Chapter 600 Healing
After Shi Luo finished speaking, Shao Jingtian stopped.
He has thought about these questions.
He rarely avoided problems before, but he always escaped this problem.
Speaking of this, we must never escape.
Shao Jingtian was nervous, but feeling the hug Shi Luo was dependent on his back, he finally mustered up the courage.
"Then you take a look first. If you are afraid, you won't look in the future."
He said it sincerely, and Shi Luo was just afraid that he would not want to see it.
Shi Luo opened his eyes, and his eyes lit up without defending him, "Yes."
She stood up and looked down from Shao Jingtian's shoulders with the force.
Shao Jingtian's right hand was so stiff that he was at a loss.
Shi Luo stretched his hand forward like he used to hold him, accurately holding his right hand, and raised it to take a look.
"I'm relieved because I haven't worn out my skin, but I'm also feeling red. I must be tired today. Did you use a lot of it when you go to work?"
Shao Jingtian was a little dazed and said no.
"No wonder Hong. You are too disobedient. You are tired when you go to work. You come back to beat me after work. If I had known, I would beat me by myself."
Shao Jingtian saw that everything was normal, and always felt that it was unreal.
"I'm fine, you..."
He was speechless for a moment, but Shi Luo couldn't help but say, "It hurt a lot at the beginning..."
Knowing the situation is always different from facing the situation. I know that Shao Jingtian is still feeling uncomfortable when I see it.
Shao Jingtian only thought Shi Luo was not abnormal, but he didn't know her heartache.
Think about how old Shao Jingtian was, but he was hurt like this at that time.
How painful it is for him.
Shi Luo's heartache was revealed in his tone. Shao Jingtian's heart trembled as he heard it.
“It’s all over.”
Shao Jingtian cheered up, "It's much better now, it's time for you to go back and rest."
"You drove me away again." Shi Luo didn't let go, "Do you have to wash it with warm water? I'll get a towel?"
Shi Luo got up and went to get the towel.
Shao Jingtian tried to stop him but failed.
He was helpless and moved, and hurriedly chased after him.
When Shi Luo saw him coming, he smiled, washed it carefully with warm water, and wiped it gently with a towel.
"You are not allowed to wear it back tonight. Just rest like this. If you have me in the future, you will take it down tonight."
Shao Jingtian looked at Shi Luo's appearance with a slightly deeper eyes.
"Shi Luo, don't you really feel ugly or disgusting?"
At this moment, he finally revealed his true emotional feelings.
"I don't think it's ugly? It's not disgusting. It's just a scar. What's the big deal."
Shi Luo answered seriously.
Seeing that Shao Jingtian was still motionless, Shi Luo thought for a while and lowered his head and kissed him at the burunt.
Shao Jingtian was about to speak, but when he saw Shi Luo's actions, he was stunned.
Before he could react, Shi Luo had already stood up, "No more talk in the future."
Shao Jingtian's pupils shrank violently.
The gentle and warmth began from the stump, like a fire that ignited him.
It made him tremble all over.
The stump is the biggest pain, the ugliest place and the most sensitive place in his life.
He himself hated it, but Shi Luo...
"What are you...for?"
Shao Jingtian's voice was hoarse and trembled slightly.
"Of course it's a stamp, to avoid you saying it's ugly in the future."
Shi Luo was serious, "Shao Jingtian, remember, you are already mine, your whole person is mine, your hand is also mine, and it has been specially stamped. You are no longer allowed to say that my hand is ugly or disgusting, otherwise I will never end up with you."
Shao Jingtian's eyes were slightly red and his emotions were rolling, "You..."
He wanted to speak, but he didn't know what to say, and he was even more afraid that he would reveal his emotions as soon as he opened his mouth.
He bit his lips to calm his emotions, but looked at Shi Luo tightly.
It seemed as if I wanted to melt her with my eyes.
Shi Luo could feel the fluctuations in his emotions. After thinking about it, he stretched out his hand, joking and saying seriously.
"Okay, it's my fault to kiss you without your consent. I'll kiss you too. Is it fair to do this? My hand will be yours in the future."
She handed her hand to Shao Jingtian's mouth.
Shao Jingtian smiled at her white and tender hands that were in sharp contrast with her, and smiled.
"Fool."
"If you don't kiss me, I won't care..."
Shi Luo was about to take his hand back, but Shao Jingtian suddenly grabbed it. After kissing it, he hugged Shi Luo in his arms before he could react.
The right hand, which was not wearing a prosthetic limb, slowly slowly put it on, hugging Shi Luo together.
"I remember everything you said."
He will remember from now on that his hands are neither dirty nor ugly.
Yes, it is neither dirty nor ugly, nor is it...it doesn't bleed.
Shao Jingtian's bone knife will cause phantom limb pain, which has something to do with the heart and memory.
Every time, when he saw bones, knifes, or blood, he seemed to have returned to that time.
His hands were covered in blood and it kept hurting.
I have never seen a knife or a bone, and it will happen from time to time.
His hands were clearly cured, but in his eyes, his hands were bleeding.
Most people can no longer bear it, but Shao Jingtian has been working hard and has been using other things to attract attention.
It was not until I met Shi Luo's book that this situation was relieved.
When he feels uncomfortable, he will relieve himself from reading books, and it has always been like this.
When I met Luo, this situation would be better off.
But Shi Luo's death made Shao Jingtian's situation repeat again.
Shi Luo has returned, but she still experiences amnesia. Now she is stable with Shi Luo and has a much better situation.
But it wasn't completely good.
From time to time, he looked at his hands, but still bleeding.
He didn't use his right hand to hold Shi Luo's hand, but he was afraid that the blood would stain Shi Luo's body.
He knew his situation. He believed that he could control himself and that he could also distinguish between reality and hallucinations. But when he thought about his future marriage plan with Shi Luo, he still wanted to contact a psychologist to check it out.
He doesn't like seeing a psychologist because every time he sees, the scars will be torn apart again in the past.
That was not a pleasant thing.
It would be fine if it could be cured and useful, but the experience of these decades shows that it is not useful yet.
He went through it so many times, but he returned in disappointment, no matter how good the psychologist was, it was the same.
Originally, he planned not to suffer the consequences again and not to repay the hope, but for Shi Luo, he decided to go.
He was mentally prepared, but he didn't expect he didn't have to go.
Shi Luo helped him cure it.
While he was unprepared, Shi Luo wiped away the dirty blood that could never be wiped clean with his own hands.
She wiped it clean, and the dirty blood was about to come back. When Shi Luo lowered his head and kissed him, the dirty blood was completely gone, and the wound that seemed to never healed also healed.
Because he couldn't let Shi Luo touch the blood, let alone Shi Luo touch the bones...
Even if you beat him to death, you can't.
Originally, whether it was hallucinations or blood, he thought about it. If the psychologist knew about it, he would definitely analyze it and say that his subconscious intention was because Shi Luo defeated him.
But he only knew that it was Shi Luo who wiped the dirty blood with his own hands, and Shi Luo healed him.
Shi Luo is still his redemption.
Chapter completed!