Chapter 1668 Survival and Living
Xia Xin waited until after 11 o'clock in the evening, but Su Xiaohan did not come out of the room.
I thought the other person should be sleeping.
Xia Xin was not worried that Su Xiaohan couldn't think of anything, because judging from the other party's tone, she wanted to continue the live broadcast, not to seek death.
Moreover, it’s not that it can’t be explained. There is always a way, it’s just that parents quarrel. Xia
I turned off the lights in the living room and went back to the room to sleep.
He was a little worried about how Xia Huan was doing.
Xia Xin didn't understand why his eyelids kept twitching? There would be no accident on the side of the woman.
I didn't feel anything was going to happen. I clearly said that I should put my own safety first and run away first when something was wrong. Xia Xin was still very relieved to have those people running away.
He didn't understand why he always felt a strange sense of crisis?
With this doubt, Xia Xinyu was confused and was about to fall asleep, he felt a slight sound of the door being gently pushed open, and then the quilt behind was lifted open in a corner, and a warm and soft body was pressed against Xia Xin's back from behind.
"Xia Xin..."
Su Xiaohan's gentle call came from the side.
Then a slender little hand walked around Xia Xinxiaxin's armpit and hugged Xia Xin's chest, as if he was about to stick the two of them together, and pressed them tightly on it."
Have you slept?" Su
Xiaohan's gentle voice like a little rabbit is filled with a bit of tenderness.
Xia Xin thought about how to react in his mind, should he pretend to be asleep, should he answer, should he turn around and push Su Xiaohan away, or... he
All kinds of messy thoughts always turn in my mind.
In the end, he couldn't come up with a good plan, so he could only keep lying on his side facing the moonlight outside the window, and replied softly, "I almost fell asleep."
...I'm sorry, I woke you up." Su Xiaohan apologized with guilt.
"It's okay, I can't sleep much, are you getting better?"
"Yeah—" Su
Xiaohan nodded obediently, as if afraid of the cold, and squeezed towards Xia Xin again.
Xia Xin felt more clearly the softness and warmth of the delicate body that was only separated by a thin shirt, and the young and tender breath of the girl.
Xia Xin remembered what Yu Shixia just said, "Just because of you, you have no shame, and you have no breasts. Don't you know why people give you money?"
Xia Xin felt that Yu Shixia would say this again next time, she could refute with confidence, "Auntie, your daughter not only has a face, but also has a breast, but also...it's very touching, but she just looks slimming in clothes."
The moonlight outside was slightly cool, and the water-like moonlight passed through the open window and spread on the wooden chair in front of Xia Xin's bed, adding a bit of frosty sorrow to this quiet room.
Xin just lay on his side, pressing one arm, and quietly looking ahead.
The nose is full of the faint body fragrance of a girl.
Su Xiaohan hugged Xia Xin from behind, put his little face on Xia Xin's back, and said nothing. Liang
After a long time, Xia Xin couldn't stand the moving fragrance first, so he asked gently, "Does it still hurt?"
Much better.” Su
Xiaohan answered softly.
After a pause, she added, "The last time my mother hit me was a long time ago. It was... when I failed the exam."
There are times when you fail the exam?”
Because Su Xiaohan's grades have always been among the top 3 in the stable class."
It seems that it’s in elementary school. If I fail the exam, my mother will hit me. If I hit me, I will cry. She will cry as she cries. She will cry even more while crying. Then when I see her crying, I will cry even more..."
“…”
Xia Xin seemed to hear a vicious cycle, and didn't know how they finally stopped.
"Don't worry, my aunt was just too angry for a moment and couldn't listen to others' words. When she gets angry tomorrow, we will go to her to explain, she will listen."
Yeah……"
Su Xiaohan ignored this, "Do you want to sleep?"
...It's okay." Xia
Xin doesn’t quite understand what Su Xiaohan means. If she says she wants to sleep, is she going to sleep with her? If she says she doesn’t want to sleep, why does she want to sleep with herself?
Xia Xin was a little uncertain, so he could only give an ambiguous answer.
He felt that the effect of yesterday's medicine had not been completely removed, and something was easy to get into trouble.
"Then, you talk with me," Su Xiaohan said in a low voice, "Even if you just listen to me, I can't sleep, and I don't dare to tell Yanran, for fear that she will laugh at my house."
