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["Dear, dear Dongxue, listen."]

["You are not a victim of the times, nor are you a shadowy figure who cannot resist. You are not mediocre. You are my favorite past."]

["Dongxue, I will lead you to a bright future. You only need to be indulgent, proud, happy, always innocent, and then...be yourself."]

【"You may be immersed in the past, but I am not willing to destroy you."】

["I am Yang Xia, and I am you too. I am you who has grown up."]

["After becoming an outstanding student and successfully escaping from this hell, I became a famous scientist in the field of brain, and my female identity was finally recognized by everyone."]

["I destroyed Baisha Paradise and such a black school."]

【"As I grow older, I become an old lady."】

【"And in my past memories, you are circulating, always young."】

["I gradually began to regret it. Maybe I should pull you out of it. You shouldn't be immersed in such painful memories."]

【"I've come back, and again and again, you are still unwilling to run away with me."】

["You are not willing to listen to my explanation unless I provide complete evidence."]

【"But this time, I succeeded."】

【"This time, I hope you can really escape and be yourself."】

【"The tower never collapsed."】

【"...and we will always be young."】

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Dongxue has always wanted a dress, a bright red backless dress.

She wanted to learn the swan dance, but her parents kept telling her that she was a boy, boys should wear dark trousers, and dancing had nothing to do with learning.

But now, through the reflection of the fire, she saw herself on the glass wall, wearing a flaming red dance skirt.

She seemed to see herself dancing as a white swan under the auditorium.

She saw the light in her eyes.

...Although this is just a pavilion that is about to be burned down.

The old lady wore a bright red dress and applied lipstick.

She whispered softly: "Dongxue."

Dongxue's body suddenly trembled.

When she found her voice again, she found that her voice was frighteningly hoarse:

"Yang Xia, welcome back." She said.

In the blood-red vision, she saw her old self smiling.

"Dongxue, I always advised you to mature before, but I later discovered that adults should probably retain their innocence." The old lady said softly:

"We are not going against the trend of society, nor are we some suppressed aliens."

"...Dongxue, we still have to walk with freedom and dignity until the end."

"I gradually grew up and got older. My years were gone and I became an old lady."

"I became a scientist in the brain field, and my female identity was recognized by everyone."

"I chose to come back and destroy such a black school."

"I have grown up, but I have no regrets."

"I have no husband in my life and have devoted my life to society and the country. But I don't feel that I am missing anything."

"My students are very obedient and respect me. They give me my favorite red roses and low-fat yogurt, take care of me during holidays, and give me birthday wishes every year."

"A young man who lost his mother called me Teacher Mom."

"I heard it and felt very moved."

"Dongxue, people don't need love to live, but they need faith."

"——And sometimes, loving yourself is a kind of high-spirited belief."

"Winter snow."

"I love you."

Dongxue covered her lips.

Tears kept flowing from the corners of her eyes, the shoulder straps of her red dance dress were trembling, her sticky black hair was trembling, and her eyes were trembling like the sparkling light of the sea.

this response.

She has been waiting almost her whole life.

On the other side of the glass, she continued to speak softly.

When she grew up, she was like a bottle of wine that had just been opened, with a fragrance and charm that penetrated the heart and mind. When the wine gradually penetrated into the heart of a person... it brewed a burning and long-simmering passion.

The bitter taste comes.

Saw it.

"Actually, mother has always wanted to save us." The old lady said softly, "...she just didn't understand it before."

"And when I laid everything out in front of them, she actually knelt down to me and confessed."

"She said she almost lost me."

"Our mother is also great. Although she is a single mother who is eager to have grandchildren, she no longer objected after learning about my changes. She took the lead in destroying the laboratory."

"——You know what? I heard her call me daughter."

When she said this, the light in the old lady's eyes was like the tide rising on the sea.

For her, there is no better affirmation than this.

"Dongxue, I used to wonder what the meaning of life would be for a person like me who was born with the wrong gender identity and became an alien."

"But later, I gradually understood that no matter how bad or useless something is, it will always leave traces when it comes to this world."

"Some people - they may become a shadow in someone's eyes, a figure in the dark who cannot resist. They are trapped in the trap called "excellence" and can never look back."

"But education has always been a beam of light that converges into another beam of light."

"I saw the vast world and the light behind the tower."

"Because I have understood that no matter what, whether we are trash abandoned by the system, whether we are abnormal aliens, or existences unworthy of being accepted by our peers - we must all walk with freedom and dignity until the end.

"

"You should remember that you are the leading actor on the stage of your own life and the brightest color in the painting."

"You should remember that you are a flying chick, a shining star, and a glorious future."

"[——You remember that you have the vast sky and sea, you write about the miners who died, the bloody truth, you care about food and vegetables, and there is injustice and indignation towards the world in your eyes]."

"You have to remember, Dongxue, you are a unique existence."

"Because of something."

"It never existed for [meaning]."

"[We are never anyone's shadow]."

"[We always have the right to choose without regrets]."

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Chapter completed!