Chapter 123 I am the Light Chaser, Su-style (rudder master)(1/2)
...Sure enough, she was still led astray. She should not have agreed to let her daughter take risks in the first place. Her daughter began to become more and more strange, and she was no longer like the well-behaved and sensible child before.
"...Forget it, you are older and your wings are stiffer, but you should have some tolerance if you like, don't become more and more introverted every day, and don't even want to communicate with others... Mom can't control you, and she won't stop you.
Chasing stars..."
"Mom, he is not a star." Su Shi looked at his mother, who seemed a bit strange in his eyes: "...he is a hero."
"——Boss, I want a dozen beers!"
The guests' shouts came from below.
"coming!"
Mother Su turned her head and shouted downstairs, looked at her daughter with a look of hatred, and then sighed helplessly, carrying the beer that the guests downstairs wanted to order, and went downstairs.
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Su Shi withdrew his eyes.
She looked towards the screen downstairs with somewhat tired eyes, and saw the "artwork" that she had always held in her heart.
As the strongest player in the Dragon Kingdom and the strongest player in the world, it stands to reason that in this situation, his live broadcast should be played.
Even if the barrage is reduced to a small piece in the upper right corner, it is constantly refreshed like a tide.
People downstairs were eating melon seeds and peanuts, drinking wine, chatting and laughing as they watched him try his best to win a level on the screen.
The "artwork" is now standing in the square, and he seems to be saying something to Lu Shu beside him.
Su Shi heard his voice, which was amplified by the speakers. He was being watched like a character in a movie.
But she had seen the sea in his heart.
She couldn't help but glance into her pocket, and then she squeezed the pocket tightly with her left hand. Inside was something like a rope.
"Wait a minute, wait a minute..." She said incomprehensible words to herself.
She felt that her body was a little stiff after sitting for a long time, but she still twisted over, listened to the voice that came from him, a world away, and picked up her pen.
The screen in front of me, the unfinished painting.
"...Why does this Lu Shu listen to Su Ming'an on everything? This is so reckless." Discussions came from downstairs.
These discussions are very common and happen all the time.
"You don't have a brain and can't think. I remember Xiao Wang, you were like a licking dog when you were in college."
"Brother nm, please keep your voice down, don't expose your brother Wang's relationship history!"
"Oh my God, Edward was eliminated just like that. I even bet on him. I lost so much!"
"Hehe, fortunately, I had my own opinion and overpowered Su Ming'an. I feel that the situation should be stable. I won't lose any blood. I'll learn from it, you know?"
Downstairs, there was a constant sound of bottles clinking.
It's like celebrating a festival at a night market, everything is peaceful.
Su Shi couldn't help but move his gaze downstairs. On the screen, the cross was still stained with blood.
The young man fell on the chair, his golden hair shining brightly in the sunlight. The pit marks left by the light cannon were obvious on the ground, the chair was messy on the ground, and both sides of the camp were in extreme crisis.
Another wave of laughter came out. People seemed to be a little drunk and drunk, as if they didn't know what was going on.
Su Shi felt that her vision was a little blurry. After adding a shining lighthouse behind the "artwork" in the painting, she touched her face and felt a piece of crystal water.
She lowered her head, clutched her pen tightly, and sobbed in the warmth of the indoor heater.
Laughter suddenly burst out from below. It seemed that someone's color joke had worked, and it seemed that someone was recalling some green years. At the moment when the cuffs were wet with tears, at the moment when he was surrounded by laughter, Su Shi felt that he
It instantly became an isolated island sunk deep into the sea and pushed away. Only the distant and unreachable sunlight still existed.
It was like a closed valley suddenly opened up, and the people below were laughing without scruples. The endless strong wind broke in in an instant. She seemed to open her eyes against the wind, and what she saw was a world blurred by tears.
...Absurdity is rampant in reality, but it runs through the theme of life all the time. The human world is already chaotic enough.
Travelers looked at each other across the boat, their lights shining through the mist, and the people on the shore were leisurely and contented with their safe situation.
Su Shi opened the diary and wrote a paragraph.
【——Are they the ones you want to save? My lighthouse? 】
【No, it cannot be.】
[Effortless heroes, the people you are saving are not these people at all. All the actions you have done to save others, what you have saved are yourselves. 】
[In this process of despair and gradual decay, what is saved is the one that is not assimilated—yourselves.]
