Chapter 298: A Blank Sheet of Paper(1/2)
Unlike Xia Shiqi.
Xia Xin believes that if you can play games, just play, and if you can’t play, just forget it. It’s best to win a laptop. If you can’t, it’s a bit regretful, and you’re even unwilling to give up, but it doesn’t matter, it’s good to win it next time.
I won’t have to find a reason to fight like Xia Shiqi.
Xia Xin listed a few more, and after being rejected by Xia Shiqiyi, he sighed helplessly, "Does everything need to be meaningful? Can't you do something meaningless?"
"No." Xia Shiqi refused again.
"Isn't it okay for yourself?"
"Then I'll go back."
Xia Shiqi shook Xia Xin symbolically and held her hand. She couldn't shake it away. She could only say without expression, "I'll give you another last chance. If there is no good answer, I'll go home."
"three times."
“Yi times.”
"All right."
Xia Xin felt her head turned back and forth like a wheel, but she couldn't think of anything. Xia Shiqi used to inherit her brother's dream, so now
Looking at the glory reflected in Xia Shiqi's beautiful eyes, Xia Xin was a little lost, with a gentle and nostalgic look.
The eyes were very complicated, and Xia Xin couldn't see the meaning of her eyes. She felt conflicted, nervous, panic, and memories
It was inexplicable that she might be looking forward to something, or even she herself wanted to find the answer to the problem.
Xia Xin thought for a while and said, "By the way, just treat it for your brother."
Xia Shiqi narrowed her eyes slightly, "For my brother?"
"Well, think about it, you used to be for your brother, I'm the brother, so brother is equal to me, I'm the brother, that is, you compete for me, it's equivalent to your brother, well, it's reasonable."
Xia Shiqi stared at him with contempt, and her eyes seemed to say, "I have never seen such a shameless person."
But Xia Xin didn't care and said, "If you don't have any objections, then you'll agree."
"Do you think I'm a child? Do you want to get rid of this sophistry?"
Xia Xin thought to himself, children are much easier to deal with than you.
For example, if the one at home is angry, she will coax her, or buy some ice cream. If she is disobedient, she will usually be obedient. If she doesn't do it, she will just beat her up and she will be obedient every night.
But Yeye rarely has a quarrel recently.
Xia Xin was moved in his heart, and suddenly recalled that Xia Shiqi's eyes were like every night he had seen. It was a hidden deeper look, similar to the confused and helpless, at a loss, and not knowing where to go.
Because she was really useless at that time, Yeye was very scared, making her feel unreliable and worried every day.
Could it be that Xia Shiqi is actually like this in her heart? It’s just that Xia Shiqi hides deeper and uses her strict appearance to disguise herself?
Xia Xin suddenly understood.
Looking at Xia Shiqi, I thought of Ye Ye in my mind, and I couldn't help but feel tenderness in my heart.
This is a very pitiful girl. Now she is actually like a helpless kitten, so she is actually very panicked.
Xia Xin suddenly felt something that wanted to protect her, protecting this pity-provoking girl, but she was actually a little girl in her heart.
Xia Xinyi said seriously, "I'm sorry, I was just kidding."
Xia Shiqi felt Xia Xin's eyes change, and she said with some confusion, "What, do you want to change your words? It's too late."
"It's not too late," Xia Xin smiled, "If it's necessary to have a meaning, it's for me, that's all."
"Very good, you are more shameless than just now." Xia Shiqi glared.
"It's not shameless." Xia Xin explained, "Because I'm your fucking brother, so it's actually nothing for me."
Xia Shiqi said indignantly, "Who admits that you are my fucking brother?"
"Oh, I remember last time I kissed your face as my brother, and I didn't admit it so quickly?" Xia Xin deliberately smiled wickedly, "Isn't it the identity of my brother, but the boyfriend? That's not good, I already have a girlfriend."
Xia Shiqi was immediately embarrassed, and a layer of crimson blush was dyed on her snow-white little face, "You think you are beautiful, of course you are brother."
"Look, you admit it yourself."
Xia Shiqi pouted her little mouth, and her beautiful eyes were stained with a layer of dreamlike mist. She glared at Xia Xin hatefully, unable to speak when she was yi.
Xia Xin smiled and suddenly put Xia Shiqi's soft body in her arms.
Xia Shiqi subconsciously wanted to struggle, pushed Xia Xin's chest, but she didn't push it away, put her hands on Xia Xin's chest, lowered her gaze, and whispered, "What are you doing? You're a hooligan, you want to enter the police station."
