Section 32 Retain (4)
It was almost dark when he came out of Chiang Kai-shek. Zhuang Jihua was depressed and could not leave. He had no intention of eating. He went back to sleep. Before he could go to the headquarters guesthouse, he met Song Yunfei who was looking for him. Song Yunfei told him that Liu Yinshu was coming to find him, and it seemed that there was something urgent.
Zhuang Jihua hurried back to the guesthouse and saw Liu Yinshu walking around the room restlessly. When he saw him coming back, he immediately came over to hold his hand and walked out, saying that he would follow me quickly. Something happened to Tian and Huiqin's sister-in-law.
Zhuang Jihua was so crazy that Li Zhilong had something wrong again. The two of them were impatient and asked while walking Zhuang Jihua. It turned out that Li Zhilong wrote a ** statement in order to get out of prison, but he regretted it after coming out. He was not thinking about food all day long. Pan Huiqin was afraid that he could not think of it, so he secretly hid his gun. Li Zhilong couldn't find the gun, so he rushed to find Pan Huiqin in desperation. The two started to make a fuss. Liu Yinshu happened to see Pan Huiqin. Seeing this, he was so scared that he hurried to find Zhuang Jihua.
After hearing this, Zhuang Jihua was amused and crying. He thought Li Zhilong had been arrested again. He shook off Liu Yinshu's hand and said, "It's no big deal. Zaitian is in a bad mood. It will be fine after a while."
"He took out all the knife." Liu Yinshu said, slapped his chest.
Zhuang Jihua thought about it. Li Zhilong was released from prison, so he should go see him. Think about it, Jiang Xianyun broke off his friendship with him. I am afraid no one would go to see him on the ** side. He has many enemies on the Kuomintang side, so no one would go to see him. Now he is difficult enough.
"Let's go and have a look." Zhuang Jihua said to Liu Yinshu: "Don't worry. There will be no trouble."
Li Zhilong no longer lives in Wende Building. The day after he was released from prison, he moved out of Wende Building and rented a small room on Shibafang Street. When Zhuang Jihua arrived, the war between the couple had subsided. Pan Huiqin received them with red eyes. The room was relatively small. The room seemed crowded. Li Zhilong sat on a single bench and smoked hard, and he didn't stand up even when he saw Zhuang Jihua coming.
"Sister-in-law, don't be busy, let's go out to eat. We ran around one day today, but before we could eat, I starved to death." Zhuang Jihua said to Li Zhilong.
Pan Huiqin is actually just acting, and there is nothing at home. Although Li Zhilong's income is high, most of the party dues have been paid. He has always been generous and has very little savings. Although the person has come out now, no one pays attention. The lieutenant general is gone, and the director is gone, nothing is gone.
"Are you here to laugh at me?" Li Zhilong asked coldly.
"I laughed at you, why should I laugh at you?" Zhuang Jihua was stunned.
Pan Huiqin snorted: "Cultural Revolution. He is like this now. No matter who sees him or smiles at him, he thinks he is laughing at him."
Zhuang Jihua was silent, and after a long time, he said: "In Tian, you have a knot in your heart. I'll untie it for you. Haven't you always wanted to know why I didn't participate in the Qingjun Association or **? I'll tell you later."
Li Zhilong was a little surprised. He and Jiang Xianyun had discussed these two issues many times. They couldn't understand them. Unexpectedly, Zhuang Jihua took the initiative to mention them today. He grabbed a piece of clothing and put them on his body, followed Zhuang Jihua without saying a word.
Liu Yinshu and Pan Huiqin walked behind together. Liu Yinshu slowed down and waited until the distance between the front and back widened, he quietly handed Pan Huiqin a roll of money, and said quietly in Pan Huiqin's ear: "What I asked me to give to you in the Cultural Revolution, sister-in-law, please take it first and respond to the emergency."
Pan Huiqin refused, and Liu Yinshu whispered: "Sister-in-law, take it, why don't he turn around and say mine." As he said that, he stuffed the money into her handbag.
Pan Huiqin said with tears in his eyes: "I see that among his many friends, only the Cultural Revolution is his real friend. After being out for so few days, only the Cultural Revolution has visited him."
