Chapter 149 Ideal
Compared with Shu Rou's delicate thoughts, Chenchen never thought that Liu Fei would have those shortcomings. In her mind, Liu Fei was right no matter what he did. Even Chenchen, who likes to drink tea, would change himself from drinking water because of Liu Fei, and feel a sweetness and a aftertaste from the colorless and tasteless water.
There was a long silence in the conference room.
Li Meng stared blankly at the piece of paper in his hand, with a hint of confusion on his face. Finally, his eyes fell on Liu Fei's face.
"Are we wrong?" Li Meng looked at Liu Fei. He was used to finding answers from Liu Fei, just like he would ask Liu Fei for help when he encountered difficulties since childhood.
"Maybe." Liu Fei looked at the rolling smoke rising outside the window with a blank expression.
"Yes... maybe..." Li Meng showed disappointment on his face. At this time, he hoped that Hu Niu would be by his side. Hu Niu would definitely be able to give him advice. Unfortunately, Hu Niu said that if he didn't do something earth-shaking, Hu Niu wouldn't have seen him.
"I have a suggestion." Su Zijing mustered up the courage to stand up.
"Say." Li Meng was immediately overjoyed. He needed other people's advice too much now.
"Although we cannot find food for 100,000 people, we can make them full of hope instead of letting them kill each other and facing the fear of death at all times." Su Zijing glanced at Liu Fei and said softly.
"Hope...but, in the end, the elderly, weak, sick and disabled will still die." Li Meng felt very entangled.
"I'm just talking." Su Zijing said weakly.
"Brother Fei, Amethyst is right." Chen Chen held Liu Fei's hand and pulled it gently.
"Do you think so too?" Liu Fei turned his eyes to Chenchen.
"Yes." Chenchen nodded.
"Li Meng, act in advance." Liu Fei glanced at the morning and the morning.
"Grandma, working with the girls is indecisive. My wife probably agrees with you. Okay, okay, let's act in advance. Our plan is to not disclose our plans to the refugee camp for the time being. I will select a group of skilled people from the Zhenyuan Universe Martial Arts Hall and go deep into Zhuoer City to find food. These are some supermarket maps I have drawn. We will start searching from the nearest place..."
"Shu Rou..."
Just as Liu Fei was explaining the details of the plan in detail, Su Zijing suddenly stood up and looked at the silent holographic screen in the conference room with a look of exclamation.
"Hey, it's so scary that people are so scary...what she does?"
Li Meng cursed at Su Zijing, and his eyes also turned to the holographic screen. There was a thin back on the entire holographic screen, which seemed empty.
It's Shurou's back.
Shurou had already traveled through the refugee camp in the slums and was less than fifty meters away from the second line of defense. There were more alien corpses at this distance. Shurou was walking in the corpse, and her weak and petite back seemed extremely weak, as if she would fall down at any time.
Does she want to commit suicide?!
Anyone could see that Shu Rou was gradually approaching the line of death.
Suddenly, everyone understood Shu Rou's complicated eyes just now, that was a desperate look, that was a look of death... "Brother Fei, save her!" Chen Chen looked at Liu Fei.
"Grandma, if you want to die, let her die, otherwise, she will be killed by her one day...ah..." Li Meng stopped with an awkward look on his face, because Liu Fei had already rushed out of the window, as if a strong wind was blowing from the ground.
Liu Fei's target is the woods not far away. The distance is too far now. He must use the speed of the mecha to catch up with Shu Rou.
Liu Fei entered the cockpit of gg-03 in the woods and began to run wildly, destroying countless trees at lightning speed. At this time, Shu Rou had approached the second line of defense. She seemed to have noticed the rumbling sound of gg-03, and actually accelerated the speed and trotted all the way.
It's approaching!
Ten meters!
Eight meters!
Five meters!
A strange shape that was circling in the air like a bat sensed the soft existence. The spreading soft film kept changing its shape, and the dark body emitted a heart-pounding light.
"Swish..." People seemed to hear the thrilling sound of breaking through the air, and the alien drew a stunning black line behind them.
The alien launched an attack, and tens of thousands of viewers looked at the beautiful woman who was like a moth flying into a flame. People did not understand why this woman was going out. However, the teachers and students at the school recognized Shu Rou, and the students screamed in fear.
At this critical moment, a mecha that looked like a god suddenly appeared on the holographic screen.
It's gg-03!
gg-03 is like a steel giant rushing directly towards the alien in a fixed shape. With a loud "bang", gg-03's iron fist hits the alien in the waist. The alien is thrown into the air like a pile of garbage, and the limbs are broken, and countless black parabolas are drawn in the air.
Before people could react from the wild attack, gg-03 suddenly lowered his body, and his huge robot arm made an extremely gentle movement on the ground. Then, he turned around and ran away, and soon disappeared outside the holographic camera. The place where Shurou stood had become empty, with only the remains of a strange corpse on the ground... "What are you doing to save me?" Seeing Liu Fei jumping out of the cockpit and putting away the mecha, Shurou leaned against a tree, looking listless.
Liu Fei didn't say anything, and looked silent.
"Am I stupid?" Shu Rou's pale face showed a sad smile. "I know, I am an idealist, a perfectionist. What I insist on looks stupid and stupid in the face of disaster, but I can't turn a blind eye, so I choose to be liberated..."
"Li Meng has taken action in advance." Liu Fei interrupted Shu Rou's words.
