"Tell me that life is beautiful, and you should also welcome every day with your own beautiful side." When I returned to the private room to make a list, my mind was full of your words repeating.

"It seems that I haven't taken a shower for a year. Everyone looks at me with disgust. I don't care, because this won't do anything to me. I can still make money by placing orders, but after paying off the debt, I feel that I can just send some money to my younger brother and sister every month.

I don’t need to work as hard as before, but I don’t know what I want to do, so I can only continue to make orders. Now I can’t do anything except make orders.

It was not until I met you that I realized that I had lost myself. In the past year, I have never lived for myself. I live for debt and for my family. I decided to live for myself once, so I went to take a shower, changed my clothes, and wanted to be a brand new self." After Zhang Bing said that, he drank the coke again, and clamped the empty coke can with one hand and clattered it.

Su Chen took down the empty coke can in Zhang Bing's hand and replaced him with a new can.

"Do you hate your mother?" Su Chen asked. Su Chen didn't know why he suddenly asked this. Maybe he thought of himself.

"When she told me that I couldn't support me in school, I hated me, but after thinking about it all night, I felt relieved. After all, she was my mother. What else could I do to her? So the next day I took the train to Huacheng!" Zhang Bing said.

"You are not me, and you have no feelings, how can you understand the feeling of being heartbroken now?" Ye Yan, who had never dared to speak next to him, finally spoke. He felt that Su Chen and Zhang Bing did not understand him. He was heartbroken now and did not want to study, but Su Chen and Zhang Bing did not understand. He was heartbroken, heartbroken, heartbroken!

"Ha, do you think I am poor and have no feelings if I look average? Although our living standards may be different, our spirit is equal. I also have people I like, but I don't have the qualifications to have her. I am not worthy of her because I am not outstanding enough." Zhang Bing opened the jar of new coke and started drinking it.

"Is it the project cost girl?" Su Chen asked.

"Yeah!" Zhang Bing returned to his taciturn appearance.

"But I feel very lonely now, and no one cares about me!" Ye Yan still had the same face as if he deserved a beating.

Su Chen glanced at Ye Yan, shook his head gently, and said, "No one cares too much about you unless you are handsome or on the verge of death."

Zhang Bing nodded silently after hearing Su Chen's words.

"But I think I'm very handsome!" Ye Yan said.

Su Chen and Zhang Bing both turned their heads in surprise and looked at Ye Yan, "Why are there such shameless people?"

"I think you may have any misunderstandings about yourself, but it doesn't matter, confidence is a good thing!" Su Chen said.

"It's right!" Zhang Bing also echoed.

"Life is not just about the misery in front of you, but also about poetry and the fields in the distance." Su Chen said.

"I tell you what is true loneliness. Back then, I left my hometown thousands of miles away and came to Huacheng. It was the night when I got off the train. When I saw the lights of thousands of families, I felt that I was truly lonely, because none of the lights of thousands of families belonged to me. I had nowhere to put my body. Where did the poem and distance come from?" Zhang Bing finished drinking the coke again, and clamped the coke can and clattered.

Su Chen silently took the coke can in Zhang Bing's hand again and replaced him with a new can.

"But people always have dreams. The trough is left withered in the dry rut, and the twilight will turn into a dry place. If a person has no ambition, what is the difference between him?" Su Chen said.

Ye Yan:???

Zhang Bing:???

Zhang Bing and Ye Yan looked at Su Chen with a confused look on their faces, with their eyes clearly saying: "What are you talking about? Can you speak human words?"

"Oh, sorry, I thought I was in class, and translated it in a simple way, what is the difference between a person without dreams and a salted fish!" Su Chen, when he saw the confused expressions of the two, translated it again embarrassedly.

"My dream when I was a child was to be an Internet administrator, and I could access the Internet for free every day. How great it was. Later, I was reluctant to get a doctorate and missed a great opportunity to become an Internet administrator!" Su Chen said sadly.

Ye Yan:???

Zhang Bing:???

"Later, I had a conflict with my dad and I ran out. My dream became a sword to go around the world. However, my lack of money disrupted my plan. I could only become a teacher and at the same time, I started a live broadcast and made some money to survive." Su Chen continued.

Ye Yan: "If I understand this sentence, it's still human words. At least everyone is poor."

"What are you going to do in the future? Continue to go into the Internet cafe and stay in that small private room to make orders?" Su Chen asked Zhang Bing. Su Chen didn't really want Zhang Bing to stay in this small private room. If possible, Su Chen would ask Zhang Bing to study.

"I don't know, I don't know what else I can do except make orders?" Zhang Bing opened the coke can again and took another bite. Now Zhang Bing is really confused. He has no life plan. He has lived for his family for his first half of his life, and has never planned for himself.

"Do you still want to continue studying? Maybe I can help you!" Su Chen said his thoughts directly.

"Do you study? Maybe two years ago I would be willing and want to go to school regardless of everything, but now, I am eighteen years old, and when I go back to class, I feel that I will not be able to accept the strange eyes of other classmates. I don't know what else can I do except make orders?"

Zhang Bing now feels that he can no longer adapt to the classroom environment in the school. He himself is also confused and does not want to go to school, but he does not want to continue to stay in the Internet cafe to make orders.

"People can not go to school, but they cannot not study. Since you don't want to go back to class to study, I won't force you anymore. But you also have to use your spare time to read more books, read more news from various news media, and learn more about the world. This is also a kind of learning.

Or, come with me. I am doing live broadcast now. You can come to my partner to do live broadcast. I will pay you a salary, but the salary may not be much. I also want to see how much money I can earn in live broadcast. I will give you a share at that time. You can consider what you want to do in the future during the live broadcast with me? You can leave anytime you want, and I won’t stop you. I still have free room, which is better than living in that small private room for Internet cafes!"

Su Chen suddenly thought of this method. When Su Chen learned about the game live broadcast industry, he found that someone was a double-row live broadcast. The effect was pretty good and easy to get points. By the way, he also gave Zhang Bing a chance to ease and let him spare some time for his own way out to think.

"Is this OK?" Zhang Bing was moved. He knew about the live broadcast, but he had never tried it, and he wanted to try it too.

"Yes, you can go home with me later. I live alone. You can come at any time. Anyway, I live alone, and there are so many rooms." Su Chen said. It felt boring to live alone during this period. I missed the time I lived with my roommate in college. At least there were people who could chat at night. Now if Zhang Bing could be brought over to live with me, there would be more people to talk.
Chapter completed!