As he said that, Pan Huiqin burst into tears again, Liu Yinshu quietly comforted him. When they went downstairs, Zhuang Jihua and Li Zhilong had been waiting there. When Li Zhilong saw that the two of them came out, he said impatiently: "What are you rubbing behind? Move quickly."
Like a young wife, Pan Huiqin dared not argue and lowered her head, and got on the rickshaw with Liu Yinshu.
There were still four people, but their mood was completely different. Before, Li Zhilong was full of energy, and Zhuang Jihua was full of thoughts and tried hard to persuade him. Although Zhuang Jihua couldn't say that he was full of energy, Li Zhilong was already in a state of dismay. After losing the belief that supported him to move on, he didn't know where to go.
"Congratulations on your release from prison first." When he arrived at the hotel's private room, Zhuang Jihua raised his glass and drank a drink. Li Zhilong followed silently.
Putting down the wine glass, Li Zhilong suddenly looked up and stared at Zhuang Jihua and asked, "Did you know I had the result of this?"
"I don't know, I just know that you are in danger, but I don't know the final result." Zhuang Jihua replied: "I reminded you again and again, but you never took it to your heart."
Li Zhilong remembered Zhuang Jihua's reminder to him, and was a little annoyed, but also a little unwilling to accept it: "You have always told me to approach Chiang Kai-shek, are you aware that he is going to attack me?"
"In the field, you can wake up." Zhuang Jihua sighed: "The Zhongshan ship is a conspiracy. The principal was fooled by others, otherwise you would be so easy to come out."
"Scamdled? Then why did you still make him..." Pan Huiqin's eyes turned red again.
"Sister-in-law, I'm not defending the principal." Zhuang Jihua turned to Pan Huiqin and said, "When it was discovered that it was a conspiracy, the principal could no longer get out of the stage. He surrounded the advisory group and Wendelou... and did everything he should do. At that time, he would stop, and he would probably be the one who went to jail. By the same token, why can't ** come forward to rescue Zaitian? Because the Soviet Union wanted him to cooperate with the principal, he could only admit that Zaitian was deceived by others. So this fictitious thing became real under the political interests of both parties."
Zhuang Jihua opened the back of this incident to them. Li Zhilong's heart was cut and his whole body was trembling. Pan Huiqin and Liu Yinshu were stunned. Cold, a biting cold spread in the room; quiet, dead, suffocating silence. Liu Yinshu and Pan Huiqin picked up the wine in front of them at the same time, hoping that the alcohol could bring some warmth.
"Politics is dirty, and politicians don't have any clean land. No exceptions are found in ancient and modern times, both in China and abroad." Liangjue Zhuang Jihua sighed.
Li Zhilong drank in big mouthfuls, swallowing the wine and tears together, and the truth revealed shattered his last slight fantasy. Zhuang Jihua didn't stop him and just looked at him sympathetically.
After drinking several drinks, Li Zhilong stopped as if he was venting, and the room fell into silence again. After a long time, Zhuang Jihua looked at Li Zhilong and said, "I know there is something wrong with you, that is, **. You don't care about the lieutenant general or director. What you care about is this, is that right?"
Li Zhilong's eyes turned red and he lowered his head. Then he nodded.
"Do you know how I view the game of faith?" Zhuang Jihua asked himself, and without waiting for Li Zhilong to answer, he said: "Faith is actually a worldview and methodology; view of the world and the method of transforming the world; do you agree with me if I say this?"
Li Zhilong nodded after thinking about it.
Zhuang Jihua also said: "Since it is a worldview and methodology, everyone will look at the world with different perspectives at every stage of growth. The three-year-old child’s vision of the world is different from the ten-year-old child’s vision of the world; the twenty-year-old man’s vision of the world is different; the twenty-year-old man’s vision of the world is different; when he is thirty, he believes in **, and when he is 50, he believes in the Three Principles of the People, it is nothing, it is just a kind of understanding, faith is not so mysterious or so sacred."
Li Zhilong raised his head and looked at Zhuang Jihua with a big mouth. His sacred faith was like a toy for children in Zhuang Jihua's mouth. He picked it up if he wanted to. He threw it away if he wanted to.
