Chapter 63 Thank you

"It's so deadly! It's so deadly!"

Being expected is sometimes a painful thing - like now!

"Akan...you..." Fastro VII also showed some hesitation at Tessa's proposal. He actually didn't know how much the old otaku's ability is. His Majesty the King, just like others, only knew that Feng Kan came to Trantak from another magical world, but his ability to "confirmize matters" did not tell anyone! Fastro VII and others were very curious about his ability to transform magic - what is the limit of this guy?

"This..." The old otakus instinctively wanted to refuse, but when he raised his eyes, he saw Tessa's trusty look, and he couldn't say this again!

"Damn! Just die! I'm afraid of it when I was recognized by that guy Rodman as a "man" and I immediately became timid again. That's really embarrassing!"

With a bite of teeth, my heart made me feel right! The old otakus nodded in a "tragic" manner, "That's right! I'll do this!"

"Why?"

Back at the palace where he lived, the old otaku finally had the opportunity to get along with Tessa alone. After sending the others away, he asked the questions straight to the point.

"Why should I go?"

"Because you are the most suitable candidate!" Facing the old otaku's slightly angry questioning, Tessa replied calmly.

"What's the reason?" Feng Kan continued to ask, holding back the unpleasant feeling in his heart, because he firmly believed that Tessa would not harm him, so he couldn't understand it even more!

"Don't you really don't know?" Tessa still smiled. "You should have all the technical knowledge of Snake, right? You can do what he can do!"

"But I have no experience!" This is the most troublesome thing about the old otaku. He has a brain-like theory but cannot be used flexibly, otherwise he would not have made so many mistakes!

"But you have a greater advantage than Sneck!" Tessa said confidently.

"Big bigger advantage? What is that?"

"What you have is not just Snake's ability!" Tessa said leisurely.

“…”

"Your body has been strengthened by Sister Jiyu, and you have rich experience in amateur fighting competitions, plus Logan's ** resilience, Mr. Jian's Beidou Fist, Lina and Geros' magical abilities, Gaoli's swordsmanship... Although you can't say that you are invincible now, if you just throw you into any corner of the world like this, you may be able to survive safely, right?"

"but……"

"But you don't have confidence, are you?" Bingxue's smart Tessa saw through his concerns at a glance, "In fact, you are not worried about yourself, aren't you?"

"Ha? How is that possible?" The old otakus shrugged and shook his head aside, trying to avoid Tessa's mercury-like crystal clear eyes, "What's more important than his life?"

"I know you so much!" Facing the old otakus who was discovered and still quarreled, Tessa smiled helplessly and shook her head. In fact, she felt that this guy was still a bit cute in this way, "You are not afraid of death! But you are afraid of embarrassment!"

"Ha?" The old otakus widened his eyes in surprise, "Are you kidding?" Haha...haha...hahaha..."

"What you are worried about is not your own safety, but what will happen if your mission fails!" Tessa said his real thoughts! If you have an understanding of the old otaku, no one can compare to Tessa and the others who confide in him every day!

"What you are really worried about is the impact of the failure of the mission on the entire situation in the future! Right?"

"I don't know what you are talking about!" Although he was seen through his worries, the old otakus was still stubborn, but his embarrassed expression still completely betrayed him! This time it was different from the last time he went to sea to kill dragons. Although his opponent may not be as good as the flame red dragon that he had tried a lot of effort to deal with, but that time it was his own business. Even if it failed, it was no big deal. However, this time it involved tens of millions or even hundreds of millions of innocent people, where to go in the future, which forced him to think carefully!

"Follower!" Tessa nodded his forehead coquettishly, "I don't understand why you can't trust yourself a little?"

"Believe in yourself?" The old otakus was stunned for a moment. He had never thought about such a thing before. Deep down, he seemed to have something that kept asking him to avoid thinking about this issue, and he himself didn't understand what it was.

"Is there anything in this world that I cannot believe more than myself?"

"Oh my God..." He moaned while holding his cute little head. Tessa, who has always been resourceful, was really defeated by this guy this time!

