Chapter 1795 Xia Chuyan and Xia Wei(1/2)
Xia Huan’s feelings for Xia Chuyan are very subtle.
Of course, Xia Chuyan is the same with Xia Chuyan.
This kind of relationship has actually surpassed the relationship between good friends, so naturally it is impossible to be a lover.
It's more similar to experiencing the same life and death, or the friendship between suffering and suffering, and then blending together, you are me, I am you, it's very
Subtle.
The two of them experienced too many special things in the past, and their life experiences were similar.
Now, Xia Huan vaguely felt that Chu Yan was gone forever, and her heart was even more complicated.
Chu Yan came over to talk to Xia Huan, and even if Xia Huan stopped her, she would leave.
After that, she was about to get up and leave.
After 4, Xia Huan reached out and grabbed her, "Let's go to bed together at the end." Xia Huan Huan reached out and grabbed her, "Let's go to bed together at the end."
Chu Yan didn't insist, so she stayed.
The two of them were sleeping on the same bed.
Later, under the same quilt, the two of them were smooth legs pressed together, and they could clearly feel the temperature of each other's body.
Chuyan belongs to the fire, usually cold, but the body is very hot.
Xia Hua is watery. It usually looks gentle and soft, but its body is slightly cool, just like her heart, and it looks a little cold.
But no matter how cold she is, she can't get cold to this sister who has been classmates, rebellion and exploitation from the middle, and now she has experienced so many things.
In the quiet night, the cold moonlight sprinkles on the windowsill behind it, covering the windowsill with a layer of beautiful frost.
In the open window, the evening breeze with a bit of mountain and forest smell blows gently twitches the bangs of the two, giving people a cool and refreshing feeling.
Xia Huan stretched out her little hand, gently stroked Xia Chuyan's delicate face, and said softly, "Have you discovered something?"
What?"
Xia Chuyan was puzzled.
"I don't know when your daily life has disappeared. I have forgotten how long I haven't seen you smile."
Like Yisha when she is outside, she usually looks elegant, intellectual, knowledgeable, friendly without losing her demeanor, and likes her.
As soon as I got home, I was lazy and like a paramecium. I stuck it directly on the sofa, and couldn't even pull it off. My clothes were careless, and my feet were placed on the back of the sofa, without any manners.
Chu Yan also has two sides.
When she was on a mission, she was cold and calm, and always had a cold face, like a god of death.
In fact, her daily situation is actually quite lively. She always loves to laugh, jumps around, can joke, jokes, and deliberately acts spoiled.
Like a little sister next door.
Of course, her "daily state" is only revealed when she gets along with people of the same generation and equal level as Xia Huan.
But she hasn't lived like that for a long time, and for a long time she has just maintained a cold and ruthless look on her mission.
This made Xia Huan even miss Chu Yan a little in her daily life.
"nothing."
Xia Chuyan gently pushed away the little hand that Xia Chuyan had placed on her face and wanted to turn over to sleep.
However, Xia Huan immediately leaned against her side, stretched out one of her beautiful legs, clamped her thin legs, and hugged her, preventing her from turning around.
The faint body fragrance of the two of them merged into a wonderful fragrance.
Xia Huan opened her thin lips lightly and said, "Are you happy now?"
……What?"
Xia Chuyan almost thought she had heard it wrong.
“Unhappy, right?”
Does this matter?"
Of course, that's what he taught me."
Xia Huan showed a little bit of relief and a beautiful smile and said, "Do what you like. Don't do it if you don't like it. Things are that simple, just like what I am now. Do it if you like it, and don't do it if you don't like it." Xia Huan
Chu Yan replied coldly, "I don't think you are doing what you like now. You are much tired and suffering more than before."
"Yes," Xia Huan admitted frankly, "I don't like what I do now, but I like the future. I like to do things for him, and for... our future, so I'm happy now."
Xia Huan said as she smiled very happily.
Xia Chuyan looked at it with her eyes open.
