tale about the little prince, the little princess and the knight, he handed over the years the information about the psychological organization that caused them to be uneasy to the field team of the General Office. Feng Rong assigned the task to several team members, striving to finish reading the information as soon as possible and then put it into action. But at this time, Tao Youjing proposed to talk to Feng Rong alone.
Lin Yingkong's eyes jumped at the time and looked at his minister. Unfortunately, Feng Rong didn't notice it. After Tao Youjing made a sound, he nodded naturally and agreed. He asked the team members to read the information summary by themselves and followed Tao Youjing out. The field team members of the General Office looked at him in a daze. It was not until both of them went out that Fei Rong wondered: "Minister is very familiar with Tao Youjing? He hasn't said it before!"
"They seem to be quite familiar," Fei Rong thought, "Tao Youjing left as soon as he called him."
E Jingbai glanced at Lin Yingkong, wondering if it was his illusion. The minister deliberately did not go to see Lin Yingkong just now, as if he was afraid that he would object, so he hurriedly followed Tao Youjing away.
Cheng Xiaodai raised his paws and said, "Didn't the minister say that he knew Tao Youjing several years ago?"
Di Bingqiao thought for a while, "He just said that he had received Tao Youjing at the headquarters before."
Zhu Mengtian touched his nose and said vaguely: "Maybe the Minister is lying. He already knows Tao Youjing quite well..."
The members of the group immediately glared at him - you are still adding fuel to the fire and not afraid of Assistant Lin's escape, right?!
Zhu Mengtian: "..." He is just an honest boy.
Ding Youlan is indeed very honest, "Didn't Tao Youjing be a pair with Hua Qi? What are you thinking about?"
A group of members: "..." It's not that they are thinking about it, but that Assistant Lin's brains are always unable to be blocked by piles of vinegar bottles!
Tao Youjing took Feng Rong into another room on the first floor, which was a little smaller than the living room, but the layout was much more refined and it seemed very meticulous everywhere. Before entering the door, Feng Rong glanced at the sign hanging on the door handle and wrote the three words "Consultation Room" on a pile of rose flower patterns... Needless to say, this is where Tao Youjing works, and his main work is to do psychological counseling for some specific guests.
"Sit down first, let's talk?" Tao Youjing closed the door and made a gesture to invite Feng Rong to sit on the warm yellow sofa. The sound was very natural, just like a reunion of an old friend. There was nothing offensive from his behavior to his words.
Feng Rong knew that he was entering a professional state. He just made the man who felt that he was worthy of beating and became serious all of a sudden. It was no wonder that so many people chose such a dangerous person for psychological counseling one after another. At this time, Tao Youjing always acted too reliable. Feng Rong had already experienced this fact a few years ago. Unfortunately, although he was not disgusted, he couldn't accept it. He rubbed his forehead with a headache and said, "Mr. Tao, I think, I didn't ask you to help me with psychological counseling."
Tao Youjing sat down diagonally opposite him. The two were not far apart, but it was a safe distance that was easily accepted. Especially for people with a strong sense of crisis, this direction was enough to allow Tao Youjing to observe the other party, and the other party could observe him, so he would not always be suspicious and alert. Tao Youjing slowly pushed the water that had just poured into Feng Rong and said, "You need help."
Feng Rong shook her head, "Sorry, no, I'm doing well at the moment."
"Very good?" Tao Youjing chewed the word and smiled, without commenting, just said, "Dr. Zhao asked you to come to me, right?"
Feng Rong was stunned, "Has he told you?"
"I guessed from you," Tao Youjing said naturally, "He is now a member of your Spiritual Security Bureau, and you are the treasure of the Spiritual Security Bureau. He will definitely not disclose your situation to outsiders casually."
Feng Rong nodded, not too surprised. Everyone has seen Tao Youjing's ability to "guess" accurately. "He has suggested this to me, but my situation has improved a lot compared to that year. I am very grateful for your help back then, but I don't have this need for the time being."
"'It's there,', 'better','for the time being'," Tao Youjing picked out the words from Feng Rong's words, and looked at his expression with clarity. "You also know that you are not fully recovering yet, and you also know that you will continue to come back to find me one day, but it's not possible now, why?"