Xia Xin squeezed Xia Shiqi into her arms with a domineering attitude, making her feel relied on her, and then she said softly, "No, I just want to tell you that since I am your brother, I will certainly protect you, so you don't have to be afraid anymore."
Xia Xin recalled the way in his mind that when Xia Ye was hiding in the corner in the old house, she felt heartbroken and felt very sad. She didn't even see it. In fact, Xia Shiqi's feelings were probably the same, only she was left.
Xia Xin's voice seemed distant and long, and said softly, "If you feel confused and don't know where to go, I can pull you, just like I just said, you may take the wrong path, but it doesn't matter, just walk it again."
Xia Shiqi couldn't help but answer, "Hmph, it's still wrong to walk again."
Xia Xin smiled, "It's okay, then change the road. I feel that I am still quite reliable now. When you feel helpless, you can also come to me to discuss. I am a fucking brother, although I won't be useful. At least I can listen to you and come up with ideas for you."
"Anyway, it's not a good idea." Xia Shiqi couldn't help but complain.
Xia Xin was also used to it, "If you think anything is meaningless, then I will say shamelessly, just pretend it is for me, and I will give you meaning."
"So, you don't need to think too much. Everything can be pushed to me. When you are confused, I will take you forward. When you are helpless, I will use my shoulders to let you lean on you. If you have to find meaning, just fill it with me for the time being."
It's like a piece of white paper. When you face a piece of white paper, you may not know what to write or draw. Xia Xin is now giving the white paper a theme and fixing her in a circle so that she doesn't have to worry anymore.
Of course, this approach is both good and bad, but it is definitely the best practice now.
Xia Shiqi's eyes trembled and she didn't say anything.
He gently leaned his head in Xia Xin's arms.
My heart is soft, and some water vapor gradually condenses in my beautiful eyes.
As expected, only Xia Xin understands it.
Xia Shiqi vaguely felt that he would understand.
I don’t know how long the tears I had been hiding, but I couldn’t help but rolled down my cheeks on both sides. My cheeks were hot and my lips were trembling. I couldn’t speak for a while.
Xia Shiqi held Xia Xin's clothes tightly with her little hand, buried her face in Xia Xin's chest, and could no longer bear it. She choked in a low voice, as if she wanted to vent all the uneasiness in her heart, and her shoulders were trembling slightly.
Xia Xin stretched out his hand and stroked her silky soft show back and forth, soothing her emotions.
After a long time, Xia Shiqi let go of the little hand that held Xia Xin's chest tightly, reached behind Xia Xin's back, sucked her nose, and whispered, "Hold it tighter."
Xia Xin did not hesitate and hugged her tightly with the strength that seemed to be about to embed her into her body.
Xia Xin felt very warm. Through the breath, you could feel the heat emitted from her petite body.
Xia Shiqi still said with a little crying voice, "I'm shameless, I really dare to say it."
"What's the point of being shameless? I'm shameless." Xia Xin smiled.
"Whatever you say, everything is for you, what about eating?" Xia Shiqi asked.
"It's also for me." Xia Xin replied.
“Where are you brushing your teeth?”
"It's for me."
"Where are you washing your face?"
"For me."
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The two repeated this meaningless conversation countless times, from eating, brushing their teeth and washing their faces, to going to school, and taking the bus.
Xia Xin responded all of them.
He knew that Xia Shiqi might not be just a competition, but she felt confused and meaningless in everything, so he had to give meaning to these things and help her temporarily fill the gap in her heart.
In the end, the two of them almost finished what they could say.
The two fell into silence again.
After a while, Xia Shiqi said quietly, "I understand."
Xia Xin smiled, "It's good that you know."
"I know you are not only a gangster pervert, but also shameless and shameless."
"Okay, I am." Xia Xin agreed again with a wry smile.
This time Xia Shiqi has nothing to say.
He stammered, "I, hum, I don't want to talk to you anymore, I'm going back."
This time, Xia Shiqi tried very hard and struggled to push Xia Xin away, but Xia Xin didn't react and hugged her very tightly because it felt so good and soft, like holding cotton.
This also caused Xia Shiqi to step on his feet heavily, and his face was so painful that he wailed in pain and took a few steps back.
Xia Shiqi wrinkled her cute little nose and said playfully, "I deserve it."
Then she immediately lowered her gaze, reached out to wipe her tears, and turned around. She felt that she must be so ugly now that she was crying so hard.
To be continued...