I don’t know if I was intentionally hiding from me. After I took a shower, Chu Yuan and Dongfang had already returned to the room. Only Dong Xiaoye was still sitting on the sofa watching TV. Her eyes were paired with me. Her face turned red. Before I could tease her, I quickly said: “Shazhizhou has appeared in Dongcheng again…”

I was stunned, opened the refrigerator, hesitated for a moment, but chose beer between Coke and beer, and threw it to Dong Xiaoye a can, and said with a smile: "You said 'I've shown up again', which means you didn't catch it, right?"

Dong Xiaoye caught the beer and was a little surprised and asked without answering, "Why are you drinking beer? Don't you like it?"

"No, I want to drink it, it's not like it or hate it. It's not used to it, but occasionally there are times when I want to get used to it, because you like it," I sat down next to Sister Hu, then poured it down, pillowed on her round and strong thighs, looked up at the two towering balls on her chest, and smiled: "It's like you will also wear clothes you are not used to wearing, doing things you are not used to doing, and making sounds you are not used to making..."

"Hate! Do you want to die?" Sister Hu was embarrassed and raised her hand to hit me. I turned my head and dodged, pressing my face to her exposed abdomen. Her smooth skin still had the fragrance of shower gel. She poured into her nose and refreshed my lungs. I couldn't help but stick out my tongue and licked her cute belly button. Sister Hu trembled and let out a charming moan. Her fist fell on my back. She was already weak and weak. She said softly: "Stop making trouble, get up quickly, Yuanyuan and Dongfang are not asleep yet. When I see us like this, I really jumped into the Yellow River and couldn't wash it clearly. Haven't you seen it yet? Both of them began to doubt me..."

I really don’t dare to make a fuss. Although Sister Hu is so sexy and charming, both her voice and physical reaction make me excited, Chu Yuan and Dongfang’s lethality cannot be underestimated. I sat up, kissed her red face gently, and then raised her feet and put them on the coffee table like her, hooked her small jade feet with red nail polish on her. While rubbing her soft soles, she carefully admired the charming and bright color on her toes, and smiled: “It’s because I saw it that I’m just drinking beer with you now…”

Sister Hu leaned against me, not only her feet, but also her thighs were also pressed against me. She tapped my forehead with a cool beer can, and said with a smile: "What are you doing? You feel wronged? You look like a shameful mistress?"

I stared at Sister Hu's flowery smile and sighed secretly. There were so many sad and aggrievances hidden under this seemingly heartless smile. I am afraid that only Sister Hu himself knew it, "I'm sorry, I..."

Sister Hu covered my mouth, her expression became very serious, slowly let go, pulled off the pull ring on the beer can, took a sip, and said, "Don't say sorry to me, this will make my heart feel more guilty... Feelings are selfish, I lost to my own selfishness, made the choice of sorry Liusu and my friends, and got corresponding revenge, which will make me feel a little better. You feel that others have hurt me, but when I think of you thinking about you and snuggling with you, why am I not hurting others? The road was chosen by myself, and I forced you to this road. If you feel sorry for me, I care about me, I am already happy enough, so don't feel sorry for me, I have been forcing you from the beginning, I didn't expect to get any promises from you, and I don't need that kind of thing. I have gotten enough, I am very selfish, so I should be content."

I gently wiped the beer foam from the corner of her mouth with my fingers, stroked her soft lips, and sighed: "Why...If you don't sit here, you can get more..."

"Love, life, it was like beer. No matter what you want to get, you must first be mentally prepared for what you lose. If you want to taste the sweetness of beer, you must first get used to its bitterness. Only two flavors are intertwined, beer is beer, and it has value worth our obsession and aftertaste. At least, I understand it this way," Sister Hu handed her beer can to my lips and fed me a sip. The bitter taste made me frown slightly, but the lip fragrance that remained at the mouth of the can made me feel excited. Sister Hu kissed my fingertips lightly, squinted her eyes with single eyelids but extremely beautiful eyes, and murmured: "Maybe I can get a lot if I don't sit here, and what I can get is not what I want to pursue, but if I don't sit here, the only thing I have lost is what I have been pursuing in my life so far. If I lose, where can I find it?"

"What will you lose?"

Sister Hu took my finger into her mouth, took a bite, and smiled happily: "A fool man who occasionally wants to get used to things that she is not used to for me, and one who wants to protect me... No, it is for an irrelevant woman who can face life and death calmly at the gun, a fool man who even bears a heavy sense of guilt for me, and a fool man who can't help but hurt me... A fool man who makes me fall in love with... Actually, I don't understand what love is, but I know that there will be no other man in the world who can make me apply nail polish on his toes. There is only one man in the world, which can make me unable to help but want more, even a little bit, to discover the feminine place that can attract his attention... Am I very despicable?"

"No..." I shook my head, "Do you believe there is a god in the world?"

Sister Hu was stunned by my question, "Aren't you an atheist?"

"I didn't believe it before, but now I believe it."

"Why?"

Instead of opening my own can of beer, I snatched the can of Tiger Sister, took a big mouthful, then kissed her lips, half into her mouth, half swallowed her belly, and evenly shared the bitterness and sweetness between her mouth, and then savored the aftertaste between her mouth, kissed until her breathing was rapid and my eyes were dizzy, and I let go of her soft lilac tongue, looking at the silver threads connected between our mouths, and then I laughed mockingly: "It teased you, but it fulfilled me, otherwise what reason would you make you stupidly pierce into my arms and let me do whatever I want?"

"Yes!" Sister Hu said with certainty.

"What?"

"I like it!" Sister Hu turned over and sat on my thigh face to face, very ambiguous, but very serious, "So if you believe in God, then I am your God. If you believe in God, don't doubt me, don't always underestimate yourself. Chu Nan, you are not ordinary or ordinary. In my eyes, the things you think you are shortcomings are precisely your greatest advantage, and your most attractive place. Whether it is Liusu, Murphy, or Xue Ziyuan, you will not be obsessed with a useless man for no reason. Of course, I am too - maybe you are really not the dragon and tiger among humans, but you must be without fear in front of dragon and tiger, and can be calm and composed, that is the most special place for you, and the place where people in the dragon and tiger dare not underestimate them."

"I am very optimistic about life that I can never be positive?" I am very optimistic, but I am an optimistic pessimist. I like to think negatively. Without expectation, there will be no huge gap in gains and losses. So I am more accustomed to myself. Maybe this is really self-deprecating, but it is also a kind of self-knowledge. "I am not as special as you think. You just don't understand, or you are unwilling to admit my filth. If you and I are a mistake, then I just don't have the perseverance and determination to correct this mistake. This is not the fear of hurting you, but hurting you in fear..."

"This is your own understanding, but I like it, because people who know themselves will never be arrogant. As for being content with everything, they cannot be positive..." Dong Xiaoye pointed on my forehead and said, "I just talked to you about the Sand Boat. Can the environment you are in really make you feel at ease or satisfied? You are calm because your calmness and calmness are different, but have you really never thought about how to fight back and change this situation of pins and needles? What kind of plan do you have in your heart? Only you know best, lazy, and not active? Then tell me, why are you still staying between Feng Chang and dealing with Mo, Zhang, Liu and Miss San? You can just cheat Liusu that silly girl, and she is the only one. Even though you know you are cheated by you, you are still afraid that you will see it, and try to play the role of a silly girl."
Chapter completed!