As for Xia Xin, I know so much anyway. If you know something embarrassing, Su Xiaohan feels that there is no difference. It’s just 9 points of embarrassment. Let’s go with the one who is very embarrassing.
Xin felt a little relieved and smiled, "It's okay, tell me, I'm listening, I can't sleep either."
"Yeah." Su
Xiaohan responded softly, and she had held some words in her heart for too long and never dared to say them to others. However, she felt that even if Xia Xin said something, it wouldn't matter. Anyway, Xia Xin had seen it even more embarrassingly. Moreover, she felt that Xia Xin would not laugh at her with her gentleness.
Xiaohan's soft feather-like voice sounded, "Xia Xin, do you think my dad and my mom, how are they... matched?"
This…”
It's a difficult problem, and Xia Xin is not confident enough to evaluate other people's parents."
I don't know whether my uncles and aunts are, it's okay." Another ambiguous answer.
Xiaohan said calmly, "I think it's very disagreeable, right? I know, what everyone said, and what everyone said is basically right, because there is no love between my mother and my father. My mother said before that it's all because of me. If she didn't have me, she wouldn't marry my father."
...Don't talk nonsense, you will know that this kind of thing is an angry word at once. How could it be because of your relationship?"
Su Xiaohan narrated in a casual manner.
My personality is basically a copy of my mother. It may be genetics or I learned from her. When my mother was in school, she was like me, very well-behaved and obedient. She listened to the teacher and parents, and she studied very well, but she was very shy. She blushed when she said anything to a boy, just like me."
"At that time, my dad's family was still very rich. I heard from my mom that my dad was the rich second generation that everyone called, and his girlfriend had changed dozens of them, and then he fell in love with my mom."
"My mother was the school beauties at that time, and my father chased her, giving flowers, snacks, headphones, mobile phones, etc., but my mother was very shy and didn't usually contact boys. She only knew how to study and refused everything."
"My father started to threaten her with tough means, pull her out to play, and take her to watch movies or something. My mother is a good girl. She is very scared and dare not tell her teachers or parents about these things, afraid of being embarrassed. There is no love between them, only... Qiangxuan, one night, my father used force on my mother, which caused my mother to be pregnant with me. The process was that simple."
At that time, my mother was still in high school and couldn't hide it anymore. The school found out about this. The matter was a big deal, so my mother was punished and dropped out of school. At that time, my father's family was still powerful, so she gave me a betrothal gift to my mother's family. There was a lot of money in the betrothal gift, so my grandparents agreed. After all, they were all pregnant. If they didn't marry my father, my mother's reputation would be bad and no one would want it."
My mother is a very traditional person. She has given her body to the other party, and she has no other choice, so she just passed by my father. Even at that time, my father was fickle and changed his girlfriend in a few days because his family has money."
"Then my mother was waiting at home, waiting for him, even after I was born, this situation did not change. Every day I saw my mother working diligently and serving my father diligently, not daring to refute anything, and listening to my father everything. This also led to my father getting worse and taking other women home. My mother didn't dare to say anything at all."
"She is the kind of person who can marry a chicken and follow a chicken, and follow a dog and follow a dog. She listens to others and has no opinions. She only knows how to read books. She really only knows how to read books, only knows how to read books, and can't read anything else. Yes, she can still cry, just like me, exactly the same, I know." Su
Xiaohan said this, and his tone was choked, as if he was recalling the past, which made her tears unable to bear it anymore, and he whispered, "My mother is very pitiful."
She gently wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes and continued, "I have seen all the way over the years. All I can feel is pain. From my mother's eyes, my heart, the deep pain conveyed, as well as this broken and warm home, maybe another woman would sit on the dining table and change it in a few days."
My mother doesn’t love my dad, she just has to serve my dad obediently, she can’t live without my dad, and she has no shame to live. She just wants to live like this for the rest of her life. Just, alive, my dad doesn’t love my mom. He just needs a beautiful vase to put it at home. This is how I felt at that time.”
"Home is not like life, it just seems like living. My mother is alive, and I am alive."
"Until one day, my dad's family offended someone even more powerful, and I heard that it was not an offense. It was said that the other party wanted something important to my family. Then the people on my dad died, fled, and went abroad. Even grandparents were killed. The family was gone and their property was gone."
"My dad is related to it, he is not motivated, and he is lucky and no one pays attention to him. He runs away, but he is also in a sudden downturn."
Chapter completed!