"I can understand your current mood. Mr. Xu's death has a great blow to you. There is a saying that parents still have a way out in life, and parents only have a way to go back in life. This is the same as at any age." Lin Hai said slowly, comforting Xu Yawen.

"Even if you live for another fifty years and Mr. Xu leaves, you will still be sad and helpless like a child. You will feel fragile and want to hide back in your parents' arms, but you will never be able to do so again. This will make people even more sad."

"It's like when I was very young, my grandfather passed away. At that time, the blow was unforgettable for me. Even now, I can't forget it. I always hope that it would be great if he still lived well and was by my side."

"So I can understand your mood and know your pain now."

Xu Yawen's low sob sounded in the darkness.

Lin Hai waited calmly, waiting for Xu Yawen to cry for a while before continuing: "Your psychology is actually a very, very fragile child. You need protection but no longer have that layer of protection, so you feel even more helpless, and even incompetent, and you feel that you are useless."

"But this is not your fault, we have already analyzed it. This is also a necessary stage in life. No one can avoid birth, old age, sickness and death, and death of the closest relatives' death, and no one can bear it for you. Therefore, you can only hold on yourself. No matter how others care about you, all you can do is to accompany you through this most difficult period."

Xu Yawen's emotions also stabilized a little, and she whispered: "I understand, I actually understand the truth, but it still takes time to truly accept it."

"I'm very moved that you and Xiaoting can accompany me. If you are not even here, I really don't know what to do."

Lin Hai smiled and said, "How could we be away? Xiaoting and I are people you can trust unconditionally. Someone in this world may hurt you and betray you, but Xiaoting and I will never, no matter whenever you need it, we will be there."

Xu Yawen sighed and said leisurely: "I may be moved when I heard such words before, but I may not care more, because my life was quite smooth at that time. Now that I think about it, I have a lot, so I don't know how to cherish it. I have never thought that this would be the day I really lost."

"To be honest, when my father was alive, I hated him, especially when I was young, and I witnessed my mother ending up with the last consequence because of him and Su Manyu. I really hated him at that time. Also, in those years abroad, I was alone in a foreign country. At that time, I was still young and it was difficult to integrate into the surrounding circles. Although there was no shortage of material things, my life was not bad, and even better than many students who rely on work, the psychological loneliness and fragility, and being discriminated against and isolated by some foreign classmates, is actually another kind of pain every day, but it is impossible to describe it."

"At that time, I was thinking almost every day that if it weren't for him, my mother wouldn't have died, and then I wouldn't have reached this point. So at that time, I really hated him."

"Even after him, I felt guilty and kept trying to make up for me. Sometimes I went to see me and sold me all kinds of things, but I never wanted to see him. I felt that I continued to live. The meaning of hard work was to make him regret it. So I have been studying hard, internships in foreign companies early, and after I was recognized in abilities and various aspects, I chose to come back as soon as possible to prepare for taking over Dacheng Group."

Xu Yawen slowly fell into memories. In fact, adults have more or less painful memories, so Lin Hai asked her to slowly confide in. At this time, the only thing he could do was to be by Xu Yawen and listen to her say this.

"After I came back, he was obedient to me. I gave me whatever I wanted. I didn't want to see him and Su Manyu, and insisted on living alone. Although he should feel uncomfortable, he still agreed to me and bought me a car and prepared me all the things I might need."

"Everyone thinks he is very strict with me, and it can be said that he is not merciless at all. There are even many people who are doubting and worried. He has other plans. Dacheng Group may not be handed over to me in the end. But after all, it is a father and daughter. I know that he has devoted a lot of effort to Dacheng Group and hopes that I can do it better, so he keeps asking me for it. Moreover, he has done his best to hand over everything he has, his connections and experience to me, and then let me do it."

"He may indeed not be a good man or a good husband. My mother has paid so much for him, but in the end she is so miserable. But, I have to say, he is actually a good father..."

"He just felt sorry for my mom. He just owed my mom and didn't owe me anything."

"Actually, sometimes I wonder if I still hate him so much. Especially when he sees his aging appearance over the years, sometimes I feel distressed, but I immediately feel that forgiving him is betraying my mother and sorry for my mother. So no matter what he is like, I still have such a firm attitude and are unwilling to forgive him."

"Because at that time, I never thought that I would lose him. I was used to getting along like this, so I felt it was natural, so I could not cherish and forgive me at all. Until the moment of the car accident, I would never forget that moment. Seeing him holding back the pain and turning the steering wheel with all his might, I seemed to suddenly understand his feelings and dedication to me. At that moment, I actually wanted to cry... "

"The days after waking up are actually the happiest days of my life." Xu Yawen said with a faint smile: "Because I don't know anything, I think everything is very beautiful. I have you and Xiaoting accompanied me in those days. Although I was injured, I gradually recovered. Moreover, I don't know that he is actually dead... I am still thinking that when his condition is stable, I will go over to see him. I want to tell him what I can't say over the years, and I want to tell him that I have not hated him so much, but because of my mother, I don't know how to forgive him..."

"Until then, I thought the future was long, but I didn't expect that the car accident was the last time I and him, and he could no longer hear all the words..."

Just Xu Hai's death will also lead Xu Yawen to cry, but there will not be so many regrets and regrets. However, when she thinks about Xu Hai's life until the last moment, she thinks of her, but she has been so stiff in her father and daughter for so many years, which makes Xu Hai die with regret. When she thinks of this, it will be a double pain and torture for Xu Yawen.

"Actually, those who love you will never really leave you." Lin Hai said leisurely, "They just became another way of existence. In the corner of your life, in ways that you can't see, they continue to care for you, care for you, accompany you. But you can't see it, but they are still there."

"As long as you remember them, they will still exist and still live in your heart."

In fact, Lin Hai is the most determined atheist, and he doesn't know whether such a statement will work to comfort Xu Yawen, but he also hopes that this is true in his heart, and it is true for him. It is like No. 1 has been away for so many years, but all his influence on Lin Hai's love and teachings are still there, and Lin Hai will never forget it in his life.
Chapter completed!