Others can't help with this matter, they can only rely on themselves! Generally, the second-dimensional occupants have this problem - a strong sense of inferiority! They cannot establish confidence in real life, so they look for comfort in the two-dimensional world! This is helpless and inevitable! The difference between the old occupant and others is just a cynical attitude and pretending to be crazy and stupid to cover up this! His heartless and treacherous appearance is actually just an external manifestation of his indifferent attitude towards other external things! But deep down he is still very upright and kind. In the original world, he used this thick disguise to wrap his kindness layer by layer, but after these days at Trantak, the thick disguise has begun to appear!

If an innocent person is implicated because of his own reasons, this is something that his conscience cannot bear. So after he arrived in the Kingdom of St. Ostan, he kept playing the edge ball - providing various knowledge and technology, helping to train the army, kill dragons, and attending martial arts conferences... These actions that did not touch the core of any force did not allow him to have any psychological pressure, he was just enjoying the fun!

But this time it was different! Fastro VII had a deep intention to call him to such an important meeting - His Majesty the King had clearly released the message of fully accepting him!

The old otakus was confused and didn't notice this at all, but the wise Tessa immediately understood Fastro VII's intention, so she bought Feng Kan an opportunity to express herself at the most critical moment, but this guy...

"Do you plan to keep going like this?" Tessar sighed, gently holding his hand and said leisurely.

"Well... what's wrong with this... that..." I originally wanted to use my specialty to pretend to be crazy and foolish, but when I saw Tessa's serious but sad eyes, I could no longer say the stupid words that had just come to my mouth.

"I believe you will succeed!" Tessa continued, "Even if people from all over the world don't believe it, I will believe it! So..."

A drop of crystal water fell quietly from the corner of her eyes, "Can you trust yourself a little?"

“…”

Feng Kan was stunned and didn't know what to say. He suddenly understood Tessa's expectations and good intentions for him.

"We are actually people who make up our existence! It is precisely because of your soul's call that we give our personality, soul and life..."

"From the moment we come to this world, you are our deepest bond!"

"Although we continue the memories of the past, those who are false before we have consciousness are only true to us when we truly have consciousness!"

Jiuyu's past words suddenly echoed in Feng Kan's mind, as if a flash of inspiration passed by. He suddenly understood the meaning of these words!

In the past, he thought that these revived anime characters were their closest partners, but when he felt Tessa's care for him, he suddenly woke up! Everyone was not his closest partners, but his most important family!

"Family" - Since his parents left, he has never felt like he was home again. The reason why he is indifferent to the environment he lives in is because in his opinion, no matter how spacious or luxurious the house is, it cannot be considered home. It is just a room to accommodate!

A house that does not care about your family cannot be called "home"!

Tessa took the initiative to ask Feng Kan to take on such a burden, but in fact, it was to find him an opportunity to exercise with enough weight. It was precisely because Tessa really cared about him that she took the initiative to help him find opportunities to grow, so that he could build confidence and truly stand up!

"Tessa..." The old otakus finally understood this, and couldn't help but reach out and gently hold Tessa into his arms. His heart was overwhelming, but it seemed like something was blocking in his throat, and he couldn't make any sound! After a while, his mood finally calmed down a little, but thousands of words only gathered into three words...

"Thank you!"

ps: Some friends complain that the main line of this book is not obvious. In fact, Erma has clearly given the main line, but maybe everyone has become accustomed to the relationship between competition for hegemony, farming, upgrading, and treasure hunting, so the real main line of this book is ignored. Erma will talk about it here. In fact, the main line of this book is very simple, which is the process of the spiritual growth of an old otaku!

Many people think that as long as they like to watch anime and stay at home and don’t come out, they are “home”. In fact, this is a misunderstanding. Such people are at best ordinary anime lovers and cannot be considered “home”. Many real “home” actually have a legitimate job like normal people. They work as hard and serious as ordinary people when working, but their hearts are actually living in the two-dimensional world. Many real otakus are difficult to distinguish from the appearance, because the real otakus is the two-dimensional life that integrates their hearts into the two-dimensional life, and ignores interpersonal relationships and life in real life. Therefore, the real “home” generally does not keep people from thousands of miles away, but never truly open their hearts to others. In their hearts, they are truly trustworthy and dependent on the two-dimensional characters.

Well... I said a lot of off-topics, but Erma had no other meaning, just answered questions from some friends recently! I hope everyone can understand that this pattern of Piaotian's literary novel, please be mentally prepared.
Chapter completed!