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Chapter 5 Running away because of love

Since I woke up that day, I have been in a very busy state, always finding something to do for myself, and I have no time to think about it. However, when my master spoke so gently, tears suddenly flowed down my face. My master didn't stop me and looked at me who was extremely sad. After a long time, I said warmly: "Come and sit down."

I came to the cushion in front of him and sat down. The master asked me, "The boy from the Xu family sent a letter back. When talking about the incident that day, you fought against countless people in the evil spirit sect with one person. Even Fengmo and the master of the Kong Mansion suffered losses in your hands - this is not your strength, so it is it coming out, right?"

I nodded and said without any concealment: "Yes, it's out."

The master asked, "Why?"

I lowered my head, dared not look at the master's face, and then whispered: "Because of hatred..." The formation counted.

After a simple conversation, he roughly said the day. The master nodded, and did not continue to ask questions. Instead, he changed the subject and asked me: "Your Uncle Mao's disciple and your good brother Nour, I heard that they disappeared into a round vent with black light!"

I nodded, and then described the situation at that time. The master nodded and said, "Although I haven't seen it with my own eyes, the judgment of Taoist Master Wuchen in Laoshan Sect should be very likely..."

When I heard the Master’s words, my heart suddenly jumped, subconsciously sat up straight, and then asked my Master: “Can they survive?”

The master sighed and said in a deep voice: "Maybe, it's just right or wrong. It really depends on everyone's opportunities and luck - ambition. In the future, you should be able to discover that the more we know, the more we can understand our ignorance. There are indeed many places in this world that we cannot understand and cannot reach. Some people cannot even reach. Not knowing does not mean that they do not exist. So no matter what, please keep your expectations for this world, which may be more positive than being confused at this moment..."

The words of the master were too mysterious. I understood a little, but there were still many things that I couldn't grasp. When he saw a depressed expression on my face, he couldn't bear it and nodded and agreed to me, "Okay, I can help you find it."

I was overjoyed by the Master’s promise. I must know that he has never been a person who likes to make promises. Since I said that, there is naturally a way.

After talking about this, the master asked me again, what were my plans for the future.

In front of my master, I didn't have much thought of hiding it. I told him about my confusion and confusion over the past few days, as well as my self-reflection thinking. Listening to my mental journey, the master did not speak, but always acted as a listener. After waiting for me to confess all my thoughts, he sighed and said, "In fact, your behavior of rushing forward was the most reasonable. If you were afraid of things, I was afraid that the person would have succeeded. And everyone behind me would probably not be able to survive in front of Maitreya who used the power of the dragon vein - it was just wronged you..."

The special service team used their blood and life to achieve the victory of the Dongying Victory and saved countless lives. However, afterwards, the rewards of merits must be half of the merits and fall on others.

Of course, this is second. The team of special service that has lost many members has been in name only and has no combat effectiveness for a long time.

Facing the master's question, after a long period of silence, I told him that I wanted to go out for a walk.

Yes, I walk around without the purpose of doing tasks in the place before. Instead, I follow my own heart, travel around the world, measure the mountains, rivers and waters between the world with my feet, and experience the mediocre people living between the world with my heart.

Because I found that only in this way can I forget the pain in my heart and not wake up in my sleep every day and night.

When he heard my thoughts, the master was a little surprised, then he smiled and nodded, saying, "What is Tao? Nature is Tao - Nature is the Tao - Nature is the supreme, nature is the heart of heaven but without intention, doing it without intention, thinking that inaction makes people retreat and want to eliminate delusions, cut off their material nature, and use their own nothingness to clarify the delusions of others. You can think of this as an enlightenment. Over the years, you have been busy in the court. Although you have not lost your cultivation, we practitioners are one of the arts and the other are the Tao. Only by elevating our understanding of the rules of the world to a certain level can we be less weak than others!"

With the support of my master, I finally felt a little relieved. I asked my master and talked about my many questions about my practice. I asked him why he was also a body, so why was it used by the devil to kill all directions, but I seemed so helpless in front of those masters.