"The fundamental reason why I don't participate in ** is that I do not agree with this worldview and methodology. I divide the world by class and develop society through struggle; the way of dividing classes is even more ridiculous, the standard is the only one, rich or poor. The one without money is the proletariat. The rich are the bourgeoisie; regardless of their personal morality; then I ask you, is the leader of the Soviet Union proletariat or the bourgeoisie? He says he is the proletariat. But he lives in villas, cars, drinks famous wine, and wears clothes made of high-blocking cloth; he says he is the bourgeoisie, but these things are called the name of state property, as if not his; it is not his, but it is actually an excuse, and it should be said that they are all his."
Li Zhilong was a little annoyed when he heard this. He instinctively disgusted and attacked him: "Divide the world by class is the essence of Marx's philosophy. Comrade Stalin's property belongs to the state, but only to him. If he does not serve as the leader of the state, these things will be returned to the state."
"So he will always be the leader of the country." Zhuang Jihua interrupted Li Zhilong: "So as long as possible, the Soviet leaders will continue to be there until they die of old age. "If it is barely reasonable to divide the world into class, I think that the world is originally divided into rich and poor; but in the current socialist economic theory, how to build a society is very absurd, and the state purchases and sales are unified. Look at this store, we will reason about what will happen under unified purchases and sales in the Soviet Union according to the Soviet Union.
"Zhuang Jihua said to Li Zhilong, and Li Zhilong nodded confusedly: "According to the Soviet Union, this store belongs to the country. The country pays the manager and the store pays the business income every month. Regardless of whether the business in the store is good or bad, the manager and the manager and the money will be the same. So what will happen? When the customer comes, it is not for the meal, but for the angry one. The guy can ignore you. The chef's dishes can be very difficult to eat. Do you like to eat or not, anyway, my salary will not be small."
This? Li Zhilong was stunned, but think about it, it seems like this. Since the business of the hotel has nothing to do with the operator, why should you worry about whether there are customers? But this is not right, it shouldn't be like this. Li Zhilong felt that some things didn't catch them, but he couldn't say it. Of course he couldn't say it. These economic theories will not be gradually established until the era of chief designers.
"You want to talk about ideological education, right?" Zhuang Jihua said what he wanted to say before Li Zhilong asked: "I don't know if it can be done, but I know that I remembered a teacher. I went to A Shu's school some time ago and heard a teacher say that the purpose of Confucianism educates the emperor into a saint, then the ministers into saints, and then officials educate the people into saints. It has been two thousand years since Confucianism has not succeeded. In the field, how many years do you think it will take you to succeed?"
"How can we compare this way? We are proletariat." Li Zhilong asked in disbelief and unconvinced.
"The words are different. Do you know? There is an economist who said that there are no poor people in this world, and there are only those who treat the rich." Zhuang Jihua said with a smile, Liu Yinshu burst out laughing, Pan Huiqin was red in her eyes but couldn't help laughing.
"Who is so bored? What did you hear about in the United States? The conscience was eaten by a dog." Li Zhilong looked at Zhuang Jihua suspiciously.
Zhuang Jihua did not answer but continued: "As long as you are a human being, you will have selfishness. Maybe not when you are young, will you have when you are old? For example, you will have children soon. Do you want your children to receive a good education, do you want them to have a good work and life in the future? I think, that is your selfishness."
Just like in the past life, many officials were willing to be "servants" in China, but they did not want their children to be masters, and they sent their children to capitalist society for exploitation.
"There are very few people who can truly worry about the world before they are happy, at least I can't do it. And I think you, not only you, but many party members now cannot do it."
"I have said so much, just to tell you that if your faith is gone, you can find another faith." Zhuang Jihua said to Li Zhilong indifferently.
"Then what do you believe in?" Li Zhilong felt desperate and gave up on himself. Today, Zhuang Jihua ruthlessly uncovered the lid, causing him to feel more painful.
