"Don't I always look like this in front of you? Yu Xin said that I have been bullying her for years, but I feel that after so many years, I have been bullied by you." Ye Lingtian couldn't help but smile.

"I bully you? Is the one who is the most powerful and hurtful person you bullied is me, right?" Xu Xiaoqing asked back.

When Xu Xiaoqing talked about this matter again, Ye Lingtian was silent again.

"Beer, do you drink it?" Xu Xiaoqing took out two cans of beer and handed one to Ye Lingtian.

"I have to drive later." Ye Lingtian said.

"Then I'll drink it alone." Xu Xiaoqing nodded, then opened a can and drank it himself, frowned.

"Forget it, I'll drink with you too. It's very uncomfortable to drink alone." Ye Lingtian looked at Xu Xiaoqing and drank it, and then took a can and drank it.

"You don't drink, before." Ye Lingtian took a sip, then took out a handful of grilled barbecue and put it in a basin and handed it to Xu Xiaoqing. He also took two skewers to eat, but he still didn't leave the barbecue table, and continued to grill and eat while drinking, while talking to Xu Xiaoqing.

"I don't drink now, but today you are coming to ask me what I have said. If I don't drink, I really don't have the courage to tell you, didn't you? I'm making cowards brave. I'm drinking to make them brave." Xu Xiaoqing laughed.

"You've never been very brave."

"That was the past, and now is different from the past." Xu Xiaoqing smiled.

Ye Lingtian was silent again. He always felt embarrassed in front of Xu Xiaoqing, but because he knew very well that in terms of feelings, he owed Xu Xiaoqing too much, so he could only be the one who was shy in front of Xu Xiaoqing, especially when talking about feelings.

"Lingtian, ask you something. Today I said it. No matter what you ask me, I will answer honestly. Then, if you ask you today, can you answer honestly, and do not avoid or lie." Xu Xiaoqing looked at Ye Lingtian's silent look and asked again.

"You ask."

"Lingtian, I said that if I insisted on not leaving back then, I would have insisted on guarding you and pestering you. You said, is the person sleeping next to you today Yuxin or me?" Xu Xiaoqing suddenly asked Ye Lingtian seriously.

Ye Lingtian stared at Xu Xiaoqing with wide eyes. He really didn't expect Xu Xiaoqing to ask such a question suddenly, which surprised him. Their identities are really not suitable to talk about such questions anymore. What's more, Xu Xiaoqing has maintained a tacit understanding with him over the years and will never take the initiative to talk about any topics beyond ordinary friends. But today, Xu Xiaoqing suddenly became so straightforward, as straightforward as more than ten years ago.

"You just promised me that you are not allowed to avoid or lie. And don't have any concerns. You can go back to tell Yuxin about any topic we are talking about today. She is actually more clear than you and me." Xu Xiaoqing still smiled.

"I really want to say it?" Ye Lingtian asked after being silent for a moment.

"If you don't say it, I may not necessarily say it later."

"What's the point of saying these words now? Let's not say it anymore." Ye Lingtian shook his head and said.

"Actually, aren't you just doing meaningless things when you come to me today? What do you think?" Xu Xiaoqing asked back.

"Okay, let me think about it, it's too long." Ye Lingtian was defeated by Xu Xiaoqing, and he could only start to recall.

"I'll wait for your memories, but I can't tell lies. If I tell lies, it would be boring."

Ye Lingtian handed the baked barbecue in his hand to Xu Xiaoqing, but did not continue to bake it. Because there had been a few large handfuls of baking, the two of them couldn't eat much. He walked to the table with beer, sat opposite Xu Xiaoqing, took a sip of beer, and then lit a cigarette and slowly recalled. Indeed, for Ye Lingtian, the emotional entanglement between him and Li Yuxin and Xu Xiaoqing has been too many years.

"If, I mean, if, if you didn't choose to go back to Beijing, and even if you didn't choose to get married in a flash, I can confirm that the woman I'm sleeping around me is definitely not Yuxin. This is certain, because, just like your idea, if you don't leave, you won't get married, Yuxin will never accept me, because with your existence, Yuxin and I will never be able to walk together, and as for me and you, I think it's difficult for us to get together. The person I love is Yuxin. If Irving is with you, I can't hide it from me.

I can't let you down in my heart, and your personality is definitely unlikely to be pestering me, so your assumption is not true. In fact, if you really want to say, if you don't leave, I think I will live with my ex-wife Li Yan for the rest of my life, and there is no love, but I think I will live in harmony for the rest of my life until I grow old." Ye Lingtian sighed for a long time, and suddenly talked about this topic, which involved many of Ye Lingtian's deepest emotions, including regret and guilt for Li Yan.

"I admire Li Yan very much and feel sorry for him, but Ling Tian, ​​I have never intervened in the affairs between Li Yan and you. I can't think of any relationship between this place and whether I leave me." Xu Xiaoqing was very puzzled.

"My marriage with Li Yan seems to be a joke, but it is inevitable. She loves me, and I don't hate her. Yuxin is because you leave me, and you choose to go back to Beijing because of Yuxin. I regard Li Yan as a confidant. Li Yan loves me in her heart. There is no real confidant in the world, so I am with Li Yan every day. Something is inevitable, and I marry her is inevitable. In the marriage with Li Yan, because I am thinking about Yuxin in my heart, I can't say happiness in my marriage with Li Yan, because I am not willing to give up, but I am not sad either. Li Yan is wholeheartedly with me, I am not sad, and I personally feel the warmth of the family and the tenderness of a woman to me. To be honest, I have more relatives than lovers. If it weren't for my unwillingness, Li Yan wouldn't choose to fulfill me. If it weren't for my unwillingness, Li Yan wouldn't choose to fulfill me.
Chapter completed!