The 38th Line

I suddenly remembered what Chu Yuan and Yang Wei said to me. I am not stupid, I am just used to pretending to be stupid and used to pretending to be stupid to myself. Yes, aren’t people like this? The person who cheats the most in his life is nothing more than himself.

A bullshit promise! I have promised myself that I should make Murphy happy as a friend. Can I do it? Joke, a big joke, Chu Nan, you are just a big fool, a big fool who is overestimating your ability!

Viagra is right, Murphy and I have never been from the same world.

"I won't call you wrong again," my tone was very calm, so calm that I was surprised, "Mr. Mo."

Yes, from now on, you are just my boss. Since you are unwilling to draw a line with me, then I will carve a 38th parallel to restrain myself.

Murphy's hand that was drawing the documents stopped, and she looked up at me in shock, "You...what did you call me just?"

"Mr. Mo."

Murphy smiled, but the corners of his mouth seemed to tremble like a spasm, "Chu Nan, please don't joke with me, okay?"

I laughed, feeling the ease in my heart that I couldn't say, as if I finally put down a heavy burden. Sure enough, I was all worried, "Am I kidding?"

"Why? Are you angry? Because my attitude just now was too bad?" Murphy's face gradually lost its blood color, his speech was getting faster and faster, and his voice was trembling slightly.

"No, you are the boss, I am the employee. You don't have to force me to smile, and I don't have the right to ask for your different attitude." I almost felt soft-hearted and thought to myself, Chu Nan, you idiot, what qualifications do you have to be soft-hearted? Do you think she is begging you?

Murphy shook his head fiercely and stood up suddenly, "You're angry!"

I denied: "No."

"You're just angry!" Murphy's watery eyes wafted, and his teeth bit his lower lip, looking like he was about to cry.

I was not promising, so I avoided her resentful gaze, "I don't understand why you said that, but I'm really not angry."

"Chu Nan!" Murphy screamed sternly, scaring the boss of his buddy. Then she rushed over in three steps and two steps. The immortal is a banban. Could it be that she still wants to use force? Is it interesting? Pretend to be pitiful and sympathetic, and continue to make me obsessed with you. Is this interesting?

I subconsciously wanted to raise my butt to protect myself, but I didn't think about it. Murphy suddenly leaned into my arms when two steps in front of me, and pressed hard on my buddy's thighs with the weight of my arms. I was so shocked that I had not been surprised. Murphy, who was half-squatting and half-kneeling on the ground, had already raised a pink noodles with pear blossoms and cried, "I'm sorry, please don't be angry, okay? It's me wrong, I'm not good, I shouldn't be angry, but... But I'm really unhappy, I really didn't mean it... I... Woo..."

Speaking of the latter, Murphy was already crying, so he buried his face between my legs and cried to the fullest.

I was stunned. What was going on? Why did she cry?

I was stunned again, Damn, just cry, why do you have to cry there?! My buddy kept hypnotizing Xiao Chunan, for fear that it would be awakened by Murphy, so I would be so embarrassed.

"Why are you so stingy... Why are men so stingy... What did I do wrong...Woo...Why are you always angry...Woo..."

I didn't understand Murphy's words, especially the sentence "Why are men so stingy?", which hurt my skin and my narrow heart. The collision of self-esteem and dirty things made me feel ashamed. After hesitating for a while, I still gently pressed my hand on Murphy's trembling shoulder.

Actually, I know very well that most of my anger comes from the half day and night when Murphy disappeared with the man after dinner. I know that I am jealous, but I know that I am still jealous.

Jealousy is like a fly on a tumor in the heart. It constantly pollutes and traumatizes the trauma and eventually makes people feel decay. I secretly scold myself for being petty and insists on thinking the slightly exaggerated friendship shown by Murphy in the direction of the subconscious expectation. I was self-indulgent but confused. Because of a little suspicion and jealousy, I wanted to alienate her. To put it bluntly, I just wanted to find a way out for my shamelessness.

Murphy has never liked me, so how can I talk about betrayal? My anger makes no sense, it's just a stingy man who is jealous.

"Mo... Feifei, what's wrong with you? Have you been bullied?"

Murphy's delicate body shook, and the crying stopped. He did not look up. After a while, he sobbed and said, "Yes..." After that, he seemed to be aroused by the pain in his heart, and he cried even more violently.

Just the word "yes" made me feel like I was falling into an abyss, being bullied? Who was the man who had dinner with me last night? Who was that man? How did he bully Murphy? A lot of questions in my mind shot into my fragile heart like bullets. I said furiously: "Who? I'll help him clean up him!"

Some people say that anger and resentment are the emotions that the weak or the loser has to say. This is true. If that person is Murphy's man, Chu Nan, why should you deal with others? After all, it is just a private matter between them, right? I was so angry that I was weak and weak.

"No! No!" Murphy raised his little face in horror, and my heart fell to the bottom of the valley, shattering, "That... is my private matter, Chu Nan, thank you, but it really doesn't matter."

"Is that true, private matter, haha..." God knows how I laughed out loud. I really want to find a mirror and take a good look at my current expression. My heart no longer feels like it and is empty. I believe that the smile on my face at this moment is definitely the most hypocritical in my life.

Murphy quickly wiped away his tears and stood up, forcing her to smile, "It doesn't matter. Everyone has times when they are in a bad mood, and they will naturally forget it after a while."

Yes, I naturally forgot after a while. Only then did I realize that the corners of Murphy's eyes were rubbed red. Because of the makeup, it was difficult to find that there was a slight swelling without looking closely. I think she had cried before coming to the company.

My heart gradually felt a pain, and I couldn't help but ask myself with a wry smile, Chu Nan, should you learn to forget it?

Murphy looked down at my thigh, and his little face turned red in an instant. He quickly turned his head, glanced at me embarrassedly, and then asked in a low voice: "By the way, what's the matter with you looking for me?"

The buddy then found Murphy's tears and snot on her pants, as if the prostate patient was not urinating, and the urine dripping on her pants was shaking. It was embarrassing, "Oh, it's about investment. I've made a plan and wanted to show you."

"So quickly?" A strange look flashed across Murphy's unwashed face, which I didn't understand, seemed surprised, suspicious, and hesitant. Then, he lowered his head and walked back to the desk, took out a few tissues from the box, sat down to clean up the tears on his face, lowered his head, frowned, and didn't know what he was thinking about. Just as I was curious about asking, she suddenly looked at me and said, "Okay, let me see."

I was stunned and then I realized that she was struggling just now. After all, she, who has always been doing such a thing for the first time, was inevitably nervous.

I'm not sure if Murphy has a boyfriend, but I know clearly that for the sake of Liusu, I must completely stop thinking about Murphy. Maybe this is an opportunity, so I force myself not to think about it or ask. Work is undoubtedly a good way to escape reality.

No matter how deep the scar is, it will always heal. All it takes is time. I have a crush on Murphy, but that is just a crush on me, so I can forget that what I need is time.

After thinking through these, I felt relieved a lot. Suddenly I remembered the girl who had been stranded in my heart. She was also secretly in love and reluctant to leave. I thought I would never forget her, but now, am I still letting go? If I hadn't thought about it deliberately, I think she would have been difficult for her to appear in my memory.

A human relationship is a memory, some are blurry and some are deeper.
Chapter completed!