634 Trapped in Memories
"The appetite is not very good." Yan Mingsheng didn't want Xiao Qi to worry, so he didn't say much.
"You should pay attention to your health. Your stomach is not good." Xiao Qi looked at Yan Mingsheng and felt that he was in a bad mood and looked very depressed.
"Dad, are you in a bad mood?"
Xiao Qi asked carefully, wondering if it was because her mother was going to get married.
Yan Mingsheng looked at him, "It's not good."
How could he be good?
"Dad, you cheer up and there is no hurdle that you can't overcome, and you will always get better."
Xiao Qi racked his brains to comfort Yan Mingsheng.
Yan Mingsheng looked at it and smiled reluctantly, "I know, I will get better."
Xiao Qi felt that what he said was unbelievable, but he didn't know how to comfort him.
"Do you want to send me an invitation? Give me?"
Yan Mingsheng cheered up.
Xiao Qi hurriedly gave him the invitation, "My mother and I will do it together... If you are not available at that time, you don't have to force it."
Xiao Qi thought about it and said.
It was too cruel to let Yan Mingsheng watch Shi Luo marry Shao Jingtian.
"I didn't expect you, mother and son, to hold a wedding together." Yan Mingsheng sighed as he looked at the invitation.
"I said it casually before, but I didn't expect it to happen."
"Get married when you meet a suitable one. It's great, otherwise you will regret it for the rest of your life if you miss it." Yan Mingsheng looked at Xiao Qi with envy, "If I were as brave as you, maybe..."
Maybe it won't be the result of today.
He is not as good as Xiao Qi.
At that time, because of the opposition of his parents, because he was afraid of being said to be a soft meal, and because he was afraid of being said to be leaning on Shi Luo, he finally did not make any public announcement and got married in secret.
He was obviously his beloved wife, but he was said to be a distant relative who defected to his family.
How ridiculous it is to think about it now.
He could have made excuses before, saying that he would be for his career, but now looking at Xiao Qi, he felt ashamed.
Xiao Qi is also a traffic flow, but he bravely safeguards his love.
He was not afraid of those careers that might collapse, but in the end he won all respect.
Compared to Xiao Qi, he felt ashamed.
The more Yan Mingsheng thought about it, the more regret it became.
Xiao Qi had no choice but to comfort her.
"Dad, it's all over. I'm different from the times you are in. I'm an actor and the conditions are better than you did at that time, so don't think about anything anymore. Maybe if it's useless, it's just that you're uncomfortable."
Yan Mingsheng looked at Xiao Qi, "Your mother taught you very well. If I do this, you will comfort me, but I know, it's still my problem after all."
Now, if he came to take Xiao Qi to grow up, Xiao Qi would not be so good because he would not be that good.
Yan Mingsheng became more and more decadent, and Xiao Qi's eyelids were pounding.
"Dad, are you okay? Why are you a different person?"
It looks so self-deprecating.
Yan Mingsheng shook his head, "No, no, it's just that I haven't had a good sleep during this period and I'm a little unenergized, so you don't have to care."
He thought that he couldn't help, so he should not drag Xiao Qi down.
"Don't you sleep well?" Xiao Qi frowned, "If it's a lot, should you go to the hospital for a look?"
"No, I'm fine." Yan Mingsheng shook his head and changed the subject, "I didn't expect you to get married so early."
Nowadays, the entertainment industry is getting younger and younger, but getting married later. Many of them are basically after the age of thirty or even forty.
Xiao Qi is too young.
"I met you and wanted to get married." Xiao Qi replied.
"I like her so much?" Yan Mingsheng smiled, "It seems like a good person."
"Well, she's very good." Xiao Qi took out his cell phone to show Yan Mingsheng the photo of him and Xie Lu, and told Yan Mingsheng about Xie Lu.
Yan Mingsheng listened carefully, "Just think about it."
He couldn't help but yawn after he said that.
Xiao Qi stopped talking quickly, "Dad, if you are tired, go back and rest quickly. If you keep sleeping or if you have any problems, remember to see a doctor."
Yan Mingsheng agreed.
After seeing Xiao Qi off, Yan Mingsheng felt even more uncomfortable.
After hearing Xiao Qi talk about him and Xie Lu, he couldn't help but think of him and Shi Luo.
Shi Luo and him were also so happy.
The more you sober, the more painful it is, but Yan Mingsheng didn't even dare to get drunk.
As Shi Luo and his friends' wedding date got closer, Yan Mingsheng finally went to see a doctor.
You can't get drunk, at least let him fall asleep.
Seeing that his condition was serious, the doctor prescribed him medicine, but felt that his condition was wrong, so he suggested that he go to see a psychologist again and introduce him to a doctor.
"If you have any unhappy things, you can talk to the doctor."
Yan Mingsheng didn't want to find any psychologist, but this sentence made him moved.
He has no friends and no partner to talk to, and he has nowhere to tell his pain. Maybe he can find a stranger or a doctor.
Yan Mingsheng has gone.
The psychologist talked for a while and confirmed that Yan Mingsheng had a tendency to depression.
He could no longer find the meaning of living and was in a relatively dangerous stage.
The psychologist chatted with Yan Mingsheng for a while and made him cheer up.
Encourage him to find new interests and find the meaning of living.
The words of a psychologist are still useful, and Yan Mingsheng thinks he should indeed find it.
But when he went home, he was troubled by insomnia again.
Yan Mingsheng couldn't help but take sleeping pills.
But after eating it, it still didn't work. Yan Mingsheng felt more and more uncomfortable and was on the verge of collapse.
He kept thinking about what the doctor said.
He has to find the meaning of living.
He thought about it, but couldn't think of anything else.
At his age, he had already felt the success of his career. The child was not a kiss, so after thinking about it, he only thought about Shi Luo.
If Shi Luo could return to him, everything would have meaning.
Just Shi Luo.
But Shi Luo is getting married.
Yan Mingsheng was pulled by two thoughts, one was to not look for Shi Luo, and the other was to look for Shi Luo.
Don’t let Shi Luo marry Shao Jingtian, even if you kneel down and beg her, you also ask her to return to her side.
Yan Mingsheng thought about it and even went out impulsively, but suddenly woke up after going out.
No, no, he shouldn't have done this.
Yan Mingsheng went back.
He forced himself not to think about it, he urgently needed a moment of rest.
He took sleeping pills again.
But it's still useless.
Yan Mingsheng was physically involved, but his spirit was always excited.
He couldn't fall asleep, and he even suspected that the doctor's prescribed medicine was problematic.
Yan Mingsheng didn't remember taking it several times, but later he found that the doctor had finished taking all the medicines for a course of treatment he had prescribed.
After taking the medicine, it seemed that the effect of the medicine finally played a role.
He was in a daze as if he was about to fall asleep, but he seemed to be back in the past, and when Shi Luo was still with him.
"Luoluo, are you still working overtime? When will you come back? I'll wait for you at home."
Yan Mingsheng took out his cell phone and contacted Shi Luo, asking her to come back early.
No one replied on the other end of the phone, Yan Mingsheng shook his head, "Why don't you talk? Luo Luo, otherwise I will pick you up, I will not be able to recognize you."
Yan Mingsheng didn't hear any objection, "Then let's say that, I'll go out now."
He got up excitedly and fell to the ground as soon as he got out of bed.
Chapter completed!