Chapter 848 Why?
When he was in college, Zhou Yuwen's mentality did not change, and he still had the same attitude as he played in the world in his previous life. He felt that although he was in love, he would have to be separated sooner or later, so he fooled it and passed.
Now as we grow older, Zhou Yuwen's mentality has also changed a lot. This time, we are going to tell the truth when we talk to Jiang Ting. In the future, we hope that Jiang Ting will stay by her side and not get into trouble and break up.
Zhou Yuwen felt that Jiang Ting also had this mentality, otherwise she would not have gone to foreign countries to give birth to her children without saying a word. Since it was a lover and a concubine, she would just spread it out and make it clear. There is no need to hide it, so as not to make trouble if something happens in the future.
So Zhou Yuwen told Jiang Ting everything about Zhang Nannan and her children, but he also said seriously: "I didn't know Xiaoyu's existence at that time. Jia Jia was indeed an accident. Now living in Europe, one and a half years old. I know this is a bit difficult for you, but no matter what, Xiaoyu is my eldest daughter, I treat all my children equally, and you can even make your request, and I can all satisfy you."
"Zhou Yuwen." Jiang Ting looked at Zhou Yuwen's serious look, didn't know what to say for a moment, so she called Zhou Yuwen's name and said for a long time: "You are such a scumbag!"
Zhou Yuwen was a little silent for a moment, not knowing what to say, and Jiang Ting's mood was a little unstable, and she even wanted to cry a little aggrievedly. What was she doing for the past four years?
He was orphan and widowed, and he stayed abroad for four years. He thought that he would transform brilliantly after he came back, so that Zhou Yuwen could see a different self, but in fact, he was a family of three and had to forget about himself.
"Did you never think of me in the past few years since I left?" Jiang Ting asked with tears in grievance.
"No, I must miss you. Basically, every time I'm with Linlin and the others, I feel sad when I think of you. Tingting, I really felt sorry for you four years ago," Zhou Yuwen looked guilty.
"Then why don't you go to find me?" Before Zhou Yuwen finished speaking, Jiang Ting continued to ask.
"I," Zhou Yuwen was held back for a moment, not knowing what to say, what to say, what to say, Zhou Yuwen really likes Jiang Ting, but his idea at that time was to give up, so there was no reason to find it back, not to mention that he was not a good person, Jiang Ting might not be happy to follow him.
But to be honest, Zhou Yuwen really thought about Jiang Ting, and really said that he had an impulse to go abroad to find Jiang Ting, but no matter how he thought about it, it was unrealistic.
"You said." Jiang Ting asked Zhou Yuwen, her eyes red.
"I just don't want to hurt you again." Zhou Yuwen held it in for a long time and finally said this. He looked up at Jiang Ting, but saw that Jiang Ting was still looking at him with red eyes and said nothing. Zhou Yuwen said, "I have said since we were together that I am not a good person. I will hurt you when you are with me."
Jiang Ting nodded, crying because she was crying, but she laughed after hearing this. She wiped her tears and asked, "It's my fault to say so."
“…”
Isn't it your fault?
Zhou Yuwen thought that girls are really interesting creatures, but on the surface, she still shook her head and said, "No, it's not your fault. After all, I'm too selfish. Just like you said I am a selfish boy. In fact, your analysis of me is also correct. I grew up alone and have never experienced the feeling of being loved, so I can't refuse people. Whether it's you or Linlin, I really like it, and I want to be really responsible for you, but, "
Speaking of this, Zhou Yuwen couldn't make up any more and sighed, "Maybe I didn't do well enough."
Jiang Ting wiped her tears, sneered after hearing this, and said, "Zhou Yuwen, I'm not a child anymore."
"Um."
"Do you think I will feel soft-hearted when you say these words?"
"I never thought that saying a few sweet words can change your mind. I just told the truth. I have always had feelings for you, starting from the first time I met you."
Jiang Ting felt it was getting more and more funny. Who were you lying? At that time, I was chasing you so fiercely! I almost ran downstairs to the dormitory like Su Qianqian and shouted. What happened? What do you say now that I like me the first time I met you? Then what did you do? I treated you as a child, right?
"Don't laugh. What I said is true. If you don't believe me, please ask Qianqian. I asked her to help me chase you."
"Ha! Then you can tell me directly."
