"..."

Su Mingan tightened his grip on the sword.

All this time, he didn't understand Lin Guang very well. Even the audience thought that Lin Guang was just a paranoid villain.

But for Lin Guang, why did he become like this? Why was he able to become the agent in the 32nd year of the disaster? Where did he travel after losing the City of God? What kind of paintings did he paint and what kind of music did he compose?

, how to take a pistol and fire at yourself, how to endure the pain and tie a bandage on yourself late at night, no one knows.

All his logical points are staggered and cannot be connected in a straight line. His words and deeds seem to be traveling in the wrong direction of time.

Even if he regrets, he never regrets his cruelty, but regrets that he did not stop Lovis from loving human beings. His ideas, his malice, and the harm he has done to others, even he himself will not deny, but will admit it openly -

—

Yes, I am such a villain.

I am such a person.

I hate humans, their selfishness and fickleness make me sick. I feel close to you and I will protect you.

Just like a very straightforward one-line line, what you put in comes out.

The hall was very quiet, with only the colorful flowers still blooming. Lin Guang stood quietly for a while and said: "Forget it."

never mind.

Even Su Mingan didn't know what he was "forgetting".

"If you could be normal, you wouldn't be like this today." Su Mingan said slowly: "Maybe it's the long-term emotional resonance that makes you crazy. You shouldn't connect those hoses in the City of Gods."

Lin Guang's vision drifted, like a slowly rising line of smoke.

For a moment, Su Ming'an felt that Lin Guang had met his gaze. They seemed to be looking at each other across a non-existent garden path. The steam of the tea blurred the sight of each other, blurring the figures in the field of vision into one piece.

Red and purple light and shadow.

Faint and dim, the moon peeking through the tube. There is you but not me, there is me but not you. "Yes."

Finally, Lin Guang slowly spoke out.

"I'm crazy."

"I'm crazy...to wear this Hanfu today."

He himself admitted that he was crazy.

A sharp stabbing pain came from the heart.

"Thinking seems to be free, but it is restricted. Even if you emanate fantasy from reality, you will be trapped by experience, but is it a villain just wanting to control everyone? Or..."

Linguang said:

Is the "creator" the villain?"

"To what extent does a character have to have free will?"

"Am I free? Lovis, are you free?"

Su Mingan's finger was on the trigger.

Lin Guang still stood there, his eyes like moist mist in the rain. The bright red blood light surrounded him, and the world seemed to be turned upside down, resonance vibrating from all directions.

Su Ming'an had long been prepared to resist the resonance. But when the resonance came over, he felt that the resonance was not painful. It just made people feel strong contradictions and struggles, as if they were repeatedly trying to survive in the extremes of ice and fire.

The intensity of emotions and the conflict of thoughts were unprecedented. It was like a baby who had just come into contact with the human world.

…

[First meeting, your name is Lin Guang now, right?] He heard the voice of the gods.

[Yes, don’t worry, I will follow the pre-plot.] This is Lin Guang’s voice.

[Then wash your memory, there is no use keeping it.] God said.

…

[God, I feel confused. What is the essence of life?] Lin Guang’s voice.

[The wind can blow up a leaf, but it cannot blow up a butterfly. Because life has its own power and its own beliefs.] The voice of the gods.

【Am I a leaf or a butterfly?】 Lin Guang said.

[Of course you are a leaf.] The god said.

…

[God, why do people always stare at me with hateful eyes? Am I not doing the right thing?] Lin Guang’s voice: Anyone who offends the gods should be punished. 】

[Of course you are right.] The voice of the gods is tempting: [This is for the stability of the world. The public needs a unified belief in order to save resources.]

[Human beings really like to fight among themselves.] Lin Guang said.

That’s how humans are.] God said.

…

[God, I saw a man in the garden villa in District 11 today. His black hair and gray eyes are very familiar to me. I want to keep him and be friends with him.] Lin Guang's voice.

[Whatever you want, this is your freedom.] God’s voice was a little careless: [What’s his name?]

【Lovis.】Lin Guang said.

[…] God said: [No.]

[I want to be friends with him.] Linguang said.

[No, only he can't.] God said.

"Didn't you say that I can get everything I want?" Lin Guang said.

[Let’s find someone else.] God said.

[No, this is the only time I disobey you.] Lin Guang said.

[This is your worst decision.] God said.

…

[God, he promised to take a walk with me today!] Lin Guang’s excited voice. […] God has no voice.

[A man named Qiu Li died. He seemed a little sad. So tonight I played the flute for him and sent him back to the beacon gathering place. He is different from others. He is not afraid of me or hates me. That’s great.

.] Lin Guang said: [I have never been so happy since I can remember. He and I will definitely become very good friends. ]

[...] Gods have no voice. [God, God?] Lin Guang said.

[Don’t kill him by mistake.] God said: [Keep it, at least let him survive the 49th year of the disaster.]

"If he doesn't anger me, I certainly won't kill him." Lin Guang said.

[Didn’t you realize that this is not an equal friendship?] God said.

【What is friendship?】 Lin Guang was at a loss.

…

[God, I’m very angry today.] Lin Guang’s voice.

[I told you, people like you don’t deserve friendship.] The voice of God.

[I just want to help him get rid of the obstacles around him! Those people have the deficiency disease and it is contagious, but he doesn’t believe me. I can only take action forcefully.] Lin Guang’s voice was very angry: [But he was very angry and even chased me.

After arriving in the City of God, I made an appointment with him to help him kill a guy named Edward.]

[Edward? Try to save your life.] God said.

[I don’t. This is a promise between friends.] Linguang said.

[You have become more and more out of control recently.] God said: [Personal love and hate are unbearable emotions for the Savior and shackles that cannot be broken away. Sooner or later you will regret it. ]

[But he still thinks that only the players are real, and I cannot be an equal person. Only the players are human beings, and we are just tools - he has never regarded me as a friend, and only made peace with me because I have value. 】

Lin Guang said: "I still don't understand what the criminal has to protect. If he offends him, he should be killed. If he conceals his defective disease, he should be killed. But why would he save such an ugly human being? Why would anyone do that?

Sympathize with the criminal and blame the victim?]

Because this is humankind.] God said.

…

[God, I sneaked into District 11 today and made him tea.] Lin Guang's voice.

【Hmm.】The god’s voice didn’t sound concerned.

But when I soaked it, it turned out blood red, and he didn’t like it.] Lin Guang said.

[Because you used black tea leaves.] God said.

[I tried bleaching with chlorine water, but it failed. He doesn’t seem to like drinking it either.] Lin Guang said.

[Who would like to drink chlorine water?] God said.

[I will make further improvements and try using sulfuric acid next time] Linguang said.
To be continued...