Chapter 790 I am waiting for a spring. (1)(1/2)
The long wind enveloped the whole world.
A bright red scarlet butterfly floats in the night sky, scattering crystal phosphorus powder all the way, like a shining Milky Way swaying.
The night sky in the distance stretches out and blends smoothly into the skyline, like the spring breeze blowing through layers of waves of leaves. The flow of people in the city-state is like a tide of ants, gathering and running on the ground.
"The building is collapsing, everyone, be careful on your head!" Among the crowd, Xi called for people to evacuate.
"There are mechanical armies ahead! Higurashi, you come with me to destroy them!" Noel's voice came from between the buildings.
"What is the situation now? Where is Su Mingan? I want to listen to his leadership." Someone in the crowd asked.
"Everyone, listen to the command! Don't mess around! The first player must have something to do!" Someone answered spontaneously.
"The battle is not over yet! Watch out for the mechanical army!
The building collapsed, and the entire ground was shaking. Such a huge movement awakened many soldiers and civilians who were sleeping in emotional resonance.
A little civilian girl who had just woken up rubbed her eyes and suddenly raised her head.
"Mom! Look, there is a huge butterfly in the sky!" She pointed to the sky excitedly.
Her mother looked up and saw the beautiful scenery.
"Really, it's like a ball of fire, so beautiful." Her mother murmured.
Many people also noticed the movement in the sky and raised their heads.
——From a long distance, people can see the red butterfly at a glance.
It flies in the night sky dragging beautiful phosphorescence. The bright red fire-like butterfly wings slowly unfold and merge together, as if there is an elegant rhythm. The sparkling phosphorus powder is floating, like a line of diamonds in the rich night.
The Milky Way is as beautiful as a dream.
It flows in people's eyes, like an elf that symbolizes beauty in a fairy tale. Even if many cruel things have happened in this land, it seems that it will be dispersed by the wind.
"Mom, look, there seems to be someone on the butterfly?" The little girl spotted something with her eyes: "That must be the Flower Fairy - it's the Flower Fairy!"
"Really? Is she the flower fairy from fairy tales?"
"Is it the flower fairy who brings spring?"
Many children raised their heads. The scarlet butterfly in the night sky was so conspicuous that they could be seen at a glance.
Like a flying bird breaking through the clouds, pushing aside the heavy waves of leaves, the scarlet butterfly rushes towards the thicker night.
Above the Scarlet Butterfly, Lin Guang's hair was fluttering in the glittering phosphorus. He stared at Su Ming'an and put his hand on his chest, as if feeling his heartbeat.
Winter winter, winter winter.
His heart was beating very fast, but his voice was very soft, as if it was about to disappear into the night:
"Over the years, I have painted more than a thousand paintings for you, but unfortunately they were all burned and I was not able to keep any of them."
"I learned the Chinese character Longguo, Luvis. I believe I won't make any typos again. If I can write Spring Festival couplets for you, my calligraphy is also very good."
When Lin Guang said these words, his tone was full of loneliness.
It seemed that he had always been like this, helpless and lonely throughout his long life.
He swallows pain alone, understands bitterness alone, and feels all negative and non-negative emotions. Any happiness is far away from him, no beauty belongs to him, and love cannot be felt...
Even at this moment, the scarlet hose was still dragging behind his back, like flamingo feathers.
These scarlet hoses are also called the "Internet of Everything", just like the "Internet" of the old days. As long as they are connected to the Dawn System in the body, it is like implanting a power supply into the computer.
After the hose is connected, everything in Kaius Tower will be omniscient. Lin Guang will be able to know where the firewall is weak.
Of course, connected to the entire world, he will hear countless resonances.
Sad, desperate, excited, mournful, joyful, sad... The negative emotions in the ruined world are always countless times more than the positive emotions - one person's sadness is nothing, but the sadness of the whole world weighs down.
, it is a building that is enough to
A mountain that can crush anyone.
Lin Guang has been carrying this mountain on his back.
Negative emotions clung to his spine like blood-sucking worms, gnawing at his senses. Only after leaving the City of God could he get rid of this bondage.
His eyes fell on Su Ming'an and stayed there for a moment without leaving.
The white hair is fluttering in the wind, like willow catkins that are about to disperse.
"Lovis, I never thought that you would actually agree to my request, take my hand from the heavy hose, and call my name."
At this moment, Su Mingan felt the extreme humility in Lin Guang's tone.
"Violette said that this is a feeling that makes people feel warm. I have never felt it before, but now I feel it." Lin Guang said, "I really... cherish it."
Su Mingan remained silent.
If it hadn't been for the death of Mu Linguang last week, he would have regarded Linguang as a lackey who was colluding with the gods.
All the tenderness Lin Guang received now was based on the cruelty and despair of the previous week.
