Hello everyone, this is Andlao, your loyal friend who updates twice a day.

First of all, I confess...

After experiencing all the ups and downs along the way, it’s time for the release phase that I love to see. I’m like a sprinkler truck moving leisurely on the road, playing cheerful tunes while pulling out a rainbow behind me, giving it to the unlucky people passing by.

Take a shower.

I heard that when I was riding my bike at night, I was often hit by sprinklers.

1. The title of this volume "Poetry Without End" comes from the autobiographical film "Poetry without End" by Alejandro Jodorowsky of the same name.

2. I like Alessandro's films very much, especially his autobiographical film "Endless Poetry". Its autobiographical nature is exactly symmetrical with the content of this volume.

3. The meaning of "poetry" in movies does not only refer to poetry. I think it is more like an idealized thing. You can replace it with anything as long as it is what you pursue. It is extremely romantic but noble.

Out of reach.

4. I like this sense of romance.

5. When I write each volume, I want to try something new, and the theme of this volume is that when I was chatting with my friends, I suddenly talked about this movie, and then talked about poetry and romance.

6. I am a person who is very willing to try new things. If there are no conditions, I would even like to read some romance novels and engage in Shura field.

7. Back to the topic, I have never written about romance and poetry, so I took this volume to test the waters.

8. The person in the story writes the story to save himself in the story.

9. This sounds like a nesting doll, but it can also be understood as a kind of self-rescue. Blue Jay relies on the fictional characters he writes to save himself from disasters, and I also rely on the plot of the volume of Endless Poetry.

Come and save yourself mentally and financially.

10. Triple narrative, the real fourth wall!

11. Kill two birds with one stone and win the pot.

12. For some reasons, I like philosophical speculation very much. This should be regarded as a kind of private property of mine. Another major content of this volume about eternal life comes from this.

13. Through the carrier of stories, the traces of individual existence can be continued. This is the best thing about my creation, and it is also the most realistic way I can imagine that individuals can transcend the limit of their life span.

14. This is like the meme that Brother Dao often mentions. Different people write different stories, and different stories are read and absorbed by different readers to create new stories again, just like the genes of living things, an illusory story.

, the gene of concepts is passed down from person to person and story to story, becoming a connection between each other.

15. In an endless relay race, I am also a part of the relay race. I hand over my baton to all the readers reading this, as well as those readers who will read this paragraph in the future, and

Those readers who may be like me and change from readers to authors.

16. One thing to say, apart from having to work and type every day, I really love this profession.

17. When writing this volume, I wanted to give this story a more romantic ending, but the style of this book is also considered serious. Common cold jokes are enough to lighten the atmosphere. There is no need to completely break through the limitations of the story, and then

I was thinking that it would be better to design another story within the story, that is, the story written by Blue Jay, and break his story into the story of this volume.

18. After a period of thinking and design, I finally chose to link up with the previous book in this way.

19. Hey boy! Time and space rescue!

20. When I have nothing to do, I like to talk weird shit with my friends and group friends, just like a talk show and perform impromptu performances.

21. I often say that if one day I can no longer write good things, I will become a stand-up comedian.

22. Think about it carefully. In fact, Internet article writers and talk show actors are similar in approach and effect. They are more or less improvisational performances. One stands on the stage and the other sits in front of the screen. One needs to quickly ask questions and answers to the audience, and the other needs to perform 24 hours a day.

Updated within.

23. Almost, almost.

24. My mentality is a bit strange. When I chatted with group friends before, I was surprised to find that they all thought that I was a loser in my 30s with no hope of life, and more than one person mentioned this.

25. Oh my god, I’m not even 25, okay, am I that mentally old?

26.Okay, my mentality is indeed a bit bad.

27. When writing a book, I will incorporate the things and thoughts I encountered in life into the story. I have posted a Weibo post before, which roughly means, "I like to put the things in life into the story."

Frustration and mental stress are integrated to create a character, written into a book, and then destroyed to complete spiritual reconciliation."

28. In fact, what I want to say is that I not only incorporate negative emotions into the book and destroy them, but also often make appropriate modifications to the beautiful things in life and write them into the book.

29. For example, many of the silly life jokes are not fictional, but are my real experiences. Hahahaha, if it weren’t for some anti-characteristics, I could really write a lot of daily funny jokes.

30. It can be considered a kind of alternative documentary literature to some extent. If you have the chance, you will definitely do it.

31.Then there are some questions about negative energy.

32. My mental state during this period was not good. To be precise, I have never felt better. This may be due to the nature of the author's profession and my personal personality. I became very anxious.

33. Every time I see some great works, I will have the feeling that I am useless, but I am very clear-headed. I warn myself that except for writing better things, any action I take will be useless.