Feng Rong shook her head helplessly, "You are still as sharp as before, and you are so annoying."
He said that, but Feng Rong's eyes drooped to the lower left, obviously recalling something.
That's right, Feng Rong and Tao Youjing are indeed not unfamiliar with each other, because when Tao Youjing formed a psychological team for the Ling Security Bureau, he was Feng Rong's own psychologist. It can be said that Feng Rong was able to support him from all kinds of difficulties. In addition to Baili Mengyan, busy work, unwillingness in his heart, and the mentality of living being better than living a day, there is also a large part of the reason for Tao Youjing.
Tao Youjing is a very good psychologist. No one can deny this. Sometimes he is so good, but Feng Rong feels both admiring and fearing, because there are too many unbearable times, he is unwilling to dig it out. However, Tao Youjing's eyes make those things nowhere to hide. If Lin Yingkong is the person closest to him, then Tao Youjing is undoubtedly the person who knows him best. Lin Yingkong is familiar with his past, habits and life, but Tao Youjing can penetrate into his heart and see all his humility and ugliness clearly, because no matter how close Lin Yingkong is, their essence is different. Lin Yingkong will do those who are for Feng Rong.
He felt sad in the dark and desperate past, but he could never truly understand how many invisible pus mouths that those things would bring to a person's growth. He could soothe the pain in Feng Rong's heart, but he could not understand personally what was accompanied by this pain. These things were the humility that Feng Rong could never show to him. No matter what image he was in front of outsiders, no matter how many past events Lin Yingkong witnessed with his own eyes, although it was most likely to expose his shortcomings, he always hoped to be bright and beautiful in front of Lin Yingkong - this is the deep wish of every person in the world who fell in love.
Tao Youjing said to him gently but also coldly: "It's because you can't face yourself yet, so you don't want me to help you with psychological counseling. Secret, you are indeed much better, but you are like before, a coward who works hard on the outside but in the middle."
Feng Rong didn't say anything because he couldn't refute it. Just like many years ago, he pushed the end of a Three Realms War and became a hero in the supernatural world. He faced the crazy respect that the world was pressed down with the most arrogant attitude. Everyone was talking about his bravery, envious of his nobility, and praised his pride. Everyone thought he was glorious and full of energy, but only Tao Youjing walked up to him slowly and asked him softly, do you think every day is so long, as if this life is endless?
He was right. Feng Rong, who was that age, had already achieved supreme glory and achieved supreme glory. He was better and more brilliant than any of his peers. He was still so young that he could do something big, but he felt very tired and very tired. He knew that he could not be so pretentious, and he could not ignore the things that others were so jealous that their eyes could be bleeded. But everyone he liked was abandoned by it. He didn't know what he liked. He felt that he had grown old and his body functions had aging. Otherwise, why did every movement always smell like exhausting his energy? But every time he looked in the mirror, Feng Rong could find a cold and proud face from the smooth mirror. He was still so young that he could not torture it. He suddenly found in despair that his life was so long that he could not see it.
The more tired he felt, the more he climbed down. Feng Rong told himself that he was in order to get Baili Mengyan's love and for his ambition. He immersed himself in the strange image of power and infatuated love, and had both the country and the beauty. He said it as if it was true. However, Tao Youjing's words expose his illusion. He saw the soul full of holes under his endless confidence, like an old man who was dying, waiting for the arrival of death.
So, Feng Rong accepted the olive branch that Tao Youjing gave at that time and asked him to provide psychological counseling for himself, without any need to explain what he had experienced in his past life. Tao Youjing said that he respected his choice and designed many methods of stress relief and self-treatment for him. Feng Rong silently accepted it all. He had no choice and was too tired, but he didn't want to die. Maybe it was Baili Mengyan, who was like a carrot hanging in front of a donkey, was still leading Feng Rong forward. He never looked at himself in front of him, and Feng Rong always felt unwilling to give up. He told himself countless times that he lived too painfully, but he never tried to seek death. This was probably the only non-coward choice he gave to himself in his cowardly half of his life.
Chapter completed!