After thinking about it over and over again, I said goodbye to my original work. +◆Preparation of a new book may take two weeks, or a month. I hope it will be better than "Electronic Rebirth", so it will take more and more time.

To be honest, I have made myself very tired.

There are basically no rest days, no social activities, no entertainment and leisure dates. In the end, this has something to do with me and no girlfriends. I can't blame the writing of books.

Of course, writing a book gives me more rewards, more than just getting royalties, but also not just joy.

For a person who is thirty years old and can’t even talk about starting a career, it’s just a job that doesn’t have to worry about food and drink. In a small city, you will feel like you’re wasting your life.

I feel a little panic. Is life just like this? Is there another wave of calm hearts?

This unwillingness surrounds me, and the older I get, the harder it is to ignore it. Really, when the night is late, I always ask myself, what is the meaning of such a life?

Sometimes when I talk about death when relatives and friends, or online chats.

My wish is to donate everything I can on my body until my death, and then the remaining ashes will be scattered into the sea.

There seems to be some nihilism. I don’t know much about this philosophical term, so let’s borrow it. In other words, I think there is no need to mind many things in life.

For example, this smelly skin, such as money, and body. In this world, only love and food cannot be disappointed.

After thirty days, I hope it is not too late to find the direction now. If I don’t even want to stay in this world, there will always be some proof that I have been here.

Yes, this book can prove that I have come to this world.

This is beyond money and beyond the pleasure of novel creation itself. Writing novels is a hobby, but more importantly, what is written can be recognized by readers.

For the author, this is not just a praise, but a sublimation, a sublimation of the meaning of the author's life.

I am no longer afraid, nor am I worried that if my ashes are scattered into the sea, will my descendants still have a place to commemorate me.

This book, all the traces I left on the Internet, will be my monument. I can proudly say that I have brought satisfaction and smiles to at least tens of thousands of people.

I would like to thank all the readers who have subscribed, rewarded and encouraged me, thank you for the satisfaction you brought to me, and thank you for your efforts to keep me to the end.

The genuine readers do not mean only economically to me, because in the current piracy environment, you should say that you "respected" me and chose to read for paid purposes.

I want to thank you for everything you have done. This is very, very important to me.

I have to say important things three times. Thank you, thank you for those readers who respect me, and thank you for all the genuine readers.

I know I'm not perfect, but you guys make me perfect.
Chapter completed!