In the dim room, all the curtains were pulled up.

This is also the routine of this room.

Yes, this time, a small pearl lamp with a dim and soft light emitting a slight light was lit.

The small light on the head can only illuminate the things within one meter by the bed, and you can't see anything a little further away.

It is mainly used to illuminate Xia Xin's bruised and swollen face by the bed.

In some cases, the more you say not to hit, the more others want to hit.

Especially the angry woman... Xia

Xin didn't know that he had been hit on his face a few times, fists, palms, rubs, pinches, and buckles the plate, which caused him not to have a perfect part of his face now.

Narcissus sat next to Xia Xin, carefully checking Xia Xin's face, which is his masterpiece.

She said with some emotion, "After venting it,... it was indeed much easier."

Please don't use me as a sofa to vent."

"But I feel that there is still some resentment, but I just don't have much motivation to play."

...Please, what else do you want to be motivated."

"Or, you deliberately scold me and make me want to hit you."

You're funny."

The words made Luo Shuixian stunned and said with some emotion, "Maybe, it's really funny."

I won't speak anymore.

Xia Xin turned his head and looked at Luo Shui Narcissus who didn't say a word beside him. His low little face was full of loss and sadness, and in his beautiful eyes, there was endless sorrow. Xia

Xin didn't know how to comfort her.

After a long time, Luo Shuixian asked quietly, "You said, mother, do she know, what did she think?"

……"summer

Xin paused and didn't say anything.

Because the facts are very obvious, even the Archbishop told the facts at the scene.

But Luo Shuixian was a little disbelief and took the initiative to avoid the facts and asked again.

Even she couldn't believe it.

When Xia Xin answered, Luo Shui Narcissus had already spoken, "She knew... yes, did she consider my feelings?" Xia

Xin didn't know whether to defile, slander, criticize, or take the blame at this time. He hesitated for a while and decided to say the truth."

Here, we have to explain a misunderstanding.”

You also know that your mother's attitude towards sex is very different from that of you. She also has many husbands. In all aspects, um... it's more open, she..."

Before Xia Xin finished speaking, Luo Shuixian was already angrily pounced on him, grabbed his collar, stared at him and said furiously, "Is this open? Is this open? Did you see the archbishop's eyes at that time? Have you heard what he said? Have you seen the eyes of others looking at me? Is this open? Don't you know what they want to do?"

“…”

Xia Xin lowered his gaze and looked at Luo Shui Narcissus tightly holding his collar, but was trembling with his little hands, and calmly replied, "For her, this is an open thing. With a small effort, you can get a permanent assistant in the future. Why not do it?"

From her perspective, this is a matter of small contributions, big rewards, and high returns. From her perspective, I naturally think that this is also a small contribution and big rewards for you, and it will be of great benefit to your future rule. From her perspective..."

Luo Shui Narcissus was furious and grabbed Xia Xin's neckline and shouted loudly, "Stand from her perspective, from her perspective, from her perspective, whose husband are you? Always standing from her perspective..." Xia

Xin still answered calmly, "... Of course, your husband, I just told you that your mother doesn't think this is a special event. At most, she thinks you will resist, but sooner or later you will understand the interests and will eventually agree to accept it."

"I promised to accept it, I'll commit suicide long ago."

"No, she thinks you are aware of the general and will accept it. By then, the situation is already done, and it is useless to do anything else. It is better to make good use of the benefits you get. This is what she thinks, I can understand." Xia

A new mind transformation not long ago allowed her to stand in the same perspective as Elizabeth and see the same problem.

So, he understands!”

I don't think it's true that she's particularly hurting you, but if you say she's particularly considering you, there's nothing. She should think that you may suffer a little grievance, but it will be of great help to your future rule. You will always understand that she's gone."

It's similar to when you were bullied by other children at school, you suffered a little injury to your knees, a little skin, and maybe some blood was released, but you are strong and you will endure the past. That's what she thought."

How could it be patient."

When Luo Shui Narcissus said this, his mouth flattened and his eyes turned red again. Tears kept slid down the corners of his eyes. Pearl-like tears fell into Xia Xin's collar, bringing a hot and hot feeling.

