Chapter 140 Missing
Xiaojun walked out of the guesthouse and looked up at the sky. Snowflakes fell from the sky. The biting cold wind invaded his body. The deserted streets and the empty environment were all not as sad as Xiaojun's heart. Whether it was a misunderstanding or something, Xiaoyu and Jiang Qingying's words just now hurt his heart.
Xiaojun did not drive, strolled alone in the snow, thinking about everything he had experienced today. The departure of his comrades was exhausted, but because of this, he made an irreparable mistake and hurt the three women who loved him deeply. Maybe he, an outsider, is really not suitable to survive in this era, so leave, so that others will not be hurt by themselves again.
Injured, heartbreak, Xiaoyu and Jiang Qingying's words just now were hovering in Xiaojun's mind, and a mouthful of blood was spurting out, flowing along the corner of his mouth to his clothes. Xiaojun ignored it, his mouth full of blood was grinning, and he laughed bitterly, his body shook violently, and he ran in a direction he didn't know. If someone noticed it at this time, he would be surprised that the speed of a person could reach this level, and he would no longer control his physical strength with all his strength. Xiaojun, who wanted to vent his running speed at this time, could definitely be comparable to the normal driving speed of a car.
Xiaojun's eyes when he left made Xiaoyu and Jiang Qingying feel in his heart. He thought at the same time that maybe they were talking too much just now? But when such a thing happened, the two women could no longer hold back and cried.
"Do you feel wronged? Do you feel that you can't forgive him, right? Just based on your words and actions just now, you are not worthy of being his woman, nor are you worthy of saying the word love." Shuang'er suddenly shouted loudly at the two women, and the anger in her words was uncontrollably emitted.
Xiaoyu and Jiang Qingying stopped crying when they heard such words, looked up at Shuang'er in confusion. Xiaoyu even refuted her: "Why do you say such words? Is it still right for him to do such a thing?"
"I don't deny this. Xiaojun did something wrong today, but you don't know that it was not what he wanted to do. You don't understand. The meaning of Red Arrow teammates to him. Today, the bad news came, and he couldn't control himself. I think I can understand how I did such a thing because I love him. And you, Zhou Xiaoyu, do you know? Xiaojun loves you so much. Why can you awaken him in that state? It's because in his heart, your status is no one can shake.
I believe he must have mentioned the Red Arrow to you, but he will never talk about that experience in detail to you. Death is within reach for him at that time. You can see so many military medals and rewards, but you feel incredible. In fact, those things are really far from enough for what he does. You live in a highly tense and dangerous environment every day. Do you know what the reason to support him to survive? Most of them are because of you.
Maybe you will think that he went to Red Arrow to make contributions or some other reason. In fact, it is not because of you. He wants to become stronger, be worthy of you, and be able to protect you all the time. You really can't imagine that kind of life is really not something that people live.
In the special environment of performing tasks, if you eat, you cannot get a guarantee. Maybe he can only eat grass roots, eat raw rat meat and other things that make you feel disgusting when you see it. If you drink, you cannot get a guarantee. Mud, snow, animal blood, etc. are already considered good water replenishment. For the task, he really did a lot of things you would never imagine.
I thought you would be the one who understands him the most, but I didn't expect that you disappointed me too much. You didn't deserve his love. For you, he did everything a man could do and rejected several women. Today's things can be said to be an accident, and you can't accept it and you don't need to scold him.
And you, Jiang Qingying, I originally had a good impression of you, thinking that you really loved Xiaojun from the bottom of your heart and could support him silently without any consideration. I didn’t expect that just this external body would make you lose your composure. If you love him, you can’t care about any price. If you can’t do it, you are not worthy.
You two really hurt him today, and I want to find him. No matter what you think, I will never let my beloved man be sad. No matter what identity I am in, even if it is pointed out by thousands of people or is not tolerated by society, I don’t care. Everything in this world is not as important as him, in my heart.”
Shuang'er's long speech reveals her dissatisfaction with the two daughters and deep affection for Xiaojun. Xiaoyu and Jiang Qingying fell into deep thought and gained a certain understanding of Xiaojun's unknown side.
