Chapter fifty-nine I love her(2/2)
[New Year 7, 156: She begged me to let her out today. She said she couldn't stand the loneliness day after day in the glass room... What's so lonely? I've been with you all the time, but everything is scary outside.
Robots, they will hurt you]
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[New Year 7, 198: Damn it! She actually yelled at me today. If it weren’t for the glass door, I even doubted that she would pounce on me and bite my head. She seems to be getting more and more aggressive.
But I am your creator, how can you be hostile to me!】
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[201, Year 7 of the New Calendar: The situation is getting worse and worse... I have thought about formatting her, but my body seems to be unable to hold on anymore, and now every step is difficult... She is still there
Waiting for me to shape her to perfection, I will persist...even, even if I pay the price!]
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The writing stopped at this point, leaving only large ink spots. Su Mingan flipped through several pages before he saw the next sentence, but there was an extremely clear blood spot on it.
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[203rd day of the 7th year of the New Calendar: I did... what I did to my body... I can't remember it clearly. Anyway, I'm still alive. Although I don't know if it's the me who originally wrote the diary, but I'm already alive.
It doesn’t matter - I feel very good now. I have never felt so good. Since I copied myself many times, I feel that I can live for a long, long time... until the time when I can raise her to perfection...]
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Large areas of blood clots covered the text, and several pages turned were even blood red, as if soaked in blood. After several pages, Su Mingan continued to see blood-stained text.
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[3rd day of the 9th year of the New Calendar: It’s been a long time since I last kept a diary... No, it was me who kept a diary last time... I’m not sure, but it’s probably me. My body seems to be aging a bit.
Fast, but it doesn't matter, I still have many, many "me's", enough for me to continue to protect the inner city for her... I gradually mastered the central system of the inner city, and the robots outside were finally willing to listen to me. I
She will build the inner city into a castle exclusive to her, and let all the robots become the loyal guards of the little princess. As for the outer city, it doesn’t matter, just let those who are unwilling to accept the transformation wander there...]
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[New Year 9, 12th: She resisted me... This time she was more ruthless than ever before. She rushed towards me through the glass wall and directly dug out my heart... But it doesn't matter, "I" have
Many, many... Maybe even she herself doesn't know which me she is seeing... But it doesn't matter, no matter which me she is, she will always love her from beginning to end... She is the most perfect work, just a little rebellious.
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[289th, Year 9 of the New Calendar: I have further mastered the central system. I can control the giant machinery left by the Goddess... This is good. But force alone is useless. The fertility rate in the outer city is getting lower and lower.
Now, I need to take measures...so that she can have enough people...]
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[Day 300, Year 9 of the New Calendar: The new policy was very popular. Those starving untouchables quickly brought their wives and daughters. It was really ironic. It was clear that there was still a way to survive if they rose up to resist, but they had to use their last retreat.
Cut it off, maybe this is the bad nature and ignorance of human beings?
--wrong.
I...I am obviously human too.
Why would I write this.
I...am I also affected by the mechanical parts in my body?
wrong.
wrong.
wrong.
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The handwriting kept repeating "wrong" crazily, until the handwriting became more and more twisted and skewed, and blood clots gradually condensed on it. I don't know what the owner of the diary did.
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【wrong.
Am I...am I still the same person?
Am I "me", or am I a robot named "me"?
I maintain the memory of being a human being and continue to copy myself, but my thoughts...my brain...everything about me is gradually replaced by mechanical parts...
All my past is gone, even the "I" who comes to write a diary every time is no longer the same "I"...
All that I am thinking about now - after all, as a human being, my passionate love and devotion to her,
Or... is it the program called "Love Her" that has been engraved on the memory chip time and time again by the predecessor "I" and has been written long ago?
I obviously loved her so much that I even killed my original self for her.
But when she really fell in love with me...
She will kill me, inherit everything from me, my three views, emotions, thoughts, inherit the scepter of the Mother Goddess, and become the strongest and most tolerant ruler of this city.
She will kill me, she will become me.
She will embrace all of me and carry all my love and ideals.
She will bear the gentlest curse of my faith and step on my corpse and ashes.
She will be a complete representative without any prejudice or discrimination.
She will spend her whole life moving towards the future,
And the passing of me will always be with you like a shadow.
——I have imprisoned her for ten years, will there ever be a day when I am killed by my dear her?】
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The writing on the diary has completely disappeared by this point, and the back pages are completely blank.
Su Mingan closed the diary, thoughtfully.
[Obtain hidden clues·Hakuo’s experiment observation diary]
[The clues have been recorded in the clue column and can be viewed at any time.]
Chapter completed!