Chapter 454: Desire to Survive
Shao Jingtian knew his problem. He didn't dare to look for Shi Luo. He didn't want to destroy her happiness. He just wanted to protect her, but all this was interrupted.
"Shi Luo, you will never know how important your existence is to me."
When Shao Jingtian hugged Luo tightly, his voice slowly lowered.
Since receiving the news that Xiao Qi had an accident, Shao Jingtian has never slept well again until this moment.
Shao Jingtian fell asleep, and Shi Luo's eyes were blurred.
Before, she only thought Shao Jingtian was her book fan, but she didn't know that she was not just a book fan.
After a while, Shi Luo began to get anxious because Shao Jingtian's familiar and warm arms became colder little by little. Shi Luo was afraid that Shao Jingtian would be frozen to death.
The indoor temperature is very low because Shi Luo and Xiao Qi are originally driven very low, mainly because the jade bed is very cold.
Shao Jingtian got the jade bed from somewhere, one rectangular and the other one oval, and the color was slightly different.
One piece was white, the other was green, and the one was green, and the rectangular one was given to Xiao Qi, and she left it in the white oval.
The jade is originally cold, and these two pieces of jade are a bit similar to cold jade. It is appropriate for Shao Jingtian to place Shi Luo and Xiao Qi on it.
But this jade bed is not friendly to Shao Jingtian, and Shao Jingtian is not good at practicing martial arts like the martial arts world. If something happens to happen if you sleep, something will happen.
But Shi Luo couldn't wake up Shao Jingtian, and he was testing Shao Jingtian's breathing all night to see if he was still alive.
Shao Jingtian's body temperature was getting lower and lower, probably too cold, and he hugged her tighter and tighter. Fortunately, he was still breathing.
When the sunlight on the next day rose, Shi Luo breathed a sigh of relief as he saw Shao Jingtian's awakening traces.
Shi Luo breathed a sigh of relief, but for Shao Jingtian who woke up, he was greeted with a nightmare.
He just went to wash and change his clothes, and when he came back, Luo and Xiaoqi disappeared.
It's gone again.
The last time I disappeared was because of him, but this time I went away, I couldn't even find the thief.
Shao Jingtian was crazy.
He searched all the homes and all the surveillance monitors. All the evidence showed that no one came in and no one stole them, but Xiao Qi and Shi Luo were gone.
The existence of Shi Luo and Xiao Qi was the only comfort to Shao Jingtian, but when all this comfort was lost, everything lost its meaning to Shao Jingtian.
He found this world boring.
When he was sure that Luo and Xiaoqi would not come back, Shao Jingtian chose to leave this world.
He left enough disasters to take revenge to get rid of Yan Mingsheng and let Yan Dahai experience the pain of losing his son.
But he would not do it himself, and even Yan Mingsheng had a way out. As long as the choices of their father and son were correct, they were truly repentant.
But the answer is obviously obvious to Yan Dahai’s choice.
Let him face the news of his son's death, and then face his son's death because of himself, let him taste it twice as much and let him live in pain for the rest of his life. It was the last gift that Shao Jingtian left to Yan Dahai like Pandora's box.
After all this, Shao Jingtian handled the funeral and handled S Group well, so that it could ensure that it would continue to operate well. One night, he changed into the wedding dress he had worn before, took sleeping pills and lying on the jade bed to choose to leave.
He did not leave any memories of this world. Living was too painful. He would rather live in hell every day, so he might as well go to Shi Luo and Xiao Qi.
Shi Luo watched all this happen, but still couldn't stop it.
Shi Luo didn't know why she and Xiao Qi suddenly disappeared, and she didn't know the cause and effect, because she followed Shao Jingtian out.
She noticed Shao Jingtian's intention, but she could do nothing.
From then on, Shi Luo learned the feeling of helplessness that was more painful than death.
Shao Jingtian is like this to her and she is to Shao Jingtian.
Shao Jingtian slowly stopped breathing and heartbeat under Shi Luo's nose.
"Shao Jingtian, Shao Jingtian, get up...Shao Jingtian..." Shi Luo was heart-wrenching. It was the first time that he hated him so much. If she was alive, she could save Shao Jingtian.
"Shao Jingtian, get up, please don't die..."
Shi Luo wanted to save Shao Jingtian and wanted to survive. She developed a strong desire to survive in her heart and tried her best to do CPR for Shao Jingtian, but she failed again and again.
Time passed little by little, and Shi Luo became more and more desperate, "God, please, please, one minute is fine, let me save him..."
As long as you can save Shao Jingtian.
As she watched her hand pass through again, just as Shi Luo was about to collapse, she seemed to hear a voice in her ear that agreed to her.
It seemed as if someone was willing to trade his life for her to save her, just as she was willing to spend the rest of her life to save Xiaoqi.
Shi Luo didn't have time to think too much, and she felt that she could touch something. She rushed to rescue and perform artificial respiration, but she lowered her head, her eyes turned white, and she completely lost consciousness.
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"Hu" Shao Jingtian suddenly woke up and found that he was dreaming and exhaled hard.
"Uncle, are you having a nightmare? I said I would ask you to go back and have a good rest. You see, you are asleep on the sofa."
Xiao Qi was rubbing Shi Luo's hands when he heard the movement and looked back.
Shao Jingtian looked at Xiao Qi and then looked at him. Shi Luo let out a sigh, "I'm fine, I'm not tired either. I don't know why I squinted over."
Shao Jingtian pressed his temple and stood up, "I'll wipe it, you go and rest."
"No, I'm not tired either." Xiao Qi refused, and then curious, "Uncle, what dream did you have?"
Shao Jingtian was in a daze for a moment, "I forgot when I woke up. I don't remember any dreams, but I seemed to hear your mother crying... I was crying very sad..."
He couldn't remember what was in the dream, but when he woke up, he seemed to have Shi Luo's crying sound, heart-wrenching, and almost made him feel distressed.
He didn't know when Shi Luo had cried like this, and he was particularly afraid that he was looking for him.
"Dreams that my mom cries? That seems like a nightmare."
Xiao Qi smiled and said, "I didn't dream again."
Since his last dream, he has never dreamed of it.
After Xiao Qi wiped his hands and was washing a towel, he heard Shao Jingtian say, "Xiao Qi, do you feel that your mother's face looks a little rosy?"
Xiao Qi's eyes flashed, and a surprise flashed in his eyes, "Is there any? I didn't see it."
"A little bit." Shao Jingtian looked at Shi Luo and Xiao Qi again, "You didn't notice that your mother's face was a little rosy, so do you find that your face is getting worse and worse now?"
Xiao Qibai is also white now, but it used to be the healthy white, but now it is a bit pale and has a little blue color, which is particularly unhealthy.
Xiao Qi slapped and touched his face, "Is there any?"
He wiped his face with the towel, "Maybe I didn't wash my face well today, just wipe it."
He covered himself and blinked at Shao Jingtian, "Is it much better now?"
After being steamed by hot water, Xiao Qi's face seemed to have improved a little, but Shao Jingtian's face did not improve and he still frowned.
Chapter completed!