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Volume 12: The Flower of Fairy Hell (17)

At the beginning, Hua Qi did not dare to mention Yin Nansheng's reason was very simple. It was not sadness, but regret. He regretted Yin Nansheng's death. That kind of emotion was easier for people to indulge in it and cannot get rid of it than sadness.

At that time, Hua Qi actually didn't know what was doubtful about Yin Nansheng's death. Yin Nansheng also experienced the pain of bereavement, the sorrow of the country's demise and the journey of escape. Yin Nansheng was a girl and a little princess who was also loved by each other. They accompanied each other out of the shadow of the past and planned to live a new life. But in fact, Yin Nansheng did not dare to enter the palace of the enemy. Hua Qi was so strong. Hua Qi was looking forward to a new life every day. Yin Nansheng was much silent. She said she didn't mind a poor and simple life, but it would be better to say that her heart was too damaged.

Many things from the outside world cannot cause her inner turmoil. Those miserable lives have worn away the little princess' optimism and simplicity. Sometimes love is not a life-saving medicine that can save everything. Hua Qi watched her smile, and was haggard and unable to sleep day and night. She felt very uncomfortable, so she diligently earned money to buy rings and roses, and proposed to Yin Nansheng that warm and beautiful morning. At that time, he thought that if they got married, raised children, and had a few children to live in love, Yin Nansheng would have hope, and then her heart would not be unstable.

What a wonderful and romantic morning, with blue diamond rings and ninety-nine bright red roses. Hua Qi kneeled down on one knee like an ordinary human, piously promising her future. Hua Qi was the first time in his life that she wanted to promise someone forever. Yin Nansheng agreed to his proposal in surprise, but Hua Qi was still uneasy, because Yin Nansheng was happy, but it was more like a kind of rebirth. The brilliance in his eyes was gradually fading. He tried his best to prepare for the wedding, hoping that their marriage would win back Yin Nansheng's will to survive. Unfortunately, he was still one step late. On the day when Hua Qi set the wedding date, Yin Nansheng jumped down from the high building where they lived, ending her beautiful and broken life.

At that time, Hua Qi had just returned from outside, holding his custom-made white wedding dress. Yin Nansheng was also wearing a white long dress, which fell down like a white iris floating in the wind, and hit him heavily. Blood bloomed on the white skirt, reflecting the red color of Hua Qi's eyes that were crying.

Everything came too suddenly, but it made Hua Qi feel that it was not unexpected. When the hatred of the country was cut off by him with his own hands, he was worried that Yin Nansheng would not be able to survive. Then Yin Nansheng accompanied him for a year and struggled for a year, but finally fell in front of him. Hua Qi saw the light gradually extinguished in her eyes and the relief of relief. The silent pain spreading to her whole body made him so stiff that he could not move. But he felt a strange sense of calm in his heart, like a long-awaited guillotine that finally fell down and severely cut off his head. Yin Nansheng's death was strange and familiar to him, and he was abandoned in this cruel world, facing everyone's departure alone.

Hua Qi changed all the money for preparing for the wedding to bury Yin Nansheng. She was buried in a wedding dress and ring. Hua Qi wrote the word "dead wife" on her tombstone. He actually did not blame Yin Nansheng for abandoning him. Sometimes he even thought that Yin Nansheng was living too painful, and this might not be a relief. At least, there was no need to watch the people close to him leave before he could.

Hua Qi was the only regret that in order to make his and Yin Nansheng live a better life in the future, he did not obey the statement that the old subordinates of the kingdom told him to settle down with Yin Nansheng immediately when they were dismissed. Instead, he chose to fight the two of them together, and waited until Yin Nansheng was "severely ill" before he hurriedly proposed. After Yin Nansheng's death, Hua Qi thought countless times that if he had married Yin Nansheng a year earlier, then their children might have been born a year later. Yin Nansheng had a concern and would not have been depressed for a year, and finally chose to end his life and end the endless pain that followed her.

The more he thought about it, the more regretful he felt, the more painful he felt. The guilt tortures Hua Qi, making him rather be heartbroken than go back to the city that made him sad until he met Tao Youjing.

As a famous psychologist, it is really easy for Tao Youjing to teach Hua Qi, but what puzzled Tao Youjing was that Hua Qi actually knew him, and it should be said that he knew that he was like him.

Although Tao Youjing is very famous in the supernatural world and is also a representative figure in the psychological circle, this circle is too unpopular. Tao Youjing is not a person who likes to show off. Just like the Nantai Beidou in many academic circles, they are not specifically known. Generally speaking, no matter how famous it is, everyone will not know it. Hua Qi does not understand psychology. After the kingdom is destroyed, he is no longer a well-informed little prince. He can even know who Tao Youjing is after he says his name. This is inevitably a bit strange. However, at the beginning, Tao Youjing was confused by "beauty" and even thought of it because Hua Qi accidentally heard of his deeds. He was immersed in the inexplicable achievements of the object he fell in love with at first sight and fell under his wise and magical martial arts. He didn't think much about it for a while.

