Chapter 1138 Youth!(1/2)
Xia Xin stopped, gasped and tried hard to adjust, and he was breathing in a messy manner because of running.
Then he remembered Zeng Jun and his group in the outer hall again.
He was stopped at the security check and could not have been in.
Then, Zeng Jun and others looked at each other and understood.
Zhang Feng suddenly acted "epitable". He shook his hands and hugged the security check. He shook his whole body and shouted...
Then Zeng Jun accidentally knocked over everything next to him and fell on the security check...
While several people were surrounded by security checks, Xia Xin took the opportunity to run in.
I don’t know how many people are doing now, so I won’t be reported to the school.
Xia Xin was a little worried.
However, now is not the time to think about this...
Shu Yuewu stood there, neither leaving nor looking back, just clenched her fist, biting her teeth, and facing away from Xia Xin, as if she was waiting for something.
Xia Xin stood 1 meter behind Shu Yuewu, looking at Shu Yuewu's graceful back, opened his mouth and wanted to say something.
I had a lot to say before I came, but after seeing this familiar back, I didn’t know what to say.
Zhao Qing was not in a hurry to pick Shu Yuewu. Even though the radio had already announced her and Shu Yuewu's names several times, she turned a deaf ear.
Because she had never seen her always willful daughter show such a heartbreaking expression or such complex eyes.
She could feel that this was not just a parting, it was related to her daughter's growth throughout her life.
So, she didn't move, neither urging nor saying anything, just stood beside her, her eyes constantly swept across Xia Xin and Shu Yuewu's faces, waiting quietly.
After a while, Xia Xin spoke slowly, "Yuewu."
This familiar voice also made Shu Yuewu confirm again. Her eyes trembled, her body moved slightly, and she had the urge to turn over. However, she immediately held back and bit her lip and said, "Well, what else are you doing? At this time, shouldn't you hide at home and play games."
“…”
Xia Xin was so embarrassed that he really hid at home and played games.
Then, he shook his head, took a deep breath and said, "Yes, I want to say something to you."
"I wish me a good trip? Thank you so much, you can leave now."
The cold and ruthless words naturally ran out of their mouths.
Not even thinking through the brain.
Shu Yuewu bit her lips tightly. She knew very well in her heart that what she wanted to say was not these, and what she wanted to do was not this, but why, why, at this time, what she said and did was different from what she thought in her heart.
This shouldn't be the case.
This shouldn't be the case.
She vaguely felt what she really wanted. She gradually saw clearly what she was expecting in her heart, but at this time, she couldn't do it, she couldn't say it, and she couldn't do anything.
The closer you get, the more you are!
She has never been more scared than she is now.
Never!
He was so scared that he didn't even dare to turn around, and he didn't even have the courage to look at Xia Xin again.
She is a proud swan and a willful little princess. She cannot give in at such an important moment.
Absolutely not possible!
Only this time, absolutely not!
Because, at this moment, she finally understood what the "future" in Xia Xin's mouth was.
She cannot give in, cannot show her weakness, and cannot embarrass herself.
Because this is a very important time, whether to move towards the future or stay in place, the one who can step out must be a proud and noble self, not a cowardly and weak self.
But she is also lonely, weak, cowardly, and never dares to face her.
So, only this time.
She needs Xia Xin, and Xia Xin takes the initiative to do something to shorten the distance between the two, give her courage, give her confidence, and give her a firm reason.
Then, make a choice!
Shu Yuewu clenched her fists tightly, tried hard to support her body, and used tough and ruthless words to hide her inner weakness at this moment.
She is waiting...
In fact, anyone who came to see me off was said, "I wish me a good trip? Thank you so much, then you can leave now." Such ruthless words are a bit embarrassing.
The same is true for Xia Xin.
He scratched his cheeks a little embarrassedly, but he knew Shu Yuewu's usual personality and knew that this was the last moment, so he didn't care much about it.
Xia Xin took a deep breath and said, "I don't like farewell, and I hate farewell, because this is a very sad thing. However, I also know that if I don't meet each other today, I may never see you again."
“…”
Shu Yuewu clenched her fists all at once, and did not speak, nor did she turn her head.
