Chapter 8 Awakening
A hint of pain came from his drowsy brain. After a long time, Yi Qiang broke free from the state where he could feel his body before he woke up. He saw a very monotonous color. The wall above his head was as white as snowflakes, filling his mind and heart.
"Where is this? Am I dead? In the darkness, I was lonely for a long time, and I met the light again, chasing the past. In the end, the picture collapsed and shattered..." [bsp; All of a sudden, Yi Qiang thought of the darkness, the loneliness like the sunlessness. Suddenly, he thought that now he could feel his body. That means that he was alive again and did not die. At this moment, Yi Qiang was very happy and was glad that he was not dead.
Since he had a body, he naturally came back to life. He could appreciate the beauty of nature. So Yi Qiang could not suppress the thoughts in his heart and wanted to get up. However, his wish was dashed. No matter how hard he tried, his body would not move, and he could not control it at all. Not only that, every time he had a moment, there was a little pain that made him feel and endure.
The pain was extremely unspeakable. It seemed like the flesh and blood had been cut off, but it didn't look like it. I felt that it was bitten by some insect, eating small grains of meat little by little, which caused the pain caused by it, but it was not entirely true. In short, the pain seemed to be pressing against Yi Qiang by millions of stones, making him breathless and almost suffocating.
He endured the pain, but fortunately, Yi Qiang developed an extremely tenacious heart in the darkness. Although he could not stand the darkness in the end, he finally survived. Now, there were only such a little pain and could not defeat him, because there were many beautiful scenery and comfortable life waiting for him outside.
Yi Qiang looked up without any thoughts, and he endured every pain that would come, and resisted that no disaster could destroy him. Through the wall, he seemed to see the colorful world outside, and the life that would be as he wished, everything turned into an invisible force to help him through this pain, this unspeakable pain.
Pain, pain, pain, pain, in addition to pain, the loneliness that had just escaped made people crazy darkness. The next second, he fell into endless pain again, and it only appeared every once in a while, and he had to give him a chance to rest. Then, he hit him again, causing Yi Qiang to fall off the ladder climbing to heaven and fall heavily to the ground. It was not to enter the underworld, but to be struggling to be next to each other. He could not die, and he could not live.
With hope for life and fear of death, it is easy to endure it, tolerate what ordinary people cannot tolerate, but he must endure it.
The pain was unconscious, and as time passed, he seemed to have forgotten it, nor could he feel it. Perhaps it was a long time to endure it, just like the Western medicine in modern times. People often take it, and over time, antibodies are produced, and it is like invasion of viruses. For example, colds, which basically have some symptoms of a cold, runny nose, etc. Generally, after a few times, antibodies are also produced in the human body, and it will basically not happen in the future, unless there are special factors.
The pain was gone, Yi Qiang's brain was active, and all kinds of thoughts emerged. Thinking about it, he suddenly felt a pain, as if his heart was stirred and squeezed. That night, he remembered the woman, the woman driving a sports car, and his first love ended like this and was gone forever.
From acquaintance to companionship, there may be many reasons in between that made them eventually separate, but when he really separated, he had reluctance and longing, what involved him and let him do this, forget it, Yi Qiang sighed in his heart, that woman was not something he could have, could he still not see through? Ask yourself, he pointed directly at his true heart, he hoped that he could forget it, that shouldn't he be
There may be love that exists, but he just repeated the process.
The city of desire is bustling for profit; the world is full of profit; the world is full of profit. It can be said that human beings have evolved to a bottleneck, and today's modern times are like this. Yi Qiang, who has been working since childhood, has long seen it, but he has to work like those people, working hard for life. Fortunately, he just needs to comfort himself, and he is not greedy for too much, enough.
The woman seemed to be a flash in the pan, and in the end, she still flew like a phoenix to go where she was about to reach. Yi Qiang was not willing to force herself to stay. The beautiful years of the past turned into pictures. In his mind, perhaps, one day, he would forget that time would smooth everything. This is evidence like facts, and he is no exception.
He felt a little disappointed, but Yi Qiang was not very sad. He could not get what he shouldn't have, and he could not get what he deserved, and he could not escape. What's more, that woman was not in a state of fear of life for him. Like him, the two of them had just had a wonderful time, and there was nothing else except this.
His mind was complicated. Yi Qiang looked at the white wall, the kind, alone and pale, not as clear as snow, not as dazzling as light, not as pure as lily of the valley. Some were just like this, powerless white, lifeless white, although light assisted by it, when the night came, it would be destroyed by darkness and no longer displayed. This is it, withered, cold and silent white.
I don’t know what it looks like outside. This white must be the color of the hospital, but why did I not smell the medicine? It seemed that there was no smell here, and there was no trace of the flowers and plants outside. So, there were so many questions, Yi Qiang wanted to know, but his body could not move, and he could only lie down, either closing his eyes or looking at the white wall. Apart from that, he could not do anything.
Alas... I sighed in my heart, Yi Qiang looked at Dingfang quietly. He wanted to know how long it took for him to have been in the current situation since he was injured, and why no one in the hospital appeared, otherwise he could go out for a walk.
Time passed slowly. Every second, Yi Qiang felt that a year had passed, and he came even slower than the passing of the day, and he was passing the passing of the second as the passing of the year.
Because he could not control his body, and it might not be because he had not recovered yet, he thought so in his heart that he was more and more eager to get better soon, to see the world around him, to see the beautiful scenery of nature, and to eat a lot of delicious food. He thought that if it was done, he would never be as good as before. He would find a job in travel and look everywhere. It would be okay to help others, and even if it was less money, it would be okay. In short, he was willing to do this and to implement it in his heart.
How can the slow time and the fleeting years compare to the darkness that Yi Qiang once stayed there? There is nothing better than that, where he can feel time and space at all, there is no hope at all, there is only despair, fear, and nothingness. Now he can say that at least he can still see the light and feel that he is still alive. What is better than this, so he
Instead of being discouraged, he has extremely patience. This is all made in the darkness. He can wait forever because the future has hope and hope.
Inspiring and encouraging himself, his heart is no longer confused, fragile, full of desire for life. He just watched, not wanting to close his eyes at all, because he didn't want to go back to the darkness. Although he knew it was short, he didn't want to think about it at all. He just wanted to take a good look, even if there was a lifeless and cold wall in front of him, he would still look like this, without blinking.
When did the night come? The surroundings fell into a faint darkness and became unclear. Yi Qiang kept looking at it like this. He didn't know how long it took, and the time was gone, but he was very happy because he was still alive, which was enough.
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