"Because I feel inferior." Zhou Yuwen looked directly at Jiang Ting and said seriously: "You were a young lady from an official family with both talent and beauty at that time, but I am just a poor boy from a single-parent family. What qualifications do I have to like you? Even if you are with me later, can't you feel that our identities are not matched at all, and I can't give you happiness at all."
"This is not your reason to step on two boats."
"I know, you were angry about Linlin's affairs, but you should also know that when I was with you, I was already with Linlin."
"You should have made it clear to me at that time."
"But I like you so much. If I told you about Linlin and I, would you still be with me? I admit that I am too selfish, but you can't deny that I really like you!" Zhou Yuwen looked at Jiang Ting very seriously.
"You!" Jiang Ting looked at Zhou Yuwen, and couldn't speak for a moment. From Zhou Yuwen's mouth, Jiang Ting knew that Zhou Yuwen was talking lies. She secretly told herself not to believe it, not to believe it! But why did Zhou Yuwen say so seriously?
Ren Suxi's "I Want You" is also placed in the speaker.
The wind blows this night ~
It makes me feel itchy~
You're in a foreign land ~
Looking at the moon ~
After a long time of silence, until the song was finished and the environment became quiet, Zhou Yuwen said: "Do you still remember this song?"
"I know, you wrote it for Su Qianqian."
"I was holding your hand at that time."
"Ha! There is no other person to choose you!" Jiang Ting was impressed. At that time, Jiang Ting asked Zhou Yuwen why she held her hand, and Zhou Yuwen asked her to guess.
Jiang Ting said that it was because Zhou Yuwen held Qiao Linlin's hand inappropriate position, so she held her hand.
At that time, Zhou Yuwen praised Jiang Ting for being smart. Because of this praise, Jiang Ting happily fell asleep all night. Thinking about it now, Jiang Ting felt that she was really stupid at that time, just because of Zhou Yuwen's words, she was so happy.
"Why didn't I choose anyone else at that time? Can't I join Su Qianqian?"
"You didn't like her at that time."
"..." Zhou Yuwen thought for a moment: "Yes, you said that, but even if I don't choose Qiao Linlin, I can just find a girl to pull it out. Why should I take you? Didn't you really realize that I already fell in love with you at that time?"
"?" Jiang Ting was stunned.
"Then I confessed to you..."
"What is the beauty of the moonlight tonight, right? I haven't seen Natsume Soseki! Besides, I had a girlfriend at that time, how could I have a good time with you?" Zhou Yuwen said seriously.
"You really like me at that time!?"
At the beginning, Jiang Ting was clearly prepared, thinking that what Zhou Yuwen said was a lie, so she must not believe it, but when she got to this point, Jiang Ting couldn't help asking.
"Why don't I like you? You are beautiful, confident, and good at studying. You will like you when a boy is too good, but just because you are so outstanding, do you still remember me at that time? You are a top student at the University of Science and Technology, one, I am just a third student, I don't even know what job I will do in the future. How dare I be with you? Even if I am with you, you never thought that I am not worthy of you? Yes, you must have never thought that you only consider yourself in your heart, but you never thought that the light on you is too strong, and everyone will be eclipsed by you, and you have never thought about others at all."
"I don't! You are not as bad as you said. You can write novels. You bought a car just after graduating from high school. You have a sense of confidence that your peers don't have. Zhou Yuwen, do you know how much I like you at that time? Do you know that every night in my freshman year, I go to bed very late to wait for you. Every night when I go to bed, I hold my phone in my hand because I'm afraid you'll send me a message. I don't know. Actually, I don't go running every day, but since I met you on the playground, I basically go there every day.
I wish I could meet you one day, even if I only once, I would be very happy. You don’t know what my mentality was at that time. I wanted you to see my excellence. I tried my best to show myself. In front of you, I was like a stupid child, but I don’t know why. Every time I clearly wanted to show a better me in front of you, but every time I was seen by you, I was worried that you thought I was too naive.” Jiang Ting cried as she said and thought of the stupid things she did in college. Jiang Ting really wanted to cry.
Zhou Yuwen didn't say anything, hugged Jiang Ting directly, kissed her in tears and said, "Okay, baby, let's not say anything, can we make up?"
The touch was true, but Jiang Ting was no longer a child. Jiang Ting wiped her tears and finally asked a question that had troubled her for a long time: "Why didn't you choose me in the library that time?"