It was his death flashbacks again and again that allowed the story to reach desperate endings one after another. It was his painful deaths that allowed the plot to proceed satisfactorily. All the good things were born on his own bones.
"Whoa-whoosh-" Scarlet Butterfly flapped its wings, and the wings cut through the darkness, like the bow of a ship cutting through the water, as if it was going to reach some invisible distance.
Above the city-state, the sound of buildings collapsing was heard endlessly. Every brick, every piece of glass, every lamp... were destroyed in the explosion. Su Mingan felt that everything in front of him was so fragile, including the dripping wind and rain, and the cracked bricks.
Stone, and even... the white-haired young man in front of me.
Lin Guang's white hair was fluttering in the rain, like a fine snow that was about to melt on a winter night. A wisp of snow condensed on the side of his pale face, and the pale eyes finally reflected the light.
——Praying mantis, scarlet butterfly, Hanfu, white hair, tea art, Taihua Mountain in dreams.
——Paranoid, stubborn, focused, silent, determined, similar smile and facial features.
Every preference of Lin Guang is very much like Lu Shu, every temperament he displays is in line with Lu Shu, and every bit of him is inseparable from Lu Shu's shadow, whether it is facial features or
Good practice.
It wasn't until today that Su Ming'an discovered that Lin Guang also liked Hanfu, but because he looked too much like Lu Shu, Lin Guang deliberately avoided wearing this kind of clothing...
But how can it be avoided.
The two figures are like beings stuck together, one side belongs to light and the other side belongs to shadow.
Although Lu Shu feels silent, he is like a rock that will not wear out, or a ray of sunshine that never moves behind him. Even if you don't look back, you can still know that Lu Shu is behind you. And Lu Shu himself
Also accept the fact that "you care about him".
In other words, Lu Shu's essence is self-confidence. He believes that he will be cared about by others, and he believes that his efforts will be rewarded. Even if Su Ming'an says that he doesn't need it, Lu Shu will take the initiative to offer all the good things he thinks to him.
, waiting for comfort like a child eager for praise. Because Lu Shu knew that someone would need him.
But Linguang is different.
He never believed that he would be loved, nor did he believe that anyone would care about him. Even if he touched a little warmth, he would be burned, and subconsciously thought that this was "an injury" to him.
Because he has never made friends or been cared for by anyone, he always faces only the fear and hatred of the people. He has to rely on self-mutilation to even feel emotions, using the wrong method again and again to attract moths to the flame.
Naturally, he turned into a flawed shell, stubborn and gloomy, cruel and naive, like Lu Shu's shadow.
Out of control, false, wrong, incalculable.
Humble, unfortunate, abnormal, unwanted.
If Lu Shu is composed of moonlight, tea leaves, pine and bamboo, then for Lin Guang...all the negative emotions, all the humble, dank, ugly, mud, shadow and blood are combined to form him.
The difference between him and Lu Shu actually lies in this point of "lucky" and "unfortunate".
Su Ming'an moved his eyes and intertwined with Lin Guang's eyes in the night. Lin Guang looked at him with a trace of undetectable pain in his expression.
Suddenly, the angry voice of the god came from the side:
"——So you escaped into the sky."
In an instant, a heavy cannon was aimed in the direction of Su Mingan, like thunder piercing Fei Die.
In an instant, the Fei Butterfly turned into pieces.
The crimson butterfly under his feet dissipated instantly, and Su Ming'an stepped in the air. Lin Guang dragged Su Ming'an in time and rolled to the platform below.
"Cough——!" Su Ming'an coughed up a mouthful of blood, covered his mouth, and quickly stood up, his palms feeling moist and warm.
"Click, click, click, click—"
In my ears was the sound of a high-altitude helicopter. A jackdaw-like helicopter hung in the night sky, like the moon hanging upside down. The god stood at the hatch, looking down at the two of them, like an eagle catching its prey.
"Ling Guang, I thought you were just a fool, but I didn't expect you to be intelligent and want to betray me." The god said, "But that's it for now. Do you think blowing up the building will be useful?"
"I'm not a fool." Lin Guang shouted coldly while standing on the platform.
"Ha, hahaha..." The god clapped his hands and laughed: "Everyone thinks you are a fool. Everyone - all the audience - all bystanders - think you are a fool, a villain, a butcher, and an executioner. Including those around you.
Luvis... He hates you so much, but you still want to stand by his side. It's really... humble to the extreme. I feel sorry for you, Lin Guang."...
"He's not an idiot." Su Mingan said calmly.
"Huh?" The god was a little surprised: "You actually started to speak for him... Su Ming'an. If you knew what Lin Guang's nature was, you would only pity him."
...The essence of Lin Guang?
To be continued...