But slowly, Tao Youjing felt something was wrong. Under his careful guidance, Hua Qi, who was unwilling to mention Yin Nansheng, gradually opened his heart, and intermittently poured out Yin Nansheng's pain and his guilt towards Yin Nansheng. Hua Qi really needed someone to talk to him, so that those emotions would not be accumulated for too long to drag him down.

Tao Youjing and Hua Qi were hiking together. On the journey, Tao Youjing patiently listened to him telling the past that made people sad or smiled. Hua Qi had a good memory and could be retelled many details. As he listened, Tao Youjing found something wrong. Although he was a little confused that the partner he fell in love with at first sight was still in the pain of losing his wife and could not get out of love with him for the time being, he still noticed that Yin Nansheng was living in seclusion with Hua Qi.

After that, for a while, her actions and emotions remained on the positive side, just like a big sore covering Yin Nansheng's heart, but it no longer bleeds. If nothing unexpected happens, the sore can slowly heal as time goes by, leaving only a scar that will feel pain when nostalgia is left. However, Yin Nansheng is clearly getting better and there is no major event that makes her tear the sore into pieces, but the fact is that she committed suicide in the end.

This does not conform to the psychological change process of a person with post-traumatic stress disorder. It is as if he was suddenly forced to counterclockwise when he was rotating clockwise. After paying attention to this, Tao Youjing began to deliberately or unintentionally target the cliché. Hua Qi had already trusted Tao Youjing very much after a period of time and did not have any doubts about his deliberate behavior. Tao Youjing arranged the changes in Yin Nansheng that year one by one and found that her condition was indeed unusual. Hua Qi also mentioned Yin Nansheng every other period in his explanation.

Time would disappear for a day or two, saying that she was chatting with friends and relaxing. Hua Qi must have supported her at that time, but what Tao Youjing noticed was that after every time Yin Nansheng went out to relax, her state curve would show a clear upward trend, just like she felt much better after she was relaxed. Then after a few days, she would quickly drop directly, and she would reach the bottom of the valley, waiting for the next time to go out, and she would refresh the bottom of the valley until she couldn't bear it and collapsed, so she died.

In other words, Yin Nansheng's psychological change process was artificially intervened. She did not die of suicide, but was murdered maliciously - this was a death without any blood.

Don’t ask Tao Youjing why he knew it was a malicious murder, because the other party’s intervention in Yin Nansheng’s behavior was too professional, which shows that this person was not a half-hearted person who accidentally murdered a person’s life. The murderer did it on purpose. He had known that Yin Nansheng would lose his fighting spirit under his gradual guidance, and maybe even the final death was deliberately arranged!

Why? Why would anyone target a princess who has fallen into a country that has not much value? What conspiracy is hidden behind this? Could it be that Yin Nansheng is not the ultimate goal, and the murderer is targeting Hua Qi?

All kinds of thoughts circling in Tao Youjing's heart. He was also very smooth from birth to growth. He was very skilled and brave, and had no sense of awe. After discovering that his planned sweetheart might face a secret crisis, he planned to investigate these things. He must find out the cause of the death of the little princess Yin Nansheng and avoid Hua Qi being plotted against by someone. After all, it was a personal matter. Hua Qi quickly noticed Tao Youjing's small movements behind him and asked him what happened. Tao Youjing, who had just started to have sex, was also a normal person. He hesitated for a long time, and no matter how many methods he could do, he could only tell the guessed things vaguely. The most important thing was that he had found out that every time Yin Nansheng went out, he said he was relaxing, but in fact he went to a psychological clinic for psychological treatment.

Tao Youjing's analysis was very clear. Hua Qishi was completely stupid. He thought that Yin Nansheng's condition was not right, but he always thought that it was normal for people in a bad mood to be strange. He never expected that anyone would force Yin Nansheng to death in this way. It was not a sword, gun, or stick, but an invisible psychological intervention. It sounded more fantastic than the strange races in the supernatural world. Moreover, these things happened under Hua Qishi's nose, but Hua Qishi didn't notice it at all. He could only watch Yin Nansheng jumped off the building and died while being guided by someone. The cruel truth crushed Hua Qishi into an unhealthy form like a giant wheel. He collapsed and cried without any defense in front of Tao Youjing.

"He cried very sadly at the time," Tao Youjing recalled, with a little melancholy in his eyes. "I am a person who can do whatever I want. I think being concealed is a very disgusting thing. I didn't think much about it and told Xiaoqi about the cause of Yin Nansheng's death. But now I regret it a little. Maybe, I should never tell him."

There are not many things that can make Tao Youjing regret. Since he said so, it can only mean that there are even greater tragedies waiting for them after the tragedy.