Xia Xin just stood there, keeping the distance of 1 meter from Shu Yuewu, and continued, "Actually, now we..., I don't know if I should come. I'm still wondering whether I should come on the way, if it would be better if I didn't come."
Because it’s not said on TV that after breaking up, it’s best not to meet again, and that’s good for both parties.
Shu Yuewu asked quickly, "So, what are you doing here again?"
"Last time, when I was in the hotel, I saw you feeling very unhappy. Even if you smiled, you felt very unhappy, which made people a little worried, so I wanted to come over and see you."
"..." Shu Yuewu didn't say anything.
Zhao Qing's eyes wandered on the two of them, thinking that it was almost the same.
Xia Xin continued, "I, I don't know what it feels like to go abroad. I have never been abroad. I may not be able to understand your worries very much. However, I thought about it for a long time after that and understood your dream a little bit. I think if it was Yuewu you, there would definitely be no problem."
"You are so smart and powerful, you will definitely find a broader and more suitable stage to show your own on the stage of the world. As long as you are as confident as before and take nothing seriously, that is the best for you. One day, everyone will remember yours."
Xia Xin believed so firmly that Shu Yuewu was the most powerful.
Shu Yuewu sneered, "So, you are here to tell me, let me not worry, and move towards my dream with full confidence?"
“…”
Because, she once told Xia Xin that her dream is to stand on the most dazzling stage and bloom herself, as brilliant as fireworks, and shine on the night sky like a meteor. Even if it is enough for just a moment, she is satisfied.
She should not spend the best years in obscurity like this, and then slowly grow old. She wants to show herself and bloom herself. Even if it is like a flash in the pan, she hopes that in a moment, everyone will focus on themselves, and everyone will remember the name Shu Yuewu.
Xia Xin has always kept Shu Yuewu’s dream in his heart.
He felt that Shu Yuewu went to the best art academy to pursue her dreams.
Shu Yuewu clenched her fists tightly, her hands trembling, and said in a cold voice, "You said, you don't know if you want to come, would it be better if you don't come, so why are you coming?"
"You said, you don't know what it feels like to go abroad or my worries, so why do you speculate on my thoughts and speak for me without authorization." Shu Yuewu's voice was trembling.
"I..." Xia Xinyi didn't know how to answer.
"Hehe" Shu Yuewu sneered, "It's really like your style. Do you still come to comfort me at this time? I should have thought of this as it is. I should have understood it long ago, why do you still have to be lucky..."
“…”
"You said, you know my dream, then do you know why I have this dream?"
"……I have no idea."
"Do you know what school I went abroad and went to, then do you know who decided to go to where to go to school, and why?"
"..." Xia Xin didn't know either.
"You know I'm worried, you see I'm unhappy, then you know, what am I thinking?"
Shu Yuewu said this, and her voice suddenly became much louder, as if she was about to roar out the words in her heart, and shouted loudly, "Yes, you don't know, you don't know anything, why don't you know? Because you have never cared about it."
"You know my dream, but you never asked why I think so. You know I went abroad, but you never asked who I decided, why, where I want to go, what I want to do, you never asked a word. Even if you sit next to me, even if you see my worries and my unhappiness, you never asked me a word?"
"You have never asked me and never tried to know me more. That's right, why? Because you don't care at all, and you didn't want to go over to understand me and care about me."
"At this point, why are you still coming over to pretend to be a good person and pretending to care about me?"
When Shu Yuewu said this, she used all her strength and shouted at the top of her lungs, "Don't lie to others!!! You only have one sentence right. You shouldn't have come. Anyway, you have never cared about me, so why are you here to do? Don't be hypocritical."
"I……"
Xia Xin was speechless and couldn't speak. He didn't know how to explain.
He wanted to say that the truth was not like this, not what Shu Yuewu said, but at this time, he couldn't say anything.
He didn't want to continue talking to make Shu Yuewu even more angry.
Shu Yuewu raised her little face slightly, raised her proud neck as white as a swan, and said coldly, "Okay, you've been here, now, you can get out."
“…”
"Get out!!!"
To be continued...