Xia Xin no longer knew how he returned to the hotel and how he lay down and went to bed.

He already knew nothing.

I felt like I was in a world of snow and ice. There was nothing in my eyes, only snow, endless snow, and falling snowflakes flooded the entire world.

The endless snowflakes drown the images of their parents, drown all the scenes around them, and drown his entire world... Summer

New insights are actually very high.

After understanding what Xia Chaozong said, he gradually let go of his parents' hands and abandoned the world he built for him.

Even though his body and mind were blank, even if he was confused in front of him, he gradually moved forward.

Destruction is the beginning of rebirth, and his world can only usher in rebirth after it is destroyed.

Next, Xia Xin looked at the whole world with his own will.

This process is very painful, very painful!

Just like a child who has just learned to walk, he has to leave his mother's gentle and warm embrace and has to face the pain of a cold world.

It was as painful as if my father had just learned to ride a bike, but he was let go of his hand holding the rear of the car, falling again and again, hitting the ground with his tender body.

The next day, Xia Xin asked Ying'er, who asked her, "What are you going to do next?", replied lightly, "Look at the video first, maybe you can find some evidence. Without evidence, there is no possibility of a turnaround."

"Um."

Ying'er agreed without any hesitation.

Xia Xin felt that she believed in her words.

But now the problem is that even Xia Xin himself doubts his words.

He was very confused.

It's like standing in a snowy world, looking around in a daze, not knowing how to move forward and where to move forward.

Chaozong's words broke up his worldview and destroyed his world.

Xia Xin needs an opportunity, an opportunity to rebuild his own world.

He told everyone not to follow him, and then he came to the intersection where he was hit by a car yesterday in his windbreaker alone.

He sat alone on the stairs on the road and sidewalk next to him, wearing a hat in a windbreaker, letting the snow accumulate on his hat and his shoulders piled up, quietly watching the cars coming and going in front of him, and pedestrians rushed.

Occasionally, passers-by will stop and look at him a few more times, and they will only think that he is a homeless man who doesn’t go home on the snowy day and sits on the side of the road to enjoy the cool air.

Even if you go to hide under the eaves next to you, it would be a fool, right?

Xin sat at this intersection for three days.

He did nothing in the end, just sitting here from morning to night.

I often ask myself, what do you want to see?

Look at these all living beings?

Are everyone busy in this world?

They can follow, agree with the world, and be mediocre, but they cannot. They are different from them. They should have their own beliefs to support their own world.

Xin vaguely felt that he was looking for a fulcrum to support him, but he couldn't say what it was.

At that time, in the evening three days later, he looked at the opposite side with a blank expression.

Because it's evening now, most people go home to cook, and there are no people on the road now.

There was an old lady who was walking by crutches and hurriedly. When she stepped on the snowy road, she accidentally tripped by the bulge on the ground and fell to the ground.

The basket covered with towels also fell to the ground, more than a dozen apples rolled all over the ground, and a few rolled onto the road.

Xin was stunned for a moment, quickly stood up and walked towards the old lady opposite him.

The habit of the year made him subconsciously want to go up and do some help.

Yes, when he had just walked to the opposite side, Xia Xin, who was about to speak, looked at the old ladies kneeling on the ground and picking up apples one by one, and was stunned.

He suddenly remembered that being kind to others, being kind to yourself, and treating the world gently is what his mother taught him.

It is the worldview given to me by my mother.

I can no longer follow the past path.

I only know that following my parents' ideas will make me die miserably in the next battle.

You must have your own independent, strong beliefs and a way of being your own unique understanding of the world.

Your own path!

My own world! And

Is what I am doing now really what I want to do?

Xin didn't know, he was still confused.

He was almost fainted by himself.

I think things are so complicated.

There is so much to think about what to do.

Seeing the old lady stretching out her red old hands and searching for apples in the snow with difficulty, Xia Xin quickly squatted down and said, "Grandma, I'll help you." Xia

Xin's sharp eyes found all the apples in a few seconds and stuffed them into the old lady's basket.

The old lady also kept saying thank you to Xia Xin, "You are such a kind person."

You're welcome." Xia

Xin was about to leave when he found that the old lady stood up, and almost fell down with a stagger. He quickly reached out to support the other person.

The wife smiled dryly, "I'm sorry, this person is old and has inconvenient legs and feet."

The old man looked over seventy years old, and Xia Xin was a little worried about whether she could get home safely.

"Where is your home, I will help you back."

"No, no, why are you so embarrassed to bother you?"

The old man waved his hand quickly."

Anyway, I'm not doing it anyway."

My house is still in front, a little far away.”

"It's okay, I'll give it to you."

However, the old man refused repeatedly, but Xia Xin still insisted.

The old man had no choice but to thank Xia Xin repeatedly, very polite.

Xin held the old lady, who walked forward step by step with a cane, while chatting with Xia Xin casually.

The elderly are always used to asking others about where they live, who are at home, where they work and study, or whether they are getting married, etc. Xia Xin is also used to it.

He just had a little bit of a hunched expression and answered the old lady's questions one by one.

He was confused about him now, and he even doubted what he did.

Later, he found that the old lady was nagging.

As he was nagging, he got a lot of information that he didn't want to know at all. For example, the old lady's wife was inconvenient and could not walk in a wheelchair. For example, her wife used to like eating apples the most, but now she has too many teeth and can't eat apples, so she can only eat the apple juice she squeezed.

He also knew that freshly squeezed apple juice was the best, and it must be the apples in the middle of North Street. They were all self-planted, fresh, without pesticide residues, and were very healthy.

In fact, Xia Xin didn't want to know this at all, and he didn't listen, but the old lady was very happy and couldn't stop talking.

He was embarrassed to disturb the other party's interest.

Until I sent the old lady home, the old lady still enthusiastically held Xia Xin's handwriting, "Thank you, young man, I'm giving you this apple. Thank you very much today."

Thank you." Xia

Xin was not polite, so he accepted it directly. He was afraid that he would be polite, so the old lady was going to nag again."

Hey, you are also from Chinese, you are from Chinese, you are so kind. Before, a Chinese girl sent me back. Her eyes and nose are so beautiful, so beautiful, she is really a beautiful person.”

These words made Xia Xin pause his footsteps that he was about to leave quickly and asked in confusion, "Chinese, woman? What does she look like?"

"What do you look like? He is really a very elegant and elegant lady, very beautiful and has a good heart." Xia

Xin's eyes lit up suddenly, and he was about to ask questions.

Grandma said this and shook her head again, "It's just that she's not lucky. It's so hard. Although she doesn't talk about her own affairs, she should be working in the water room of the palace, oh, this cold weather makes her hands freeze." Xia

Xin paused, and felt that this must be Yisha.

The water room is responsible for washing clothes, quilts, bed sheets, etc. It is a very low-level place in the palace, no, or it should be said to be the lowest-level place, and its status is lower than that of the maid.

It's just a cleaner, but a royal cleaner.

Even if Sha is in a down-and-out position, she will have a high salary if she finds a school to teach.

Besides, with her talent and talent, and by her evaluation of Baihu, she is the only person who is not inferior to her mother. She is definitely the talent that major institutions and colleges are rushing to seek.
To be continued...