Even in the darkness, she could feel the joy that appeared on the corners of Xia Huan's eyes and eyebrows. She felt that this joy was more due to Xia Xin's situation being finally stable, and there was no need for blood transfusions. She just needed to wait for him to wake up.
"And what about you," Xia Huan asked again, "Are you happy in the past? Are you happy now? Will you be happy in the future?"
"What can I do if I'm not happy?" Xia
Chu Yan replied lightly, "I just want to... do things for the young master, that's all."
Are you really thinking about it? Or are you instilled with too many ideas... Let's ignore this for now. I ask you, are you happy? Even if you are unhappy now, will you be happy in the future?" Xia
Wu Hua gently stroked Xia Chuyan's face with some pity. She also knew that her stubborn sisters were never dying from the Yellow River."
Don’t say anything you want to do, it’s actually what others want to do. If you really want to do it, it should be happy, happy things, or things that will be happy after doing it, so that people will want to do it. Other so-called ‘you want to do’ are all secular, ethical, moral, and Xia Wanqing forced you to ‘want’ to do.”
For example…” Xia
As the monk said, he leaned over his face and gently kissed Xia Chuyan's thin lips.
This is not the first time the two of them kissed.
Wu Ya skillfully explored her pink tongue and tangled with Chu Yan's tongue, playing, colliding, and lingering, and the saliva of the two intertwined.
At the same time, she also reached into Xia Chuyan's clothes...
After a while, the two of them separated.
A layer of pink and tender blush like rouge was applied to the snow-white little face. Both sides' heavy breathing was sprayed on each other's face, and the desire was looking at each other.
In the two beautiful pairs of eyes, there were burning fireworks.
Wu Xian gasped heavily and said, "This is what you want to do, because it is very happy, even if it is only temporary, but your eyes tell me that you want to do it."
"You slut."
Xia Chuyan cursed in a low voice, "Don't you ever think this is a kind of betrayal?"
"No," Xia Huan smiled happily, "I will be proficient in the skills now, and I will not be able to do it in the future, right?"
"You, you think you are betrayal, and you dare to do it."
Xia Huan said, and kissed Chu Yan's mouth again.
The pink and shallow lips touched and separated."
Look, so I know what you want to do,...at least you know what you want to do tonight. Your eyes tell me that you are happy. So what will you do in the future? Are you really ready to die in the battlefield? That's what you want?"
"Why, can't you try to think about the problem from a different perspective? Think about what you want to do in the future and work hard for your future goals from now on?"
Xia Chuyan turned her gaze like a little awkwardly, looked at the ceiling above her head and said, "I am different from you. You can give up the favors others have given you, but I can't. Whoever has done me will have to repay them. Whether I want to or not, this is what I have to do."
"I... indeed, I will only consider myself. My life is my own. I will not give anyone, I will only live for myself."
It’s Xia Huan’s idea, she will only consider it for herself.
But, she didn't mind thinking about Xia Chuyan.
"Even if you don't agree to come here, at least don't go back. The world is so big that you want to leave, no one can keep you."
"Maybe I have never thought about myself, but this time, I really don't want to lose you." Xia
Suddenly, the wife had a feeling that if Xia Chuyan died, all her past experiences would disappear.
Guo Xia Chuyan died, and there was no one in her memory, only herself left.
No one can prove her past.
It feels very sad.
She couldn't tell whether it was for Chu Yan or for herself, or in the end, for herself, to keep her past and to keep the last person in the world who witnessed her sad, sinister, or childish past.
Anything is good!
Anyway, this is what she wants to do, and she doesn't want Chuyan to have something to do. Xia
Chu Yan did not answer.
Xia Huan already saw what she meant."
Then at least, at least, don’t talk about your physical matters, and never tell them about your physical matters.”
"……"summer
Chu Yan didn't answer, but turned over and pressed on Xia Huan's body, staring at Xia Huan and said, "I found out that something is that you obviously don't have much strength and are not my opponent at all. Why are you always pressing me? You are taking the initiative, so I should be the one who takes the initiative."
To be continued...