"I'm going to go out to chase him, you can do it yourself." Shuang'er put on her coat and walked out of the room.
"I'll go too." Xiaoyu was scolded by Shuang'er and instantly woke up. Yes, as long as the two of them fell in love, why both of them care about other people's gaze? As for today's affairs, can't Xiaojun handle the other two women by themselves? Why do you have to act like a shrew? If you love him, believe him. Shuang'er's words are right.
Jiang Qingying also stood up, without speaking, but put on her coat and followed Shuang'er. She also figured it out. She had already planned to love him silently, without any extra thoughts, just give herself to him as a beautiful memory.
Shuang'er didn't speak anymore, and walked out of the guesthouse silently. He used secret techniques to sense Xiaojun's position in his heart, but he did not sense his position. As long as he could not reach the real tracking of thousands of miles, he could still sense it for dozens of miles. Now it disappeared in just over 10 minutes. Seeing that the car was still there, Shuang'er's heart was even more strange.
A very eye-catching pool of blood was caught by Shuang'er's attention. She squatted down and looked at the small stall for a moment. Shuang'er suddenly stood up and said to the two girls beside her: "He is leaving, I can't sense him."
"What should I do?" Xiaoyu and Jiang Qingying had lost their usual intelligence at this time and only used Shuang'er's thoughts as instructions.
"try to find!"
While driving the car, I sensed Xiaojun's location. After searching for a long time, I still found no trace of Xiaojun.
In the next few days, the whole family took action. Zuo Aiguo and others were puzzled by Xiaojun's disappearance for no reason, and they did not get a reply when asked by the three girls.
Han Hu and Shuang'er drove their cars in Tianjin every day and kept searching for them. They used thousands of miles to track their locations to continuously sense their locations, but they did not find Xiaojun.
The news of Xiaojun's disappearance also caused a lot of sensation in Zhongnanhai. D and others thought that he disappeared because they could not accept the news of his comrade's death, so they issued a death order, requiring the Tianjing Military Region to do their best to investigate his whereabouts.
"Xiaoyu, tell me what happened?" Li Xue sat beside Xiaoyu and asked in a low voice. Zuo Aiguo, Zhou Weimin and others asked many times without a reply. They thought there was something difficult to talk about, so they asked Li Xue, who was also a woman, to ask.
In a few days, Xiaojun had no news. Xiaoyu had already collapsed and was mentally depressed. She had not really slept in several days. The days she was with Xiaojun kept flashing in her mind, recalling the scenes he loved, took care of, cared for, and let him go. Combined with the hardships he had suffered, Xiaoyu really felt that his words that day were a bit too much, and she kept blaming herself every day.
"Aunt, don't ask. Now you have to find Xiaojun. He has been missing for several days." Xiaoyu said, her eyes wet and tears flowed down.
Li Xue was about to continue asking questions, but Shuang'er's voice came from downstairs. Usually, Han Hu and Shuang'er would find him and come back very late. They came back so early today. Xiaoyu thought that there was news from Xiaojun, so she ran downstairs quickly.
"How is it? Is there any news?" Before Xiaoyu's people arrived downstairs, the voice had already been heard.
"No, there is no in the entire Tianjing. My brother and I have searched all of them." Shuang'er saw her exhausted appearance through the past few days of getting along with Xiaoyu, and had already forgiven her behavior and words that day in her heart.
When Xiaoyu heard Shuang'er's words, her eyes suddenly dimmed, and her expression was already very unnatural.
"My brother and I have decided to go north and the other goes south, and use thousands of miles to track down each city and city search. Although it is a haystack, it is better than doing nothing. I came today to tell you that we will set off tomorrow morning. Don't worry, I will definitely find him." Shuang'er said with some helplessness when she saw Xiaoyu losing her virginity.
"I'll go too." Xiaoyu raised her head and said with a firm look.
"You really decided that you will start school soon. Will your family agree? There is still a long and bumpy road, which is not suitable for a delicate girl like you." Shuang'er shook her head, not agreeing with Xiaoyu going with her.
Chapter completed!