Chapter 32 The fireworks are bright
Relying on the metal street lights, Han Tie came down, and the surrounding weeds and locust trees covered most of his figure. On this dark night, especially without the street lights, you won’t notice him without paying attention. Even if someone happens to find himself, Han Tie will take out his smartphone and pretend to be a student playing with his mobile phone to cool off. I guess there is nothing strange about others.
Year by year, I am twenty-one years old in the blink of an eye. The years left many marks on me, but they also left sadness and helplessness. The long road of life has just begun, but at this moment, Han Tie felt the fatigue of his heart.
In life, who can do without desires and desires, and with desires, many pursuits will arise, and repeated loss, pain, disappointment and pain will turn into regrets, which will remain in the memory and mind, and will turn into sighs and distracting thoughts. Many distracting thoughts are immersed in the depths of the soul, covering up the innocent feelings of the past. Perhaps the so-called maturity is just a helpless compromise for the world, the so-called flattery and flattery is to better adapt to this society. Once the vulgarity is gone, it will accumulate enough and you can numbly look at the beliefs you once insisted on.
Something is wrong.
Something was wrong.
Han Tie realized that there was something wrong with him, his thoughts were so messy and he expressed so many feelings, which was not normal.
He is not a sentimental person, and he does not have so much dissatisfaction with the country and society. Even though he sees many unfair phenomena reported in the news, in his eyes, it is normal for this steady and rapid developing country. It is true that there are many poor people in society that need sympathy and help, but they cannot deny the whole story because of individual cases.
China's overall operation is stable, and the various welfare benefits to the general public are gradually improving, and the legal construction is also improving. These are obvious to all. Everything needs to be gradual. The country is gradually improving and no longer regressing. Even if it goes slower, it is still exciting. Just like a person, a sickly person, strengthening himself, exercising every day, and the exercise cycle is gradual. If you want to become a fat man in one bite, you want to become a strong man for a few days. In the end, even if you really get it, you will lose more than you get. If you do not have anything too much, you need to grasp a degree.
Why did I feel this emotion? Han Tie couldn't help but examine his own changes in his mind.
Although the Nightmare Liquid strengthens his mind, it may also hide potential dangers. When he experienced the strengthening of the liquid, he was prepared to face the side effects brought by the strengthening of the liquid.
"Why do I complain and sigh about life?"
Han Tie, who suddenly woke up, couldn't help but think that he was pragmatic. Even if what he was thinking just now would not appear on him, he knew himself.
"Although I got the watch, I did not gain the power of superman. At this stage, there will be no stingy thoughts."
He couldn't know if there was a problem in his mind, but the origin of the liquid was to absorb red unknown particles stripped out of the mental power of more than 30 passengers through nightmare, and restore it backwards. The scarlet liquid must be mental power. It enters his mind and strengthens his own spiritual power.
Han Tie's expression gradually became solemn. He lowered his head and carefully examined his own changes and speculated on the possible reasons from it.
If there is a problem with the mind, then things will be big. The mind is the basis for a person to produce "I". If the mind mutates, then the self will become another "I". Being connected with me is the self. If there is a problem with the "I", even if you survive, is it still yourself? It turns into a confused and crazy person. Many of the mad asylums are models, and the will of "I" disappears.
"How can my mind be affected by mere stock liquid? My future will surely be interpreted endlessly, so how can I not control mere stock liquid."
Han Tie said to himself with a firm tone that he was saying these words for himself, and he used his heroic spirit to suppress his chaos.
Feeling that the mind is no longer full of distracting thoughts, Han Tie suddenly understood that the growth of mental power must be controlled by a matching will. Otherwise, as long as your thoughts change, the mental power beyond your master will involve many distracting thoughts hidden deep in the heart. The distracting thoughts will consume your own mental energy and let your subjective consciousness process a large amount of spam information, immerse yourself in the memory and feelings, and cannot extricate yourself, fall into a dead cycle, until you collapse.
This explains why you feel the fatigue in your heart, and Han Tie thinks highly active.
Positioning one's future as endless possibilities for interpretation increases self-confidence and self-recognition, so that subjective will no longer deal with the spam information in the past memories.
Now his emotions have returned to calm, but Han Tie knew that he must find a way to strengthen his own will. Only a strong will can coordinate the sudden increase in spirit. Otherwise, as long as his emotions fluctuate in the future, his spirit will connect with distracting thoughts hidden in his mind, and he will fall into exhaustion and eventually disappear. Then the possible consequences of this inferred possibility are naturally self-evident. Crazy will be more painful than death, because he tortures his relatives.
The mind and will, as well as self-main consciousness, Han Tie is positioned in this way. When there is nothing wrong, he has read some philosophical books, and then he has formed even self-awareness.