"How could it be...be patient, it's because of her, it's because I used to look at her and... and other men... and caused me to have a deep psychological shadow. I've always been afraid of men, thinking that men are dirty, ugly, terrible, disgusting. At the beginning, just shaking hands, I can't eat when I'm touched, and I have to wash my hands for half an hour."

I have been seeing a psychologist for a long time and it took me a long time to train to barely overcome a little psychological barrier. Do you know how scared I was at that time and how scared I was?"

Narcissus said this, crying out loud.

I don’t know if it’s because of fear or grievance when I think back again.

Xia Xin is gentle after all. He is the most shameful girl to cry. Seeing others’ heartbroken look makes him feel uncomfortable. Especially when she is still a beautiful girl crying, it makes people feel even more pity for me.

Xia Xin asked softly, "Then are you afraid of me?" Luo

The Narcissus sobbed a few times, then shook his head gently.

Hou Xia Xin stretched out his hand, hugged her, gently patted her back and said, "I'm sorry, I knew it, I should have come out earlier."

I was really scared at that time, but I had to be strong, I had to be strong in front of outsiders, but, but," Luo

Narcissus sobbed in a low voice and said softly, "What really makes people desperate is the attitude of my mother. Whenever I want to trust her, I will always be hurt even deeper. I am so stupid. I have known for a long time that I shouldn't have any expectations for her, but again and again... woo, woo."

In the darkness, Xia Xin patted Luo Shui Narcissus on the shoulder lightly, listening to her lonely and helpless crying.

Sometimes people are like this. Even if they know rationally that the other person will not care about your feelings at all, and even if they know rationally that their trust will not be rewarded, they will still trust, expect, and expect again and again, and then be betrayed.

There is no disappointment without expectations!

When you place expectations and trust, and then betrayal again, the most desperate thing is the most hopeless, and it is the expectation again and again, and the betrayal again and again... Luo

Narcissus grabbed Xia Xin's collar with both hands and cried in front of Xia Xin for a long time.

Xin thought about it, but he still reached out to turn off the faint light next to him.

Because he felt that Luo Shui Narcissus definitely didn't want to be seen as embarrassed now, this was his little gentleness.

Xin didn't know how long Luo Shui Narcissus cried. In the darkness, he could still hear Luo Shui Narcissus sobbing slightly.

Until a long time later, Luo Shui Narcissus suddenly said slightly, "It's the last time!"

Ah?" Xia

Xin didn't quite understand what she meant.

Luo Shui Narcissus was calm with a little irrefutable force, "This is the last time, and there will be no chance of being betrayed the next time."

…” Luo

The words of Narcissus are full of determination.

Without expectations and trust, you will not be betrayed again.

It is also the true meaning that Xia Xin realized in his former despair.

If you don't bet on others, you won't be betrayed by others.

If no one trusts others, as long as there is no connection between everyone and distrust each other, there will be no problem of betrayaling each other. Then no one's heart will be hurt, and no one will be hurt. Only a world is formed.

Yes, such a life... is so sad!

After Luo Shui Narcissus said that, in the darkness, he raised Ling Jingjing's beautiful eyes like a starry sky and looked at Xia Xin.

He asked with a little serious and cold tone, "Xia Xin, will you betray me one day?"

…”

Xia Xin didn't know how to answer.

"Will you?"

"Of course not!"

Xia Xin hesitated for a while and still answered with certainty, "I will never betray you." He

Feeling that Luo Narcissus is now emotionally unstable, lonely, helpless, and betrayed by the people closest to him, then he begins not to trust anyone.

It's very sad to have a mood!"

Don't worry, I will never betray you."

Um"

Luo Shuixian responded with a bit of obedience and easily believed Xia Xin's statement.

Gently stretched out his dexterous arm and wrapped it around Xia Xin's neck, then put his head in Xia Xin's arms, leaning against Xia Xin's body, murmured like a dream, "Never... don't betray me." (First released by Heiyan.com)

"Won't!"

Xia Xin answered very quickly this time. Luo

Narcissus nodded slightly with satisfaction.
To be continued...