Leng Xuetong doesn’t know what Xia Xin recalls. Tian’lai’s novel

She didn't know what Xia Xin had experienced. She could only judge from Xia Xin's expression that it must be an extremely painful memory.

The pain was so painful that Xia Xin wanted to die.

She didn't know what the relationship between Xia Xin and Xia Ye, and what the relationship between Xia family was, and she couldn't even get into it.

But, she could see that Xia Xin was in pain and Xia Ye was in pain.

What's wrong with this world?

Leng Xuetong took a lot of effort to get the unconscious Xia Xin to the bed and also helped Xia Xin take off her clothes.

After thinking about it, she went to get another towel and helped Xia Xin wipe the blood from her neck with difficulty. Then she came to the balcony, hugged her hands, and stared blankly at the stars outside.

It's really a turbulent time.

This time I have to go to that home again. Facing a large group of people, I am afraid I won’t be able to have a good time either.

She didn't even think about how to deal with it, and she didn't expect something happened to Xia Xin first.

Every night...

No one knows Xia Xin’s feelings for Xia Ye better than her.

She saw everything Xia Xin did in the past deeply.

If she can help, she will help a little bit.

She knew best that what supported Xia Xin to live was Xia Ye, and Xia Ye was the whole of his life.

However, Xia Ye, she actually couldn't see through it. She had long noticed that Xia Ye was not an ordinary child.

But she never thinks about the bad things.

Because she could also feel Xia Ye's strong dependence on Xia Xin.

She felt that Xia Xin was the whole story of Xia Ye.

The two have always depended on each other and no one can be missing.

Why do you have to do this, that woman...

"Leng Xuetong doesn't understand the worldly ways", this sentence is not entirely true.

She wouldn't do it, but she could understand some worldly things, and her heart was like a mirror.

However, she didn't want to be in the world, and was like everyone else, with the superficial perfunctory smile, the hypocritical politeness, and the unnecessary twists and turns of thoughts, looking forward and considering various concerns.

She doesn't like these.

She wants to be the real self.

Be firm in your own way, do what you want to do, don’t care about other people’s ideas, don’t do it just to make others happy and make others look up to your own affairs.

She doesn't want her life to become like that kind of woman.

They look elegant and dignified, graceful and noble, and surrounded by others. In fact, in Leng Xuetong's opinion, these people cannot be considered complete people. They are just puppets, puppets of interests, or puppets of power, or puppets of other things.

Do these people have their own souls?

What attracts her the most is Xia Xin's real spirit. She will not commit fraud or think about hypocrisy, politeness, and superficiality, just to improve others' evaluations.

For example, Xia Xin often works in the Love Society, which is not for the sake of others' eyes, but just because Xia Xin wants to do it himself.

At first she went there, but later she didn't know who spread the story of her frequent participation in the Love Society. Then the number of people in the Love Society increased sharply, and everyone rushed to do it, so she stopped going. It would be enough to have those people.

Also, Xia Xin often helps others, not to get anything, or to give me any rewards. Xia Xin doesn't care. He can do it just because he wants to do it.

Be the most authentic self.

In the world she lives in, this reality is almost non-existent.

And Xia Xin’s relationship with Xia Ye has always been very touching.

Leng Xuetong often asks herself, assuming she encounters something like Xia Xin.

If you exchange your identities with Xia Xin, you will lose your parents in your teens and not be favored by anyone. Do you really dare to take on such a sister? While you come out to make a living alone, you also have to take care of an ignorant sister. Can you be as strong as Xia Xin?

She wasn't sure, she felt that she couldn't do it.

She always felt that matter, background, appearance, and superficial things cannot determine a person's true value.

What determines a person's value should be the human soul.

A true soul that insists on oneself and implements one's own beliefs is extremely precious and noble!

Maybe this idea is a bit of a castle in the air, with a little unrealistic and innocent fantasy of a little girl.

But, she really thought so.

Xia Xin has a soul that others don’t have!

What did Xia Xin remember just now?

Then Leng Xuetong thought of her original environment again.

In the glitz and wealthy environment she was in, she would never see such a soul.

This time I went back, I lost the Yin-Yang Twin Jade. Even if my grandmother loves me, I am afraid she will not spare me...

She could even imagine the faces of some people at that time.

I really want to come whatever I want.

While thinking, a phone ringing rang, disturbing her thoughts.

Leng Xuetong looked at the electric display and thought to herself, trouble is coming.

As soon as I answered the phone, a female voice came from the cell phone.

"Oh, Miss Bao, our Princess Bao, aren't you here? This airs are so big. Everyone comes here three days in advance to accompany grandma to lively, but they're waiting for you."

Leng Xuetong had a cold face and replied lightly, "I have something to do here, and I will arrive on time. Is there anything wrong?"

"It's okay, my grandma misses you. I miss you earlier. There are so many of us, and I guess you can't make her happy yet. You don't know that at the dinner at Yeming Lake, my grandma asked you every once in a while, and she almost called you back in front of so many uncles and aunts. Sometimes I really envy you. No matter how much we do, it's better than you have to come back for a few days this year..."

"...I will go there as soon as possible, and I miss my grandma very much."

"Okay, then I'm so angry with you. Since you haven't come back in the past two days, I'll have been entrusting your exclusive 'Crystal Palace' for a few nights. I like the angle of looking at the stars here. Anyway, it's not something that belongs to you."

"It's up to you." Leng Xuetong thought to herself, look at the angle of the stars? Or look at my angle?

“…”

The two chatted perfunctorily for a few more words and then broke up the conversation.

Leng Xuetong could certainly hear a deeper meaning in the other party's words, with some demonstrations and intentional bullying.

The other party was mocking and implying that he was occupying the magpie's nest.

There are three meanings hidden in one sentence. Is this the so-called social communication?

Or is it interesting to be like this in the upper class?

Aren't you tired?

Why can't it be simpler and more real?

Leng Xuetong shook her head and decided not to think about her family anymore. She is now very worried about Xia Xin.

However, this kind of thing can only be done by Xia Xin himself.

There was a... disgusting hypocrisy on that woman.

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The next day, Leng Xuetong got up at six o'clock.

But Xia Xin did not get up.

As usual, she sat on the sand and watched TV quietly. Then when the clock on the wall turned to 8 o'clock, she gently opened the door of Xia Xin's room and glanced at it. Xia Xin was still sleeping with her head covering, so she didn't disturb her.

Leng Xuetong went downstairs to buy a cup of soy milk, 3 meat buns, then put it back on Xia Xin's bedside table, and then walked out of the room with quiet steps.

She came to school and dealt with the last bit of work left by the student union.

In the corridor, there were still sparse people saying hello to her, "Chairman Leng."

"Chairman Leng."

"Chairman Leng..."

Most of the people have already gone back.

Then, she met Bai Yu.

Bai Yu walked over with a smile, "You haven't left yet, why don't you have a meal together and tell you something..."

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To be continued...