The abstract mental will and subjective consciousness are compared to the product of current scientific civilization - the aircraft. Mental power is like the mechanical physical structure of the aircraft. Will is the highly intelligent operating system of the aircraft. Han Tie's self-subjective consciousness is the aircraft pilot. If you want to drive the aircraft forward, subjective consciousness alone cannot be used. Only by matching and cooperating with each other can you fly the aircraft in the blue sky. If any problem occurs on either side, it will be the consequence of a collapse on the entire line.
When humans evolve wisdom, the spirit, will, and mind are connected, closely connected, and grow together. Even if they are hit hard and exhausted, the spiritual will and self-consciousness will be automatically adjusted. One side consumes, the other side will transform itself and make up for it. People will slowly get out of pain. The human body itself is the most precise mechanical body, and the soul and soul are even more mysterious.
"bump……"
A brilliant colorful light flashed across my cheeks, and then a roar sounded.
Hearing the sound, Han Tie raised his head, just like a red light spot the size of a thumb rushed from the ground into the air, which was particularly eye-catching in the dark night, allowing him to see it at a glance. The red light spot, with an unyielding momentum, rose into the air and flashed suddenly, and then a huge explosion sounded, and a colorful spark slowly unfolded in the air, turning into a huge and dazzling firework.
“It’s Dragon Boat Festival.”
When he saw the fireworks, Han Tie murmured to himself.
In his clear and bright eyes, everything in front of him was reflected. A brilliant firework bloomed in mid-air, and then slowly withered and disappeared. The black night filled the sky. The clear eyes of cold iron were no longer exposed by the fireworks, and it once again filled with the darkness that reflected the night.
The fireworks were in full bloom just now, as if there was no change in the darkness of the world. The dazzling light and tranquility flashed by. The night was about to come, and he let him burn himself and eliminate everything. What he got was just a flash of light and tranquility, and what was dispelled was only the darkness in a radius of hundreds of meters. In just a few seconds, he was buried again by the darkness.
"Chee..."
Immediately afterwards.
A red light spot like the one just now rose again, and still rushed forward towards the air. The sound of the sound of the air was rubbed against the air at high speed. A huge and dazzling fireworks bloomed in the sky again. The night was dispersed again. The colorful light sprinkled around. Han Tie stared at the dazzling fireworks, and his black pupils reflected the blooming and smoothness of the fireworks.
Fireworks rose, roars sounded throughout the air, and bursts of bright light spread across the earth.
At this moment, Han Tie looked at the fireworks a little confused, and his clear pupils became brighter and brighter.
When the last fireworks bloomed and illuminated the world, the dispersed night quickly enveloped this space. The night seemed to be a little angry with the provocation of the little fireflies. The night became deeper, and all the traces brought by the fireworks just now were wiped out.
But a young man sitting under the locust tree and leaning against the metal street light remembered what had just happened. His eyes were still looking at the area where the bright fireworks just now, but at this moment it seemed a little different.
The night was still the same, and the dark and gloomy sky enveloped the vast world, but Han Tie's pupils were not like the clear pupils just now, and were no longer reflecting the dark night. A dazzling stream of light appeared in his pupils, like small fireworks blooming in his pupils.
Han Tie laughed, his laughter clear, conveying a faint touch and joy. He looked up at the darkness that enveloped the entire world and said with a smile.
"The fireworks are blooming, just for a moment of brilliance."
Han Tie felt as if he had taken off a thick layer of cotton coat in his heart, and he still felt relaxed.
He didn't know what was wrong with him, but he was just a feeling of emotion and joy that filled his heart, his slightly fat cheeks and a smile filled his eyes.
Who understands the touching of fireworks? At this moment, there was a young man who felt the burning self, just for the brilliance of glory.
Han Tie clapped his hands and stood up briskly. His crisp pupils flashed inexplicable charm in the night.
Han Tie took a breath, shouted with all his strength.
"The bigger your heart is, the bigger your world is. My future will surely perform infinite glory, hahahaha&….”
A hearty laugh filled the surroundings, filled with hope. At this time, he didn't care that his behavior might attract the attention of others, and there was a lot of discussion. He just wanted to laugh and shout out loud, simple and pure.
"Yes, the bigger the heart is, the bigger the world is, haha"
As Han Tie finished speaking, a male voice came from not far away, followed by a steady pace, from far to near.
Han Tie stood up, covered the metal street lights behind him, and his strong body covered the rechargeable watch, looking at a young man who was gradually approaching.
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Some readers have reported that the plot is too slow, so I will speed up the plot development. Thank you for your suggestions. I would like to thank Honglan Book friends for their attention to this book. Thank you for your hundreds of words for your suggestions. When I saw it, I was very moved. Someone cared about my own book, which is a blessing. I will think about your suggestions seriously. I am still reading, and I don’t have much time to write every day, so I will update it slowly. Please forgive me. The basic update is about 12:30 in the morning.
Chapter completed!