Hua Qi, who learned the truth of death, sorted out his mood after crying and tried his best to join the investigation. Perhaps many years later, Hua Qi would be much calmer after learning about this, but at that time, Yin Nansheng had just passed away for more than three months, and it can be said that his body was not cold. Tao Youjing was still immersed in the blow of losing his beloved person. How uncomfortable he was, how angry he was when he learned that Yin Nansheng was murdered. That strong anger supported him to participate in Tao Youjing's investigation work fearlessly, just to give Yin Nansheng justice.

Hatred is often the most powerful force that can drive people's hearts.

Tao Youjing was quite capable at that time. She secretly mobilized people to search for it and quickly locked in the psychiatrist who gave Yin Nansheng psychological treatment. She was a man, who belonged to the supernatural community. From her resume to the real person, she looked innocent. She was still the ace doctor in the psychological clinic. She had very powerful treatment methods for depression, anxiety and post-traumatic stress disorder and other diseases. The success rate was very high. Tao Youjing could find out in private that many of his patients returned to normal life after the so-called recovery, but after a period of time, they had accidents one after another. Some committed suicide like Yin Nansheng, and some committed suicide after killing the person they were closest to. In short, they could not escape the vicious circle of death. Tao Youjing knew very well that this man was using his psychological knowledge to create death.

Not to mention the relationship between Tao Youjing and Hua Qi, Tao Youjing has no good feelings for such a guy who abuses his abilities to kill people. Moreover, this psychologist is using his beloved psychology, Tao Youjing is even more unhappy and is preparing to give him a look and bring him to justice in private - Tao Youjing's willfulness is well known. This is not the first time, nor will it be the last time.

However, Tao Youjing, who is the pride of heaven, had almost no rivals in the psychological circle, failed in this contest for the first time.

In order to avenge Yin Nansheng and many people who were killed like her, Hua Qi cooperated with Tao Youjing to make a detailed and meticulous plan to trap the psychologist. Hua Qi was also crazy by hatred at that time, and had no intention of stopping the bold Tao Youjing. They both cooperated to lay a trap for the psychologist. Seeing the psychologist being backfired by his own psychology, he silently stabbed into his heart with a pen. At that time, Tao Youjing confirmed that his breathing and heartbeat had stopped, and then left the scene of death. He went to worship Yin Nansheng with Hua Qi, told her the murderer's death and let her rest in peace.

Both Tao Youjing and Hua Qi thought that this matter had come to an end. Their plan was perfect. They spent nearly half a year, and they were all left to wait silently for the police or Ling Security Bureau to close the case. Their relationship has gradually heated up and deteriorated during the past six months of getting along, and it has developed in an ambiguous and beautiful direction. Tao Youjing was in a very good mood and carefully prepared a confession night. I hope that Hua Qi could put Yin Nansheng down and be with him from now on, opening a new chapter in life.

But what Tao Youjing didn't expect was that on the night when he confessed successfully, Hua Qi personally gave him a poison that no one could degrade. He fell to the ground in shock, watching Hua Qi raise a pen, smile quietly, and pierced it into his heart like the psychologist...

That scene was so terrifying and heart-wrenching. When Tao Youjing recalled this scene countless times, he would feel cold sweat seeping out of his bones and getting cold all over. He would not have experienced many setbacks in his life, but he would have to watch his lover slowly stop breathing in front of him. That feeling was so devastating. If Tao Youjing hadn't struggled hard at the last moment and called the doctor to give Hua Qi first aid, he might have really lost this person forever.

Unfortunately, the tragedy was not only stopped because of Tao Youjing's outbreak at that moment. Hua Qi was actually hinted in an unknown situation. During the recovery period, Hua Qi committed suicide eleven times without consciousness. Every time he chose to be in front of Tao Youjing, smiling silently, and walked towards death silently. Tao Youjing was almost forced to suffocate by such despair, while the psychologist who committed suicide in front of him and Hua Qijing disappeared. After calling the police anonymously, the police who rushed over did not find anything about the body at the death scene. They could only be tentatively designated as the missing person. Tao Youjing could not find the other party. He finally understood-

He failed in that contest.

The psychologist gave Hua Qi a hint when Tao Youjing and Hua Qi were not clear about it. He didn't even ask Hua Qi to die. As long as Hua Qi was tortured by the god of death repeatedly in front of Tao Youjing, it would be the biggest gift to Tao Youjing. Half a year of careful planning and actions failed. Tao Youjing had to admit that he had lost a lot in this contest. This loss almost lost the person he least wanted to lose.

Hua Qishi's constant pursuit of death made Tao Youjing very desperate. At the twelfth death-seeking scene, Tao Youjing tried hard to pull Hua Qishi, who jumped off the rooftop like Yin Nansheng, and hugged it in his arms. His collapsed mood could no longer be controlled. He stroked Hua Qishi's cheek and said softly: "Xiaoqi, I'm sorry."

Because of his arrogant, because of his powerlessness, because of his about to change... Hua Qi is a chaotic life.
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