【Stop saying who you are fighting for.】
【Everything about you is independent and free, you are not burdened, you save yourselves.】
Her mind was clearer than ever before. In the festive atmosphere, she threw away the pen, suddenly opened her arms, and hugged herself hard, as if she was holding another non-existent person, as if she wanted to convey her emotions.
Her tears suddenly fell uncontrollably, like a flood bursting a bank, but the corners of her mouth were rising, and she finally couldn't suppress the free laughter and burst out laughing.
It was like laughter squeezed out of her throat. She felt that her throat was a little choked and she was crying. The laughter also had a hoarse ending as if it was wet with water.
Her laughter was so loud that it spread to the first floor, drowning out the roar of people's laughter. People raised their heads in confusion, and Su's mother also walked up. Seeing her crazy look, she hurriedly pulled
He dragged her to find a psychiatrist.
"Su Shi! What's the matter with you... Stop laughing, stop laughing! Let the outsiders see the joke! Don't be afraid, mom will take you to see a doctor, there is a private clinic next door, let's just go for a walk..."
Her mother's words were very clear in her ears, and her mother's tug on her was also very strong, with a sense that she could not refuse.
But she was not sick. Su Shi knew it very well.
...It is clear that the world is sick.
There is no cure for the disease, and there are endless moths. Those who work hard without caring about themselves become the ones who are watched.
"The world is becoming more and more ridiculous. The preaching and appeals on the forum are meaningless. There are no laws, no systems, and no proper rules in the main god space..." Su Shi muttered to himself.
The mother pulled her hard, trying to quickly drag this embarrassing daughter who laughed out of nowhere out of people's sight.
"...people who are derailed, people who are deviant, people who don't know how to respect...why don't they get the punishment they deserve?"
She suddenly pushed her mother away and her emotions could no longer be contained.
"Su Mingan is right, I must learn [grading]!"
She laughed, and her smile bloomed like fireworks, as if she had found a firm belief. After running to the stairs and facing everyone's doubtful eyes, a bright red lead appeared on her hand, which made everyone change instantly.
Face.
"Su Shi—what are you going to do!"
Her mother was calling her, her voice hurried.
"I don't want to do anything." She smiled and spoke in a calm tone, as if she was making a sacred oath: "It's just that people who don't deserve to be saved should not stay in this world. I want to help him get rid of these [waste]."
"——Are you crazy too? Have you been led astray by that guy named Su Ming'an? Mom should have forbidden you to see his things again! Now be good...obedient, come back quickly, and put down the things in your hands..." Su
The mother immediately pounced on her. She felt that her daughter was threatening her, just like those children who said they wanted to go on a hunger strike just to get their parents to agree to the request. She regretted it - she should have banned her daughter as some people on the forum said.
Seeing those weird remarks made everyone feel abnormal.
...but she suddenly saw it.
On my daughter's hand, a flash of fire suddenly appeared, bright red and dazzling.
...it's true.
"Crazy, really crazy..." Mother Su's legs weakened for a moment, and her tears couldn't stop falling.
Everyone's faces changed in an instant, and they rushed forward like crazy, trying to stop this girl who suddenly went crazy.
"I'm not crazy, you are the ones who are crazy. I am the most sane person. I follow in his footsteps, and he is always right."
Su Shi opened his arms and arched his eyebrows.
"Now, remember my name."
Her smile was like a burning fire, reflecting the light of the fuse in her hand.
"——I am the light chaser, Su Shi."
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"Now, it's time for you to repay your kindness, guard."
The girl in front of her lowered her head and held the hem of her skirt tightly with her hands.
"From now on, every one of your guardians is extremely important." Su Mingan said: "I need to know the information about your guardians from the past two nights to arrange your work and report it to me."
"I, I..." As soon as Yamada Machi raised her head, Su Ming'an saw the darkness in her eyes.
"On the first night...I, I was guarding myself, and on the second night, I was guarding Lu Shu..."
Su Mingan thought for a while: "Then you are going to guard Aini tonight, do you understand?"
"Hmm, um..." The girl nodded as if she wouldn't resist at all.
Su Ming'an was arranging his work when he suddenly saw barrage rushing like a storm.
To be continued...