Legitimate.

34. Then I became more anxious. But it was okay. After talking to a few friends, I felt that I needed to settle down seriously. I felt the same myself, so I was very irritable and at the same time full of expectations for the future.

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35. When I was writing this volume, I was in good overall condition, but there were still some problems with the story arrangement. For example, the story in the first half of this volume was basically to pave the way for the plots of the following volumes and expand the world view, so

It is very different from the main plot of the second half of the volume.

36. Another example is that when I was writing half of the volume, the problem of chasing hell came up. I really couldn't do anything about it. I was Yang at that time, and I felt like I had lost half my life. I was in a daze every day.

37. Although anxious, anxiety can be regarded as a kind of motivation. I began to gradually understand how to write books and how to write better. This has benefited me a lot. I hope that in the next few volumes, I can learn what I have learned.

Perfect application of it. According to that theory, the bad news is that I am in the valley of despair, and the good news is that if I continue to climb up, I will reach the slope of enlightenment.

38. This can be regarded as a double-edged sword. If I am not crushed by anxiety, anxiety will make me progress.

39. Then let’s talk about drawing a pie, although it is a pie that I have drawn many times before.

40. Ever since I entered the industry, I have been writing Western fantasy. Over time, I will inevitably get bored and want to write other things. So during this period, with the encouragement of anxiety, I thought of many short story ideas, and there are several

Tens of thousands of words have been written in this article, and the subject matter is completely different.

41. When I prepare my remarks for each volume, I will post some short stories, both finished and unfinished, to see what everyone’s feedback is like, and also as a rough word count.

42. To be honest, I talk a lot of nonsense, but I have been typing too hard these days and my mind is a little empty. When I reach the stage of nonsense, I don’t know what to say anymore. I just want to end it quickly and then lie on the bed.

Have a good New Year and have a happy opening with unlimited firepower.

43. Then...then there seemed to be nothing left to say, and this nonsense session was unexpectedly short.

44. Now that the New Year is here, I would like to wish all readers good health and all the best.

45. No matter what kind of obstacles you go through or what kind of environment you are in, your desire to create cannot stop.

46. ​​Finally, it ends with Alessandro’s words.

47. "If I have 6 million, I will make "The Mole Son"; if there are only 3 million, I will continue to make my autobiographical trilogy; if I have 300,000, I will paint; if I have 5,000

If I only have 100 yuan, I will write a book. If I only have 100 yuan, then I will write poetry. All these art forms are great, and I can find the impulse of self-expression in them."

48. If you only have 50 yuan...then I will give you 50 yuan and have a good meal.

49. Thank you for your support, which prevents me from just writing poems (laughs).

50. Ps, the following is the beginning of a science fiction story I wrote a long time ago. It was even before this book...well, it’s not really a short story, it’s just the beginning. If nothing else, after the end of this book

, I am going to finish writing this.

Now take it and fill it in with a few words, and prepare to take a longer vacation this time. It should be seven days of annual leave. See you in seven days.

………………

The air was filled with a weird smell. It smelled like disinfectant and engine oil. The two completely incompatible things were mixed here. The man took a deep breath of the turbid air and exhaled the thick smoke from his mouth.

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This was a relatively pleasant time. He was sitting on the boss's chair. The wall behind him was covered with banners, which said strange words such as "Excellent technician", "Save my dog's life", "Cyber ​​Huatuo" and so on.

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Men seem to really like these things, and every time they see them, they feel a sense of glory.

"Dr. Zhou?"

Someone was calling him, and the man pressed the cigarette butts into the ashtray. It was already full of cigarette butts, and ashes were everywhere. The man raised his bloodshot eyes and looked at the guests behind the desk.

"Well, I'm watching. Fortunately, you are using a semi-immersed body. Your consciousness is above the body for a long time, so the chance of getting sick is very small."

The man threw the case on the table and said to the patient.

"Doctor Zhou, am I okay?"

the patient asked cautiously.

The doctor in front of him seemed unreliable, but he was his only life-saving straw. After all, with the intervention of Shenwei Company, only these gray doctors in the entire Amoy City were willing to treat this disease.

They are different from regular doctors. They not only treat machines, but also flesh and blood, so people usually call them "body doctors".

The patient's eyes wandered. This clinic was opened in a basement in a dark alley. The windows were lined with iron bars, and the gaps were filled with dust. The tool racks hanging on the walls were filled with weird tools one after another...

There were shabby sofas, cigarette butts and ashes all over the floor, and metal parts piled in the corner that smelled like engine oil.

Except for the white coat Zhou Si is wearing and the banner on the wall behind him, this place doesn't look like a clinic at all. It would be more appropriate to say that this is a car repair shop.
To be continued...