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Chapter 230 I'm not a star(2/2)

【That's what she originally thought.】

【Until one time, she attended a birthday party of her deskmate.】

[She previously thought that a birthday party was just a family sitting at the same table, eating some cakes and meat dishes, then blowing out the candles and having a good sleep? 】

【Why do we need to go out of our way to celebrate and invite so many people to dress up? 】

【She didn't know, she just went.】

【Afterwards, she saw a world she had never seen before.】

[The splendid hall, the crystal-decorated hall lamp, and the scarlet carpet flowed from one end of the high-level stairs to the other end under her feet.]

[In the banquet hall filled with formal attire, her beautiful tablemate stood at the top of the steps.]

[My deskmate’s long dress is trailing to the floor, and she wears a diamond-embellished hairpin on her head, looking like a princess living in this world.]

[The princess came over with a smile and raised her glass.]

[She looked at her school uniform and sports pants and panicked for a moment.]

【"Why did I come here?"】

[She faced everyone’s mocking eyes, which was difficult to understand. 】

["...Why is she a princess and I am just the ugly duckling here to foil her?"]

["Obviously in school, I am the good boy in the eyes of the teacher, but she is a poor student who is ignorant and incompetent."]

【"Why, why are you here..."】

【"Is everything going to hell?"】

【"Why do people look at me with contempt?"】

["Why do they say, this is the outside world?"]

【She ran away.】

[It was like escaping from a world that did not belong to her, like escaping from the clouds into the mortal world. She walked through the alley full of dirty water, opened the creaking door, and saw her wrinkled mother. 】

[She still remembers the appearance of the little princess’s mother, like a noble lady with no fingers on her face, no trace of time on her face. 】

[At this time, when she saw her mother, she only felt embarrassed.]

【……】

【She gradually changed.】

[I used to feel friendly when I heard my mother nagging about the family’s shortcomings and the increase in vegetable prices, but now I just feel verbose.]

[When she saw the high-end desserts displayed in the hall and the sea cucumber and abalone flown in from abroad, she found it hard to swallow when she saw the stir-fried cabbage on the table.]

[When she saw the little princess wearing a long rhinestone dress and brand-name jewelry, she was wearing a baggy school uniform that had been washed repeatedly, and she was wearing hairpins that cost five yuan and three from the jewelry store, she felt ashamed.]

【……】

【She gradually changed.】

[She no longer cares about food and vegetables, and no longer chats with her parents about the family's shortcomings. She struggles with her downfall. Every time she sees her deskmate come to school, she dare not look directly into her eyes, always feeling ashamed.]

[Her mother said: "Don't worry about these, we are noble enough."]

【But she couldn't understand.】

[She hid herself in the bed at night, and her days and nights were filled with tears.]

[She shuttled among the crowds, seemingly out of touch with the excitement, and unable to control herself from being part of it.]

【Finally, one day when I was struggling, another "she" appeared.】

["She" said: "You are so useless, Lin Jiang."]

["She" said: "You are extremely ugly, but you dare not face your inferiority complex."]

["She" said: "You can continue to feel inferior to yourself, and then I can mature on your behalf."]

【……】

["She" said: - I will become the "sin" of your vanity, Lin Jiang.]



The words stayed in front of my eyes for a moment.

Su Mingan leaned against the bookshelf in the library, yawned, and watched the blood-red words appear on the panel bit by bit:

["——Doctor, my dear doctor."]

【"What do you think, in Baisha Paradise, such a child."】

["Is it an existence that is judged to be saveable?"]

["Or... social waste that cannot be treated and is destined to become waste?"]

【"What this child has is an unforgivable sin."】

["...Or did it create such a person's past that cannot be buried?"]



【"Please make your decision tonight."】

"Snapped!"

It seemed that he leaned too hard, and the book behind him fell down, making several muffled sounds.

Su Mingan closed the system interface and walked out of the bookshelf.

The setting sun outside the window casts sparkling light through the extremely tall branches and leaves.

"..."

He looked at the system time. It was now five o'clock in the afternoon. He had been here all afternoon.

The newly opened fifth floor is very large, much larger than the fourth floor, almost the size of a library.

He found that the spatial structure of this white sand paradise was very unscientific. Although the first and second floors were very narrow, the upper floors were getting bigger and bigger, especially the fifth floor, which was almost larger than the lower floors combined.

The entire floor structure is like an inverted triangle. The higher you go up, the larger the area becomes.

He searched all over the fifth floor, but didn't see anything special. Instead, he met many players who had also come up. When facing him, they avoided looking at him and did not dare to communicate with him. They seemed more courageous than before.

Much smaller.

He knew why - these players were afraid he would go crazy.

Long ago, these people thought he had symptoms of madness, and even Mo Yan was no exception... When he clearly thought he was normal, these people insisted on labeling him "crazy."

After his identity was revealed, this group of people did not rush to him. Perhaps they had already realized that he was difficult to approach.

If he doesn't do it right, he will be forced to "commit suicide".

...Anyway, no one dares to raise doubts about this.

After finding that no one bothered him, he flipped through the books on the fifth floor.

Mo Yan also came here. He seemed to want to look through the books for clues, but he couldn't do it after only reading one or two books.

Mo Yan said that this book is very evil, just like the Baisha History that the teacher gave out. It makes people shudder and makes them unable to read it at all.

But Su Mingan watched here all afternoon and didn't feel anything was wrong.

The contents of the book were even normal, and there was no sign of him going crazy.

He walked out of the bookshelf and found that the entire fifth floor was already empty.

Perhaps they were frightened by these tattered books, or perhaps they were frightened by him staying here for a long time. No player dared to go up to the fifth floor.
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