Chapter 44 Just like this step by step!
The two of them didn't walk fast, and the campus was very quiet in the afternoon.
Xia Zhengyue has never walked on the path behind the canteen. She has never walked on the remote route like this except for the fixed route of home-classroom-canteen.
There is a wall next to the road, and the walls are lined with barbed wire to prevent students from climbing over the wall.
There were a lot of vines crawling on the barbed wire, with purple trumpet flowers blooming, and occasionally a butterfly flapping her wings. However, she had never seen any scenery at school.
Perhaps what she cared more was that she felt very comfortable after having a full meal.
When I looked up and saw his back, I was so close, and I would inexplicably imagine what it would be like to crawl my hand from behind and hug him from under his armpit? What if it was the front? Find an opportunity to try it?
"Why are you always walking behind me?"
Yu Zhile asked this question for the first time.
"I have no idea……"
Xia Zhenyue couldn't say that, but every time she was standing side by side with him, she felt very stressed and naturally fell behind him.
Seeing Yu Zhile stopping, she had no choice but to walk to his right and walk side by side with him.
"If you fall behind again, I will grab your hand so you won't fall."
"No, this is not possible!"
"I know, we are friends."
He took out two candies from his pocket, tore open the packaging and handed it to Xia Zhengyue one.
"Now."
"……Thanks."
Xia Zhenyue did not reject his candy. This time it was orange-flavored, sour and sweet. After focusing on the candy, the pressure of walking side by side with him was not that great.
And she found that Yu Zhile seemed to be very focused on looking at the scenery outside the wall, so this gave her the opportunity to peek, looking at his side face and bright eyes as if "I'm also looking at the scenery over there."
Maybe the sugar tastes very good, she felt her mood at this moment, as if every step she took, a flower would bloom under her feet.
"Yu, Yu Zhiyou."
"Don't you call me Zhile?"
"No! You just heard it wrong..."
Yu Zhile smiled hummingly. Knowing that she was thin-skinned, she would not tease her anymore, otherwise she would leave him and run upstairs by herself in minutes.
"what?"
"I want to ask you... do you like eating candy?"
She ate the candy he gave her and her voice was sweet and slim, "It just seems that you eat it very often..."
Yu Zhile did not answer her question positively, but asked back: "Do you have any unhappy or depressed?"
"some……"
"Yes, people have unhappy times, and I have them too."
Xia Zhenyue was quite surprised by his words. After all, in her opinion, he always seemed to be like this very sunny.
"Do you think life is colorful or a mixed bottle?"
"Five flavors and mixed bottles..."
"Um."
Yu Zhile affirmed her answer and continued: "Sweet, sweet, bitter, spicy and salty. Although I can't cook, I feel that life is like cooking. If it's bitter, you can add some sugar, and if it's sour, you can add some spicy. Then I was thinking, how to adjust it."
"Later, I read a lot of psychological books, and there is a concept called Xin Anchor. So when I am happy, I will eat a candy, so the positive emotions of "sugar" and "happy" are bound together. When I am unhappy next time, I only need to eat a candy, then I will naturally recall the positive emotions, and you can try it."
"So that's the case...is it useful?"
“Very useful.”
Xia Zhengyue thought for a while, stopped her tongue to stir the candy in her mouth, and asked carefully: "Then are you... unhappy now?"
"No, I said I would eat a candy when I was happy. Now I like the mood at this moment, so I eat candy."
He looked at Xia Zhenyue with a smile: "I like the feeling of being with you very much. Eating candy can help me keep this emotion. When you are away next time, I will eat a candy and I will recall this feeling."
Yu Zhile's words were dull, but Xia Zhenyue's face turned red and she didn't know how to reply for a while.
"You, you can't do this...we..."
“We are friends.”
Yu Zhile couldn't help laughing when she saw her nervous look.
"I like it in many ways. I like it. I like the feeling of being with you because you have a unique temperament that attracts me, especially in such a hot summer, I can't help but want to get close to you, and I feel very calm and comfortable."
"What if it's winter..."
"Then you smile more. I think you look good when you smile, just like the winter sun."
Xia Zhenyue fell behind him unknowingly, and her little hand was plucking in front of her, her face blushed and steamed.
He...he could actually say the word "like" blatantly, but the key is that she could not find any evidence about "whether a friend crossed the line."
Maybe it's like the word "love". There are many kinds of "love" in religion. For example, the mother's feelings for her father are called "love". Her feelings for Mei'er can also be called "love". Mei'er's feelings for Xiaoyu can also be called "love".
Maybe the same is true for his "like"? It should refer to a feeling that is comfortable to get along with, rather than the "like" that is full of hormones, more girlish and romantic...
What if so?
No, no, we are friends! No boy dares to say "like" so blatantly!
"Don't get me wrong?"
"No! I have no misunderstanding!"
Xia Zhenyue quickly waved her hand, but her blushing face could not prove her innocence.
Yu Zhile stopped, and Xia Zhenyue had to stand beside him obediently again and walk side by side with him. After all, he had just said that if he fell to the back, he would grab her hand.
"Then tell me what you think."
"ah?"
"I just talked about how I feel with you. As a friend, emotional communication is also very important. Don't you plan to talk about your feelings?"
As for the questions given by Zhile, as the number one in the school, she couldn't find a way to express the answer for a while.
She lowered her head, grabbed a leaf of grass with her little hand, twisting it back and forth between her thumb and index finger, and the light green juice made the fingerprints a little sticky.
"Like you..."
"This answer is not OK."
Xia Zhenyue took a deep breath, said with courage, as if she was so beautiful, "I feel very comfortable with you... I don't speak..."
Yu Zhile glanced at her unexpectedly and asked, "Where is it more special?"
“That’s, that’s…”
She closed her eyes and said bravely, "You are the first person... to make me feel that I don't like to talk or feel guilty... It feels very comfortable to be with you!"
Not to mention it is a regret, but after saying it, only regret is left. Xia Zhenyue felt that she had crossed the line and was ready to accept the punishment from crossing the line.
Me, I can't do this! We...
"Yeah, so we're our best friends."
Yu Zhile said this, which made her breath a sigh of relief, and she felt a sense of surviving the disaster that she had just committed a great death but did not die completely.
"Hey, I'll give you another candy, congratulations on completing your friend's advanced mission."
"Really..."
Seeing her satisfied look, Yu Zhile was also in a happy mood and did not forget to feed her. He quickly peeled a candy and fed it to her.
Very good, summer pillow.
Just follow this step by step until you bravely confess to me!
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(Thanks to Chen Shiyi for his ten thousand rewards, the boss makes a fortune!)
(Please ask for a monthly ticket, another 100 people fell out and went out T.T)
Chapter completed!