Master looked at me deeply, and then said to me: "All things in the world are in the word "enlightenment". It is an opportunity for you to practice the immortals and guide the way of heaven. However, everything needs to be progressive step by step. This is the law of things. Master leads you in, and I can only teach you to embark on this path. However, many things in the world can only be understood, not given, and cannot be said. You will understand and understand this matter in the future - I look forward to you for a day, and I hope you can carry the banner of Maoshan and continue to walk..."

This is the first time that my master told me about the future. I always feel that there is a lot of meaning in his words, so I quickly advised him, saying that Master is in his prime, so why should I think too much?

The master smiled and did not say much, but looked into the distance. I followed the sound, but saw that Master Li was sitting cross-legged in front of the cave not far ahead. At this time, he seemed extremely old compared to the past, with his eyebrows falling down, giving people a sense of immortality. Master Li closed his eyes and sat cross-legged, and I quickly stood up and saluted him, but he did not respond. Instead, the master next to me said to me: "He has entered a state of meditation, wandering in Taixu, you can't wake up - Zhicheng, your Master Li has done a lot for you, but you don't know it. I hope that when you invite the demon again in the future, you must remember yourself, otherwise you will hurt his heart..."

Li Daozi, this old Taoist who has always been silent and cold, is used to being serious and does not swear to me, but I know that he still has a lot of expectations for me.

This kind of expectation is not obvious, but it is everywhere - like fatherly love.

That day I had a whole night of communication with my master. For several days afterwards, I had been in the cave where my master was in seclusion, listening to the teachings. Li Daozi was beside him. He would occasionally wake up, but he just rolled his eyelids, then closed his eyes and entered into meditation again, not communicating with me, but I could feel that he knew that I was back. In the past few days, I learned a lot from my master. These things were not so-called Taoist scriptures or sword moves or means, but their perception of Tao, the existence and understanding of this world, and the entire natural structure.

Such experience is the most precious. It is really enviable that such a famous figure in the world as a master.

I stayed in Maoshan for seven days. Except for the first few days of communicating with my master, I met many brothers and acquaintances in the rest of the time, but I didn't go to see Junior Sister Xiaoyan. Even she came to me several times, but I avoided it.

I have not changed my mind, nor have I fall in love with others. The reason I have disappeared is because I am afraid.

The four of the Noor and the Special Service team all left this world because of me. It is hard for me to imagine that if Xiaoyan’s junior sister was also implicated by me, her beauty was poor and died young, would I be able to live in this world without breaking down and being strong?

I don't know, so I'm afraid, so I'm afraid that the disasters on me will bring some trouble to junior sister Xiaoyan, so I chose to avoid it in a mess.

I dare not see her again before I figured it out.

Even though I love her.

At this time, when I thought of Xiaoyan's junior sister, her sweet and sweet smile and gentle temperament did not appear in my mind. If it were countless bloody blood, and the song "Jiangchengzi" written by Su Shi: "Ten years of life and death are vast, and I will never forget it if I don't think about it. There is no place to talk about desolation in the lonely tomb for thousands of miles. Even if we meet, we will not recognize each other, and our faces are covered with frost..."

I didn't want to "look at each other without words, but only tears flowed", so I didn't care about the surprise of others, and left Maoshan in a panic and returned to Kyoto. Deputy Director Song saw that I returned to the team so early, and was a little surprised. He asked me if I had finished the matter? I replied that it was basically OK. Then Deputy Director Song also greeted me a few words, and then the phone ring at the desk rang. He took it and heard it twice, and suddenly became very serious, and his back straightened. After hanging up the phone, he took a deep breath and said to me: "Zhicheng, Mr. Wang is looking for you..."

The so-called "General Wang" is naturally Wang Hongqi, the shadow director of the General Administration. This powerful practitioner who is known by my master as the most stable person in the world, is really surprising to see me. You must know that, let alone me, even the leaders of the four departments of the General Administration may not be able to see him once.

After receiving the call from the General Administration, I naturally did not dare to slack off. I came to the small red brick building where Wang Hongqi worked. The place was very tight, tight on the outside and loose on the inside. When I saw Wang Hongqi for the second time, he was still a bald old man wearing reading glasses reading a newspaper. After he asked me to sit down, he did not talk to me more, but said to me directly: "Chen Zhicheng, two things, the first thing is, Ludong's thing, I did a good job, I would like to thank you on behalf of the General Administration; the second thing is the special service team, where should we go in the future?"
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