Chapter 262 But you are crying(1/2)
Raising the difficulty of the dungeon to such an outrageous level allowed Mizushima Kawaharu to completely grasp Fuyuki's lifeline early on.
...Such a situation will only occur in the most difficult tasks, which are similar to "identity competition".
It is precisely because this kind of competition is related to those in power that she can fight to this point.
There is no hatred without reason, and hatred will not last long.
Only benefits are eternal.
Su Mingan looked at Mizushima Kawaharu who seemed to agree, and sighed softly again.
The identity of those in power is certainly not simple.
Judging from the scene when the organizer met with him alone and invited him alone at the end of the Third World, this was a special status with a very high status, and it was the only one.
Considering what the organizer said at the time about "promoting the dimension", it is normal for Mizushima Kawaharu to desire it so much.
As Ying said before, things like "controlling Zhai Xing" can actually be done when the person in power reaches a certain level. So this special identity must be different from the ordinary identity.
This is an extremely special status.
"That's it." Su Mingan said softly: "This is why you are so persistent."
...No matter how you put it, it's still because of internal fighting.
Even if it's not out of pure hatred, this kind of deliberate attempt to drag him to death for a certain status...
Also stupid.
Too stupid.
"...Then can I stop?" Mizushima Kawaharu said softly.
Su Mingan squinted his eyes.
"The world won't allow me to stop." She said: "...You don't understand at all, Su Ming'an."
"There are only two of us here, and we don't have language communication difficulties." Su Mingan said, "You can try to make me understand."
Mizushima Kawaharu closed her eyes.
The lost eyes had begun to grow some tissue with the help of the strengthening agent, and the wounds on her face had also begun to heal. The scene of flesh and blood growing looked particularly terrifying at this time.
When she opened her eyes again, there was already some sparkle in her eyes.
"You will not understand my wish." She said: "I want to free my sister and all mankind from this world ruled by games."
Su Mingan's originally smiling expression became slightly stiff.
His breathing became slightly faster, his heartbeat began to speed up involuntarily, and he even began to sweat on his back.
But soon, he suppressed these reactions forcefully.
"What did you say?" He said in a very soft tone, facing the dog-like Mizushima Kawaharu.
"People who are ignorant and short-sighted will not understand my behavior." Mizushima Kawaharu said: "I have been educated by a noble family since I was a child, and I know how to endure humiliation and bear heavy burdens, and how to stand up after breaking.
...And even if I failed in the fifth world, I was still given a chance to make a comeback.
As long as I drag you to death here, complete my mission, become the player with the highest special status, and continue to advance, I will have the opportunity to save everyone...
But the world doesn't allow me to stop, I can't even take a step back.
The escape route has been blocked, blocked by myself.
Unless I can drag you to death here, what awaits me is failure.
…a failure like now.”
Su Mingan even thought he heard wrongly.
He was stunned for a moment, a shock like a sea wave engulfed him, and an extremely unspeakable and mixed emotion brewed in his chest.
His throat was as dry as a desert, his mouth seemed to be on fire, and he couldn't say a word for a while.
...At this moment, he suddenly had the idea of falling over.
Mizushima Kawaharu is telling him
She has always been in trouble, almost dragging him into a death spiral, and completely crushing his hopes.
She who made him die several times, almost drove him to the organizer, almost drove him crazy, she was actually telling him
The reason why she did this and deliberately planned to kill him and drag him to hell with her
It actually goes against what he has been thinking all along,
Exactly the same.
...She actually also wants to save her planet, her home.
She actually wanted to redeem Zhai Xing.
"..."
Su Mingan was almost out of breath.
But the difference between him and Mizushima Kawaharu is that he completely hides his true thoughts, but she said it directly.
...She even took the initiative to ask the organizers for help, asking them to give her such an opportunity.
But without a reply and unable to test, she didn't know what kind of malice the organizers had towards people like her who had the idea of rescuing Zhai Xing.
Therefore, she was pushed into a deeper abyss by the organizer.
...to face him.
To be his sharpening edge, to be his stepping stone.
Su Mingan felt a little dizzy for a moment.
The sudden amount of information hit his mind, and his eyes were filled with dark hallucinations that were constantly floating.
He couldn't describe this feeling.
...He has been fighting alone, from beginning to end.
There is no one to talk to, no one to communicate with, and true thoughts must be covered up with selfish words.
He had thought before that in this game, there must be people who had the same thoughts as him, but they were destined to be unable to communicate with each other.
In such a world, they are destined to be isolated islands, and they can only hold on to their own ideals and fight separately.
But now... someone clearly stood in front of him and told him.
She is also one of the isolated islands.
But the difference is that she doesn't seem to understand the danger, and is even stupid enough to speak out in this situation.
He almost wanted to grab her by the collar and tell her that she was targeting him so much and wanted to kill him as if she was self-destructing. It was just a stupid "car crash".
But at this time, facing such ignorant compatriots, he must sneer at this.
He must use the most malicious words to criticize her.
"Does it make sense?"
Su Mingan's expression froze for a moment, and then he smiled again.
Facing Mizushima Kawaharu, who had exactly the same idea as him, he smiled extremely sarcastically.
"Rescue Zhai Xing? Shui Dao, are you deliberately going against the organizer?"
"How could it be against you? Are you still laughing? What's so funny!" Mizushima Kawaharu's emotions surged like a tide. She gritted her teeth and was extremely emotional:
"How can a person like you understand! Even if it has no meaning now, I am giving it meaning! One day, I will definitely rescue the home where my sister is."
"Even if you are promoted to the highest level of power, do you think you can accomplish such a thing?" Su Mingan sneered: "Who promised you, did you imagine it yourself?"
"I begged the organizers and they promised me," Mizushima Kawaharu roared, "I will definitely, definitely be able to win my hometown back. At least, it will never fall into the hands of people like you."
Su Mingan's smile became more genuine.
... He seems to have found a brand new path.
A brand new path besides clearing all levels perfectly.
He should probably thank this mad dog-like Mizushima Kawaharu.
"It's a good thing you failed." Su Mingan said.
"Su Mingan, you know nothing about me." Mizushima Kawaharu stared at him and suddenly calmed down:
"Your knowledge is too short-sighted and your experience is too little. You have never experienced the pain of struggling on the line of life and death, nor the shame of your family being robbed. If before, I can only blame you for not thinking of redemption, but now
, you refused to redeem your home and still chose to dominate the entire world, you are extremely selfish."
"You want to deny everything about me?" Su Mingan said.
"A student living in an ivory tower." Mizushima Kawaharu stared at him: "What can you understand? What do you have?"
Her new eyes were as black as ink, as if they had not been stained by any dust, but the black blood on the edges was extremely vivid.
With blood in the corners of her eyes, her eyes were surprisingly cold:
"Su Ming'an... you will always look at things from the perspective of a villain. You are just a classic low-level figure who has gained tremendous power for a moment. You don't have the slightest sense of justice in your heart, and your desire for power has overwhelmed you.
From the moment you became the number one player and sacrificed Yueyue, I knew that you were extremely selfish in your heart.
For the sake of a name, you can watch your companions die, and you can steal other people's things without any scruples.
Like a child with nuclear weapons, your ideal level does not match your strength at all.
...and I, the rest of us, have seen and experienced far more tragedies than you.
Whether it's me, my sister, or even Edward, Ani, Adolf...their vision, experience, and world they see are much better than yours.
you are just
A lucky little guy.
A little person who is noticed by the organizer.
To be continued...