"If you are talking about political beliefs, then I tell you. I don't have real political beliefs." Zhuang Jihua admitted: "I do what I think is right. For example, joining Huangpu is because I think China needs the most to achieve national standards now, so I join Huangpu. Everything else can change. I have no political beliefs, but I have my moral standards. I do things according to my moral standards, and I am worthy of my heart and human beings."
Li Zhilong didn't expect that Zhuang Jihua's answer would be so frank. He looked at Zhuang Jihua foolishly. Maybe it was because of this that he would come to see him. Maybe it was because of this that he advised him desperately. Thinking of this, his eyes turned red.
He poured himself a glass of wine and stood up: "You, Zhuang Wenge, are my friend. No matter how you change in the future, you will be my friend."
"What are we not friends!" Zhuang Jihua stood up with a smile: "Tomorrow I will go find Director Deng and ask him to find a way to help you find a job."
"No, I'll go by myself." Li Zhilong said frankly.
"Okay, stand up wherever you fall and let those people see that you, Li Zaitian, was not knocked down." Zhuang Jihua was really happy now. Li Zhilong's hurdle needs to be overcome by himself. He is planning to go over now.
After seeing off Li Zhilong, Liu Yinshu held Zhuang Jihua's arm and the two walked slowly towards the school. The slightly fishy sea breeze accompanied them, and there were few pedestrians on the street. Occasionally, a rickshaw driver came up to ask questions, but they refused.
"Ashu, I want to say sorry for something," Zhuang Jihua's words woke up Liu Yinshu who was intoxicated.
"What's the matter?"
"I can't leave." Zhuang Jihua said in embarrassment: "The principal will not let me go."
"Ah!" Liu Yinshu stopped. She was very worried, especially after hearing Zhuang Jihua's inside story about the Zhongshan ship and land just now, it made her scared. It was so terrible. Li Zhilong was obviously wronged, but no one was willing to avenge him, and even had nowhere to avenge him.
"Can't you just stop doing it?" Liu Yinshu's eyes turned red, and her words were filled with crying voices.
Zhuang Jihua pulled her into his arms and hid in a corner.
"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid," Zhuang Jihua felt a little regretful in his heart. He shouldn't say anything about Liu Yinshu's ground: "Don't worry, I won't be like Zaitian. Look, I've always been very cautious."
"But, but..." Liu Yinshu hugged him tightly in a hurry, as if he was afraid that he would be taken away by something.
"It's okay, it's okay, my dear." Zhuang Jihua murmured in her ears: "Don't worry, it's okay, it's too proud to suffer losses in the field. I'm different from him. I have always been very modest, and I have a good relationship with the principal, which can protect me." Liu Yinshu hugged him tightly, and suddenly raised his head and kissed his mouth, so crazy and so obsessed.
After kissing Liu Yinshu, Zhuang Jihua returned to the army the next day, and the 24th Regiment arrived at the First Division, but the First Division moved to Dongguan. After the reorganization, the three commanders of the First Division were Zhuang Jihua, the First Regiment, Sun Yuanliang, and Xue Yue, the Third Regiment.
Except for Xue Yue, everyone else is an old acquaintance. Xue Yue was a former subordinate of Xu Ji, and in the Liao case, Xu's unit was disarmed, so he was transferred to the Huangpu clan. He was originally idle. After reorganizing the Sichuan Army, he was activated and served as the commander of the First Division. Xue Yue was not interested in Zhuang Jihua. He believed that Zhuang Jihua had never fought any wars at a young age and became the deputy division commander. He was the kind of person who was promoted by relationships, so he had complaints in private.
Sun Yuanliang whispered: "The Cultural Revolution was not based on relationships. You, Xue Boling, can fight, but the ability to fight the Cultural Revolution is not smaller than that of you. If you don't talk about anything else, or the Battle of Zhangmutou, you will just reorganize 20,000 Sichuan troops. Can you, Xue Boling?"
Xue Yuexin said that you are all Huangpu classmates, so of course you have to talk to him. If you can do it or not, you will still talk about it after you see it.
Zhuang Jihua quickly fulfilled his wish. At the first military meeting, Zhuang Jihua came up with his training plan and asked all the teachers to implement the plan according to this plan.
Chapter completed!