I thought my great achievements were fulfilled, but I didn’t expect Jiang Ting to remember this incident. Zhou Yuwen sighed and said, “Is this important?”
"I just want to know, since you say you like me, why don't you choose me? At that time, you already had your own company and your movies were made for hundreds of millions of dollars. Do you still think you are not worthy of me?" Jiang Ting asked with a firm look.
Zhou Yuwen was a little helpless, but said: "Because you could not have me at that time, but Linlin could not have no me,"
"You said you like me!" This is really important to Jiang Ting.
Zhou Yuwen did not lie to her, and looked at Jiang Ting seriously and said, "I like Jiang Ting too."
Jiang Ting was silent for a moment and looked at Zhou Yuwen with grievance. Why are there such a man? Why can he like so many girls?
The most important thing is, how could he say such a scumbag seriously?
Seeing that Jiang Ting didn't speak, Zhou Yuwen explained Qiao Linlin's family and Qiao Linlin's situation there. Zhou Yuwen said that the reason why he did not choose Jiang Ting was because Jiang Ting was too outstanding.
The more Jiang Ting listened, the less she understood. At the beginning, she liked herself not to confess her feelings because she was too outstanding and he was not worthy of her?
Then when I was in my junior year, I was together. I didn’t choose myself after choosing a mistress or because I was too outstanding?
What's the reason?
Zhou Yuwen is reasonable and reasonable: "You are still Jiang Ting without me, your parents still love you, you are still the talented and beautiful Jiang Ting."
"But Linlin is not. Linlin only has me. At that time, if I chose you and didn't choose her, she would be despised by everyone. I don't think you would want to see this. If I were such a scumbag, you might not like me so much?"
Jiang Ting sneered after hearing this: "How do you know again?"
"?" Zhou Yuwen was puzzled.
"No matter what, she deserves it. From the day she snatches someone else's boyfriend, she should be prepared!" Jiang Ting said very unintentionally.
"..." Zhou Yuwen thought that she and Qiao Linlin had a longer time than Jiang Ting. If she was talking about mistresses, it wouldn't be necessarily a mistress.
When Jiang Ting said this, Zhou Yuwen was really silent and didn't know what to say, but Jiang Ting picked up the diamond ring again and took it in her hand and looked at it.
When Zhou Yuwen saw her pick up the ring, she thought there was still hope, but Jiang Ting hesitated for a long time and finally raised her head to look at Zhou Yuwen: "The last question."
"You ask."
"If you were given another chance, who would you choose in the library?" Jiang Ting looked at Zhou Yuwen with beautiful eyes.
"..." This question silenced Zhou Yuwen.
"You said." Jiang Ting asked Zhou Yuwen.
This question is actually not true, because there is no if at all, and this kind of if question will be fooled with Zhou Yuwen's personality.
Give points questions.
"I will still choose Linlin." Zhou Yuwen looked at Jiang Ting calmly and said calmly.
Jiang Ting and Zhou Yuwen looked at each other, but they saw that Zhou Yuwen's eyes were completely clean and very clear.
"There is no if in the world, but no matter how many times I choose, I will choose Linlin in that situation. It is true that I like you, but I also like Linlin. I am her man, and I must be responsible for her. If one day, you make me sacrifice my life for some things, I will not hesitate, but in that situation, I must choose her." Zhou Yuwen was rarely serious.
After listening to Zhou Yuwen's answer, Jiang Ting was also silent. In fact, after this incident, Jiang Ting thought for a long time and felt that what Zhou Yuwen did was right. If Zhou Yuwen chose her, Qiao Linlin would be a mistress who is worthy of her name. However, women always have a sense of stubbornness in their hearts, that is, even though they knew it was impossible, they still wanted to ask Zhou Yuwen if she would choose herself!
This was just a small wish in Jiang Ting's heart, and Zhou Yuwen was unwilling to satisfy herself.
Why?
You will be perfect if you just lie!
But why are you unwilling to even tell this lie?
Do you really like me?
Jiang Ting felt sad.
Zhou Yuwen took a step forward and wanted to hug Jiang Ting: "Tingting."
"Don't come over." Jiang Ting reached out to stop Zhou Yuwen.
Zhou Yuwen stood still. Jiang Ting looked at the ring in her hand for a long time, but she didn't know what to say. She wanted to wear this ring, but Zhou Yuwen didn't let her wear it!
"I feel very confused. Please calm me down," said Jiang Ting.
Chapter completed!