"It's useless, you are right. There are too many people at Zhuoer Mecha University. If Commander Li Yanhong does not send troops, the government's rescue troops will arrive here in at least a month. With so many people, it is impossible for them to last until a month. The only way is to survive the fittest by the laws of nature, and only powerful people can survive..."
"Let's go." Liu Fei interrupted Shu Rou again. He didn't want to go deeper into this issue. For him, no matter how many people he died, it would have nothing to do with him. As long as he didn't die, he would be fine.
"You go, I want to be quiet." Shu Rou's body leaning against the trunk slowly slid down and sat on the roots.
Liu Fei did not leave, but just looked at Shu Rou's haggard face quietly. She hadn't slept well for several days, and her face showed a pale look of malnutrition.
"I won't commit suicide. When I saw the alien pounced towards me, I suddenly feared death." Shu Rou saw Liu Fei staring at her face without turning his eyes, and suddenly giggled. Her smile seemed to blooming in spring, and the whole forest became sunny.
“There is only one life.”
"Yes, life is only once. At that moment, I suddenly realized that I was very selfish..." Shu Rou put away her smile and sighed.
Liu Fei didn't speak, he liked to listen more.
"I hope you can sacrifice your life to save those weak people, but I am unwilling to lower my proud head and ask Xiao Fengyun for help. What qualifications do I have to ask for you?!" Shu Rou said with a wry smile.
When Liu Fei heard Xiao Fengyun's name, he frowned.
The two of them had their own thoughts. After a long silence, Shu Rou suddenly stood up, as if she had made a certain decision.
"Liu Fei, take me to the campus."
"Um?"
"I think I should do something, not wait for you to do it. In the refugee camp, I have no say, so I have to go back to my social circle." Shurou's eyes showed a light of confidence.
Liu Fei did not speak, lowered his head and was silent for a while.
"Are you afraid that I will look for Xiao Fengyun?" Shu Rou suddenly chuckled.
"..." Liu Fei felt his face burning.
"Liu Fei, I am too self-righteous. Our values have serious conflicts. I will not change for you, and you will not change for me. What you need is a woman like Chenchen who does not seek rewards without regrets, rather than a woman like me who holds her vain ideals and never gives up. And, I... I am already engaged..." Shu Rou still smiled at the beginning, but when she spoke, she looked sad.
Liu Fei did not answer and walked along the edge of the woods towards the steel city wall. The distance from here to the steel city wall was about 200 meters. The two walked quietly one after another without saying a word. Because they were too close to the defense line, the refugees had the first lesson of the collapse of the defense line and all evacuated here. The quiet forest seemed gloomy.
When he walked not far from the steel city wall, Liu Fei stood up and looked back at Shu Rou.
"Do you have something to say?" Shu Rou Bingxue was smart and immediately saw the clues.
"What am I missing?"
“Is this important?”
"important."
"Well, answer my questions first."
"explain."
“What is your ideal?”
"Driving the mecha."
"You already have a mecha, so, what are you going to drive a mecha next?"
"ah……"
"Well, I don't need to answer this question for the time being. Tell me, what do you want to do the most?"
"What I want to do most... No, I just want to live." Liu Fei hesitated and replied.
"Yes, everyone wants to live, the key is that you are alive now, you have accomplished your goals, what are you living for?"
"..." Liu Fei's eyes showed a confused look. The iron head never talked about these topics to him. In fact, he had never thought about these issues. Everything he did seemed to be to make himself live well. As for what purpose he had for his life, he never seemed to have considered it.
"You are not a murder machine. As long as you are a human, you will have ideals. The ideals are all kinds of forms. Marrying a wife and having children is also ideals. Famously in history is also ideals. Ideals will change at all times according to different environments. For example, when you don't have a mecha, you will have a mecha. Then, after you own a mecha, you still want to have a more advanced mecha, or even a spaceship..."
"I want to have a better mecha." Liu Fei couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief. It turned out that he had an ideal.
"That..." Shu Rou felt a big head, "This is not a real ideal."
"What is that?"
"This... I can't explain it. Actually, I'm also confused, because my ideal is very empty. Maybe it's impossible to achieve it even if I exhaust my life's strength, but I will work hard!"
Liu Fei showed disappointment on his face.
"Liu Fei, don't care too much about my thoughts. Maybe I'm wrong. No desire or desire is actually an ideal, a belief, and a pursuit."
"Um."
Liu Fei summoned gg-03. He felt that his thinking was very confusing. As long as he was with Shu Rou, he would always think of many inexplicable questions, and there would be no such troubles around Chenchen. Chenchen was very quiet and quiet, making him calm.
"Thank you." Seeing Liu Fei climbing onto the mecha, Shu Rou's face showed a tender and thick attachment look like water. Unfortunately, Liu Fei could no longer see it.
"Peng"
"Peng"
The earth was shaking in loud noises, like an earthquake. Shu Rou watched Liu Fei as he drove the mecha and interpreted violent aesthetics. gg-03 The thick mechanical legs were like a giant who was unscrupulously destroying the sand castle built by the child by the sea.
gg—03 stomped the steel city wall more than ten meters into a flat road.
When Liu Fei returned to the library, the meeting was over. Chen Chen stood quietly at the door waiting for him. His eyes were like the deep and boundless starry sky, holding a glass of clear water in her hands.
Chapter completed!