… As people get older, when it’s time to leave, it’s almost done.”

"There is nothing that should or should not go." Su Mingan said: "No one should die at a certain age."

Garder reminded him of his grandmother, who died when he was four years old.

At that time, grandma was also holding his hand, lying on the hospital bed, and talking to him in a low voice.

She told him to be obedient, to be good, and to tolerate his mother. She said that her mother was just angry outside, so she just had to bear with him. In the future, without her protecting him, and his father being outside all year round, he should try to hide as much as possible.

In your own room.

He remembered that he had to bear with that woman until he finally couldn't bear it anymore.

...But before he was four years old, he always remembered the way his grandma protected him behind her, gave him sweets, and told him to go back to his room.

In front of him, Garder, whose face was covered with age spots, was speaking softly to him.

In his pocket, there was a bag of uneaten rice cake candies.

"Do you remember what I said, child?" She said softly: "You don't have to pursue anything in this life, as long as you can reflect on this life and feel guilty.

People will get answers to their questions in this life.

My answer was already waiting, and he told me not to wait any longer.

What about you...have you found your answer, Sherrod's answer?"

…

Su Mingan gradually thought about it.

At that time, it was clear that Xie Lude and Garder had agreed on a time to leave, so why did Garder deliberately keep him chatting?

The answer is simple.

No one forced her to chat with him.

...It's just because she doesn't want to leave.

He remembered what she said back then.

…

[Young man, don’t be afraid. You are still young and have a long road ahead. Even if you will see a lot of darkness and unfairness in the world along the way, you must give priority to preserving yourself.]

…

[Soul Hunting is not a place that cannibalize people. The Royal City also has their own considerations. They cannot blindly block their eyes and rashly complain about injustice...Only when you stand up, stand high, and see far, can you understand that some things will not be the same.

So simple.]

…

[Su Lin, child of the Su Lin family... you are a good young man, you have become a soul hunter, and you will realize your dream. 】

…

He already understands.

As early as that time, when she saw the Bright Knight wandering outside and Su Ming'an, she was already prepared.

When she knew that he wanted to become a soul hunter, she specifically said these words to let him think more about it so that he could be mentally prepared.

In this way, he would not get emotional and do something after learning about her death later.

...Even to a stranger who has just returned from outside, she can still be so gentle.

The old lady is such a gentle person.

She clearly did nothing wrong.

"...You came back on your own initiative, right?" Su Mingan looked at her.

Facing his gaze, Garder nodded slowly.

No one forced her.

There were no soul hunters on board to force her to get off. Because her son was a sacrificed soul hunter, even if she chose to escape, the soul hunters would reluctantly accept it for the sake of her son.

...She took the initiative to come here after thinking about Xie Lude's future, thinking about his future, and thinking about the price he paid to send her away.

Perhaps she had promised Sherlock that she would get on the ship, and she would insist on living even if she left her homeland.

But after receiving the letter temporarily, she waited no longer.

...She can't wait any longer.

...She came back on her own initiative.

…

"Recycle me." She said: "Take out the mutated soul heart from my chest and give this to the Pope. Xie Lude's resume will not be stained. Lele and Jiajia will probably not be stained either.

I'll blame you. They still have a future. They shouldn't be forced to leave Praia and wander on the sea...

Su Lin's child... you are a good young man, and the gods will not blame you.

Please help me."

After saying this.

She held the photo in her hand and suddenly lowered her head.

She kissed the faceless man wearing a soul hunting uniform.

Silver threads floated on the side of her face, like frost formed by a night of winter snow, brushing against the brown spots on her face. The moment she closed her eyes, her expression became extremely gentle, like a little girl who had just fallen in love.

.

The kiss was extremely light.

Like snow-capped mountains melting into water, morning dew rolling down, dragonflies touching the water, like believers kissing the Bible.

After a moment, she raised her eyes, and her lips slowly separated from the photo.

Years settled in her eyes, locking up a long time.

The eyes with a white ring were filled with water, as clear and bright as the sea and the sky.

Under her eyes, there were a pair of dark bags, as if she was holding long-lost tears.

…

...This is the best ending for her, "everyone is happy".

…

【When people arrange their own death, what awaits them is an extremely stable sense of departure.】

[As Heidegger said, living toward death.]

[Even that death is still unknown to them.]

…

If day does not appear,

She should have been used to patience and waiting.
Chapter completed!